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If You Think I Do Nothing for You, Try Living Without Me!” — Wife Finally Loses Her Cool

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“If you think I do nothing for you, try living without me!” Charlotte snapped.

That evening, the silence in the house felt heavier than usual. Charlotte stirred the soup slowly, listening to the monotonous ticking of the clock on the wall. Once, the sound had irritated herback when the house was filled with the voices of their sons, laughter, and constant bustle. Now, the ticking was her only companion in the emptiness of what had once been a lively home.

She glanced at her husband. William, as usual, was hunched over his phone, the screens glow reflecting in his glasses. There had been a time when she found this comfortingproof he was home, safe beside her. Now, it only fuelled a quiet resentment.

“Dinners ready,” she said, keeping her voice steady.

He nodded without looking up. She set the table with their best china, the set shed saved for special occasions. Though what counted as special now? Their sons rarely visited, and there were no grandchildren yet. Only the two of them remained in this large house, every corner whispering memories of better days.

Charlotte ladled the soup, carefully adding fresh parsley and thyme from the windowsill where she grew herbsjust the way he liked them. She placed a loaf of fresh bread beside his bowl, sliced neatly.

William finally set his phone aside and picked up his spoon. She held her breath, waiting. First spoonful. Second. On the third, he frowned.

“Still not right,” he muttered, pushing the bowl away.

Something inside her snapped. Charlotte looked down at her handsred from hot water, skin roughened by years of work. Shed spent the whole day on her feet: washing his shirts, pressing his trousers, preparing this blasted soup. On the stove, his favourite tea still simmeredthe one she brewed just so, because “anything else tastes off.”

Her gaze flicked to the pile of freshly ironed laundryeach item folded perfectly, the way he insisted. Twenty-five years. Twenty-five years shed folded his shirts just so, because “otherwise they crease.”

“You know what” Her voice trembled, not with tears but with anger. “If you think I do nothing for you, try living without me!”

He looked upproperly looked at her, for the first time all evening. Surprise flickered in his eyes, as if he couldnt believe this quiet, obedient woman had raised her voice.

Charlotte stood abruptly. The chair screeched against the floor, but she didnt care. She grabbed her coatthe old one, bought three years ago because “why do you need a new one? This still has years left.”

“Where are you going?” His voice held a note of alarm, but she was already out the door.

The cool evening air hit her face, and for the first time in years, Charlotte felt like she could breathe properly. She didnt know where she was going. Didnt know what shed do next. But for the first time in too long, she wasnt afraid of the unknown. Instead, she felt something dizzying, intoxicatingfreedom.

The small flat on the third floor greeted her with an unfamiliar quietnot the oppressive kind that had weighed on her at home, but something light, almost airy. No ticking clock marking the minutes of her life, no disapproving looks, no endless demands.

She woke earlya habit ingrained after years of rising at six to make breakfast, iron shirts, pack lunches But today was different. Charlotte lay in the unfamiliar bed, watching sunlight crawl across the wall. No one rushed her, expected anything, or needed her usual service.

“I can just lie here,” she whispered, then laughed softly at the thought.

But old habits died hard. Her hands itched to make the bed, dust the shelves, fall into the familiar rhythm of chores. Charlotte stopped herself.

“No. Today, I do what I want.”

She stood before the bathroom mirror for a long time, studying her reflection. When had she last truly looked at herself? Not a quick glance before leaving, but really looked? The lines around her eyes had deepened; her hair held more grey. But her eyes they looked alive again.

Outside, the October morning smelled of fallen leaves and coffee from the nearby café. Shed walked past it countless times before, always rushing to the shops. “Waste of money,” William had always said. And shed agreed, telling herself home-brewed was better.

The bell above the door jingled. Inside, the air was rich with the scent of fresh pastries and cinnamon. Charlotte hesitated, feeling like an intruder in this cosy space.

“Good morning!” the young barista smiled. “What can I get you?”

“I” Charlotte faltered. Shed made coffee for others for years but never considered what she might like. “What do you recommend?”

“Our signature caramel latte with cinnamon. And weve just pulled almond croissants from the oven.”

In the past, shed have shaken her headtoo expensive, too indulgent, what would William say? But today was different.

“Yes, please. And a croissant too.”

She sat by the window, watching passersby. At the next table, a group of young women chatted animatedly, bursting into genuine laughter. When had she last laughed like that? Not politely, not out of obligationbut freely?

The first sip of coffee spread warmth across her tongue, sweet with caramel. She closed her eyes briefly. Goodness, could life really taste this good?

Her phone stayed silent in her bag. For the first time in twenty-five years, William would have woken to no breakfast, no ironed shirt, no packed lunch. What was he doing now? Angry? Confused? Or had he even noticed her absence, lost in his phone as usual?

“More coffee?” the barista asked, passing by.

Charlotte checked her watcha habit etched into her bones. By now, shed usually have returned from the shops and started lunch. But today

“Yes, please. And another croissant.”

The phone rang as she unpacked her few belongings in the rented flat. “Edward” flashed on the screenher eldest. Her hand wavered. For the first time, she didnt want to answer her own childs call.

“Hello,” she said softly.

“Mum, what are you playing at?” Edwards voice crackled with irritation, so like his fathers. “Dad says youve left. Whats this nonsense?”

Charlotte sank onto the bed. How could she explain to her grown son what she barely understood herself? How to describe years of quiet despair, of feeling invisible, of losing herself in caring for others?

“Edward, I”

“Mum, enough!” he cut in. “Youre an adult. So Dad criticised the souphes always been like that, you know that. Is that really worth this drama?”

His tone was patronising, as if speaking to a petulant child. A lump rose in her throat. Even her boy, the child shed carried, loved, sacrificed fordidnt see her as a person with her own feelings.

“Its not about the soup,” she said quietly.

“Then what?” His voice turned sharp. “Whats so terrible? Dads beside himself, you know. Cooked for himself last nightcan you imagine? Spent hours in the kitchen.”

She pictured it: William clumsily chopping vegetables, swearing at the stove. Once, the image would have tugged her back, made her take charge. But now

“See?” She smiled faintly, surprising herself. “He can manage after all.”

“Mum!” Edward sounded appalled. “Youre breaking up the family! What will people think? Arent you ashamed?”

“People, people” The word echoed. Shed lived her whole life for these faceless “people.” What would the neighbours say? The relatives? Now even her son pressed the same sore points.

She stood and went to the window. A pigeon perched on the ledge, preening its featherscarefree, beholden to no one.

“Have you ever asked how I felt all these years?” Her voice strengthened. “Ever wondered what I wanted?”

“Whats that got to”

“Everything!” She marvelled at her own firmness. “Twenty-five years I lived for you all. Cooked, cleaned, supported, sacrificed. And you you didnt even see me. I was just furniturealways there, always functioning, always ready to serve.”

Silence. Then Edward spoke softer, cajoling:

“Mum, you wanted this. You always said family came first”

“Yes, family matters,” she agreed. “But Im part of that family too. Im a person. And I cant wont be just the help anymore.”

“But Dad”

“Im not coming back,” she said firmly. “Not now. Maybe never. I need to learn to live for myself.”

After the call, she stood by the window a long time. The shopfront opposite reflected a womanposture straight, shoulders back, something new in her eyes. Resolve? Dignity? Freedom?

The phone rang againher younger son. Charlotte silenced it and thought, for the first time: “Theyre grown. They

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