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Misha, we’ve been waiting five years. Five. The doctors said we couldn’t have children. And now…

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**Diary Entry**

Five years. Five long years wed waited. The doctors had said it would never happen for us. And then

“Mick, look!” I froze by the gate, my breath catching in my throat.

My husband staggered under the weight of a bucket of fish, his boots scuffing the stone step. The July morning chill bit into my bones, but the sight on the old wooden bench beside the fence made me forget the cold entirely.

“What is it?” Mick set down the bucket and came to my side.

There, in a woven basket wrapped in a faded blue blanket, lay a baby.

His wide brown eyes locked onto mineno fear, no curiosity, just quiet stillness.

“Bloody hell,” Mick breathed. “Whered he come from?”

I traced a finger over his dark curls. The little one didnt stir, didnt cryjust blinked.

Clutched in his tiny fist was a scrap of paper. I pried it open gently and read:

“Please take care of him. I cant. Im sorry.”

“We should call the police,” Mick muttered, scratching the back of his neck. “And the council.”

But I was already lifting the baby into my arms, cradling him against my chest. He smelled of dusty roads and unwashed hair. His onesie was worn but clean.

“Annie,” Mick said uneasily, “we cant just keep him.”

“Yes, we can,” I met his gaze. “Mick, five years weve waited. The doctors said itd never happen. And now here he is.”

“But the law, the paperwork… What if his parents come back?”

I shook my head. “They wont. I know it.”

The boy suddenly grinned at me, as if he understood. And that was enough.

Within a week, we noticed something odd. The babyId named him Oliverdidnt react to sound. At first, we thought he was just quiet, lost in his own world.

But when the neighbours tractor rumbled past the window, and Oliver didnt even flinch, my heart clenched.

“Mick he cant hear,” I whispered that night as he slept in the old crib wed taken from my nephew.

Mick stared into the fireplace for a long time before sighing. “Well take him to Dr. Harris in Chelmsford.”

The doctor examined Oliver and shook his head. “Complete congenital deafness. No surgery will fix this.”

I cried the whole way home. Mick gripped the steering wheel so tight his knuckles went white. That evening, after Oliver fell asleep, he pulled a bottle from the cupboard.

“Mick, maybe we shouldnt”

“No.” He poured himself half a glass and downed it in one. “Were not giving him up.”

“Who?”

“Him. Were keeping him. No matter what.”

“But how? How do we teach him? How do we”

Mick cut me off with a wave. “Youll figure it out. Youre a teacher, Annie. You always do.”

That night, I lay awake, staring at the ceiling.

*How do you teach a child who cant hear? How do you give him everything he needs?*

By dawn, it hit me: he had eyes, hands, a heart. That was enough.

The next day, I started sketching lesson plans, hunting for books, figuring out how to teach without sound. Our lives changed forever from that moment.

By autumn, Oliver turned ten. He sat by the window, sketching sunflowers. In his sketchbook, they werent just flowersthey danced, twirling in their own silent rhythm.

“Mick, look,” I nudged my husband as I stepped into the room.

“Yellow again. Hes happy today.”

Over the years, Oliver and I learned to understand each other. I picked up sign language firstthe alphabet, then gestures. Mick was slower, but he learned the important ones: *son, love, proud.*

There were no schools for children like him, so I taught him myself. He took to reading quicklyletters, words, sentences. Numbers came even faster.

But the real magic was his art. He drew on everythingfirst with his finger on fogged-up windows, then on the chalkboard Mick built for him. Later, with paints on paper and canvas.

I ordered art supplies from London, scrimping on myself so hed have the best.

“That deaf boy still scribbling away?” snorted old Mr. Thompson from next door, peering over the fence. “Whats the point of him?”

Mick straightened from the vegetable patch. “And what exactly do *you* do thats so useful, Tom? Aside from flapping your gums?”

The village never quite understood. The children teased him, called him names.

One day, Oliver came home with a torn shirt and a scratch on his cheek. Silently, he showed me whod done itToms lad, the mayors son.

I cried as I cleaned the cut. Oliver wiped my tears with his fingers and smiled, as if to say, *Dont worry, Mum. Im fine.*

That evening, Mick left. He came back late, saying nothing, but his knuckles were bruised. After that, no one touched Oliver again.

By his teens, his art had changeddeveloped its own style, strange and beautiful, as if from another world. He painted silence itself, and somehow, you could *feel* it. Our walls were covered in his work.

One day, a council inspector came to check on our homeschooling. A stern-faced woman stepped inside, saw the paintings, and stopped dead.

“Who did these?” she whispered.

“My son,” I said.

“You need to show these to professionals,” she said, removing her glasses. “This boy… he has a gift.”

But we were afraid. The world beyond the village seemed too big, too dangerous for Oliver. How would he manage without us, without the signs he knew?

“Were going,” I insisted, packing his things. “Theres an art fair in Norwich. You need to show your work.”

Oliver was seventeen nowtall, lean, with long fingers and a gaze that missed nothing. He nodded reluctantly. Arguing with me was pointless.

At the fair, his paintings were hung in the farthest corner. Five small canvasesfields, birds, hands cradling the sun. People walked past, glancing but never stopping.

Then *she* appeareda grey-haired woman with a sharp gaze. She stood before Olivers work for ages, unmoving. Then she turned to me abruptly.

“Are these yours?”

“My sons,” I said, nodding to Oliver, who stood with his arms crossed.

“Hes deaf?” she asked, watching us sign.

“Since birth.”

She nodded. “Im Eleanor Whitmore. From the Whitmore Gallery in London. This piece” She exhaled, staring at the smallest paintinga sunset over a field. “Theres something here most artists spend lifetimes searching for. I want to buy it.”

Oliver watched my face as I signed her words. His fingers trembled, disbelief flickering in his eyes.

“Youre seriously considering selling?” Her voice held the certainty of someone who knew arts worth.

“Weve never” My cheeks burned. “We never thought of selling. This is his soul on canvas.”

She pulled out a cheque without hagglingthe sum Mick wouldve taken half a year to earn in his workshop.

A week later, she returned for another. Then, in mid-autumn, the postman brought a letter.

*”Your sons work carries a rare honestya depth beyond words. True collectors are searching for exactly this.”*

London greeted us with grey streets and indifferent faces. The gallery was a tiny space on the citys edge. But every day, people camestudying his paintings, discussing colour, composition. Oliver stood back, watching lips move, gestures unfold.

Though he couldnt hear, their faces spoke volumes: something extraordinary was happening.

Then came grants, residencies, features in magazines. They called him *”The Painter of Silence.”* His workwordless cries of the soultouched everyone who saw it.

Three years passed. Mick wept openly when we sent Oliver off to his first solo exhibition. I held myself together, but inside, everything ached.

Our boy was grown. On his own.

But he came back. One sunny afternoon, he appeared on our doorstep with an armful of wildflowers. He hugged us, then took our hands and led us through the village, past curious stares, to a distant field.

There stood a house. New, white, with a balcony and huge windows. The village had buzzed for months about who was building it.

“What is this?” I whispered.

Oliver smiled and handed me the keys. Insidespacious rooms, a studio, bookshelves, new furniture.

“Son,” Mick said, stunned, “this… is this *yours*?”

Oliver shook his head and signed: *”Ours. Yours and mine.”*

Then he led us into the garden, where a massive mural covered the side of the house: a basket by a

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