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I’m Moving Out. I’ll Leave the Keys to Your Flat Under the Doormat,” He Wrote
“I’m moving out. I’ll leave your flat keys under the mat,” wrote the husband.
“Not this again, Emily! How many times? Every penny counts, and you’re fussing over a new coat. What’s wrong with the old one? Is it falling apart?”
“John, it’s not falling apart, it’s just old! Seven years old. Seven! I look like a scarecrow in it. Everyone at work has refreshed their wardrobe three times over, and I’m stuck in the last decade. Dont I deserve one miserable coat?”
“Of course you do, love,” John threw his hands up, his face twisting into that familiar irritated grimace. “Just not right now. You know my projects on fireall the moneys tied up. Once I close this deal, Ill get you a mink coat if you want. Just hold on.”
“Ive been holding on for twenty years, John. My whole life with you. First, while you finished uni. Then while we saved for the first car. Then for this flator rather, the renovations, because it was my parents to begin with. Theres always something more important than me.”
Emily startled herself with her own words. Usually, she swallowed the hurt and shuffled off to the kitchen to make tea, to calm down. But today, something snapped. She was exhausted, staring at the man whod once been her love, her family, now just a stranger with a permanent scowl and hollow eyes.
“Here we go,” he muttered, yanking his jacket off the hook. “The pity party. I dont have time for this. Ive got a meeting.”
“A meeting at nine in the evening?” she asked softly, though she already knew. These “meetings” had become too frequent these past six months.
“Business, Emily, business! Not all of us get to breathe dust in a library till six. Some of us work so people like you can dream about coats.”
The door slammed so hard the old china cabinet rattled. Emily flinched, standing frozen in the hallway. The silence after he left was deafening, thick like custard. She drifted to the kitchen, filled the kettle on autopilot. Her hands tremblednot from anger, but from a hollow ache inside. She knew he wasnt at a meeting. Knew there was another womanyounger, brighter, from his office. Shed refused to believe it, shoved the thought away, but it kept buzzing back like a persistent fly.
Her phone buzzed in her dressing gown pocket. Probably him, apologising, as usual. Something like, *Sorry, lost my temper. Well talk when Im back.* She pulled it out. A message from John. But the words were different.
*”Im moving out. Ill leave your flat keys under the mat.”*
Eight words. Short, sharp, like axe blows. Emily read them once, twice, three times. The letters blurred, refusing to make sense. It couldnt be. Some cruel joke. He wouldnt do this. Not after twenty years. Just walk out with a text.
She lunged for the bedroom, flung open the wardrobe. His side was nearly empty. His best suits, shirts, jumpersgone. A forgotten tie lay abandoned on the shelf. His watch and phone charger were missing from the nightstand. Hed packed in advance. The coat argument was just an excuse. A convenient way out.
Her legs buckled. She sank onto the bed, gasping for air, staring at the empty space in the wardrobe. Twenty years. Her entire adult life. Theyd met at uni, married right after graduation. Lived in this very flat, left to her by her parents. Theyd hung wallpaper together, picked furniture, dreamed of children that never came. She worked at the local library; he built his little business. Life wasnt perfect, but it was theirs. And now hed erased it all with a text.
First, she called Sarah, her only close friend.
“Sarah hes left,” Emily whispered into the phone, barely holding back a sob.
“Whos left? Whered he go?” Sarah mumbled, half-asleep. “Em, whats wrong?”
“John. Hes gone. For good. Texted me hes moving out.”
Silence. Then
“That bloody wanker!” Sarahs voice boomed. “I *told* you his late meetings were dodgy! Right, no panic. Hell crawl back. They always do.”
“No, Sarah. He took his things.”
“All of them?”
“Most. Said hed leave the keys under the mat.”
“The absolute!” Sarah exhaled sharply. “Stay put. Im coming over. Get wine. Or bettervodka. Were fixing your broken heart.”
Sarah arrived forty minutes later, arms full of snacks and a bottle of whiskey. She marched to the kitchen, slapped cheese, crisps, and lemon slices onto the table.
“Right, spill. What happened?”
Emily, slightly steadier now, told her about the coat, his constant irritation, the icy distance between them lately.
“Figures,” Sarah nodded, pouring whiskey. “Found himself some tart and decided hes a big shot now. You and your coat dont fit his shiny new life. Classic midlife crisis.”
They drank. The whiskey burned, warmth spreading through Emilys veins.
“What do I do now, Sar? How do I live?”
“You *live*, Em. First, change the locks. Tomorrow. Second, file for divorce and go after his assets. He had that little business, yeah?”
“Had has. A small window-fitting outfit. But its all in his name. The car too.”
“Perfect. Half is yours by law. Let his new bird enjoy him showing up with a suitcase.”
They talked till dawn. Sarah ranted about revenge, called John every name under the sun, while Emily sat numb, staring at the wall. She didnt want revenge. She wanted to rewind time, back to that morning when he was still here, when they drank coffee together, and everything was normal.
Morning came. Sarah left for work. Emily was alone in the empty flat. The silence pressed in. Every creak of the floorboards sounded like his footsteps. His dressing gown hung on the kitchen chair. She grabbed it, buried her face in the fabric. It still smelled like him. And thenshe broke. Sobs wracked her body, ugly and unrestrained, like a childs.
The first few days passed in a haze. She called in sick, lied about the flu. She lay on the sofa, staring at the ceiling, barely eating or sleeping. Her phone stayed silent. John didnt call. Didnt text. As if hed never existed.
On day three, she forced herself up and called a locksmith. The man arrived quickly, scoffed at the old lock, and handed her new keys half an hour later. A small relief. This was her fortress now.
Next, she sorted his leftover things. Old T-shirts, socks forgotten in drawers, a toolbox on the balcony. In the loft, she found a cardboard box tied with string, labelled *”Documents. John.”* She dragged it down. Hed stashed it there years ago, muttering about old contracts he might need.
Curiosity cut through the fog. She untied the string. On top were dull business files. Underneathdeeds to *her* flat. The inheritance papers from her parents, the survey, old receipts. Why were they here, not with their shared documents?
She kept digging. Found a loan agreement. Signed by John three years ago. Hed borrowed a staggering sum from a stranger. And the collateral? *Her flat.*
Her blood ran cold. How? He couldnt mortgage it without her consentshe was the sole owner! She read on. Attached was a copy of her passport and a power of attorney. Giving John full control over her property. Her signature was there. But she didnt remember signing it.
She racked her brain. Three years ago, John was expanding his business, needed capital. One day, hed shoved a stack of papers at her, said it was for the tax office. Shed signed without reading. That mustve been it.
Her heart pounded. For three years, shed lived not knowing her home was someone elses security. And John had said nothing.
She called him. No answer. Texted: *”Whats this loan in the box? Did you mortgage the flat?!”*
His reply came half an hour later. Cold, like the first.
*”None of your business. Ill handle it.”*
*”It *is* my business! My flat, John! You had no right!”*
*”I had the power of attorney. Stay out of it.”*
She wouldnt get answers from him. She called Sarah.
“Sarah, its worse” Her voice cracked as she explained.
“*What?!*” Sarah roared. “Hes not just a wanker, hes a criminal! Right, listen. No tears. You need a solicitor. A good one. My bosss husband knows someoneAndrew Whitmore. Helped with a messy case
