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Who Are You With, Little Girl?” I Asked.
The little girl looked up at me with wide, anxious eyes. “Excuse me, miss,” she whispered, “have you seen my mum?”
I hesitated. Id only just moved into this building, and as far as I knew, the flat she was standing in front of had been empty for months.
“No one lives there,” I told her gently.
Her face crumpled, and she sank onto the stairwell, tears spilling down her cheeks. “Please, Auntie, we need her! Dad misses her so much, and shes the only one who can fix everything.”
I stood frozen, unsure how to comfort her. Id never had children of my owndidnt even know where to start. A hug? An offer of tea? But she wouldnt go with a stranger. Then my phone rang. I begged her to stay put as I rushed to answer it. When I returned, she was gone.
The image of her haunted me all evening. Finally, I called my landlady. “Who lives across from me?”
“Nobodys lived there for years,” Mrs. Whitmore said. “Why do you ask?”
“A little girl came by today, looking for her mum.”
A long silence. Then, softly: “That must be Emilys daughter. Poor thing. Her husband was left with the baby after she passed. Couldnt stay in that flatmoved out long ago.”
“If she comes back,” Mrs. Whitmore added, “take her home. They live just round the corner now.” She gave me the address.
Months passed. I buried myself in work, arriving late, leaving early. Then, one frosty evening near Christmas, I heard a soft knock and muffled sobs. I flung the door open. There she wasthe same grey-eyed child, shivering on my doorstep.
“Whats wrong? Wheres your dad?”
“Hes at home,” she sniffed. “But I need to find Mummy.”
Remembering the scribbled address, I begged her to wait inside while I searched. She stepped in, glancing around before curling up on the hallway bench. When I finally found the slip of paper, she was fast asleep, tiny hands tucked under her chin. I carried her to the sofa, then dialled Mrs. Whitmore.
“Shes here. I meant to take her home, but she fell asleep. Her father must be frantic”
“Ill go to them,” Mrs. Whitmore cut in. “Stay by the phone.”
As I hung up, I studied the girl. Brushed a stray curl from her face. My own dreams of motherhood had shattered years agoa miscarriage, then another, then the slow, suffocating silence of infertility. My husband, John, had left soon after. Id heard hed remarried, had a daughter. Id erased him, his friends, every trace.
Seven years alone.
A quiet knock startled me. I opened the doorand froze. John stood on the threshold, older, wearier.
“John? How did you?”
“Im here for Lizzie. Sheffield Road, number five, right?”
I nodded dumbly. “Shes sleeping. Come in.”
We moved to the kitchen. The kettle hissed as I tried to steady my hands. Of all the ghosts from my past, he was the last Id expected.
“Should I wake her?” John rubbed his temples.
“Let her rest. Whats going on? She keeps coming here, knocking on that empty flat.”
His shoulders sagged. “We lived there once. The flat belonged to Kateher mother. We moved in after the wedding. When she got pregnant, I thought” His voice cracked. “At the hospital, she made me promiseTake care of her if anything happens. Then the complications started. They couldnt save her.”
A small voice interrupted. “Daddy?”
John swept Lizzie into his arms. “Why did you run off?”
“I just want Mummy.”
“Well find her,” he murmured. “But not today. Lets go home.”
As they turned to leave, John handed me a card. “Call me if she comes again. We live closeshe knows the way now.”
“But how did she know this address?”
“I brought her once,” he admitted. “Needed to collect some things. She saw Kates photos on the walls. Now she believes” He swallowed. “I told her Mummy went away, but shell come back someday.”
Days later, John called. We started meetingweekends in the park, cafés, cinemas. Lizzie clung to me, once even calling me “Mum.”
One evening, John took my hands. “Come live with us,” he said. “No more rented rooms. Lizzie asks for you every day.”
“And you?”
His grip tightened. “I missed you. Im sorryfor everything.”
Now were a family. Our little Lizzienot mine by blood, but by every beat of my heart. Every day, I thank fate for this second chance: to be loved, to be needed, to be a mother at last.
