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One Last Chance

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Emily clutched her stomach, curled into herself on the sofa, every muscle taut with pain. The familiar agony twisted inside hersharp, relentlessher body betraying her again. Blood. The ambulance. The hospital. The hollow emptiness afterward. Another miscarriage. The third in two years. Before that, a stillbirth. Before *that*, the abortion. The choice that had cost her everything.

She fumbled for her phone, dialling emergency services with trembling fingers. Half an hour later, as they loaded her into the ambulance, she called Daniel.

“Again?” His voice was tight.
She didnt answer. Tears burned hot down her cheeksshame, rage, grief. How many times? Why did this keep happening? Or was it punishment? If she hadnt let that hack with a scalpel near her all those years ago, she and Daniel might have had a five-year-old by now. Instead, nothing. Just loss.

“Christ, it hurts,” she gasped. The nurse adjusted her IV, indifferent.

Two endless days in hospital. Then discharge. Daniel waiting with roses, the same script playing out once more.

“You look pale,” he murmured.
She forced a smile. What was there to celebrate? She couldnt give him a child. That much was obvious.

In the car, the roses heavy in her lap, she turned to him. “I cant do this anymore. Ill never be able to give you a baby.”

“Dont say that. Well keep trying”

“Do you even believe that?” Her laugh was brittle. “Five years. Wasted. Im nearly thirty. Youre thirty-five. Enough. The doctors say its hopeless. Maybe its time we listened.”

“Em, we *will* have children. Remember what Dr. Whitmore said? Theres still a chance if we follow his plan”

“Whitmores *dead*, Dan. His plan died with him.” She looked away, throat tight. “Lets end this. You deserve someone who can give you a family. Im broken. Empty.”

His grip tightened on the wheel. “What are you saying?”

She inhaled sharply. “Leave me. Find someone who”

“Stop.” He grabbed her hand, pressed it to his lips. “Well get through this. People live full lives without children. *We* will. Theyre not the only happiness.”

“Tell that to your future self,” she whispered. “Dont let me take fatherhood from you.”

“Dont let me lose *you*,” he cut in.

That was Danielsteadfast, stubbornly in love, weathering every storm as long as she was beside him. Hed fought for her, waited, refused to let go. He knew her history. The first marriage, forced by her tyrannical father. The botched abortion that had left her barren. The estrangement. He knew it all. Yet here he was.

Emily hadnt spoken to her father in years. Not since shed walked away at twenty-four. Hed barred her from seeing her younger sister, Sophiebeautiful, clever, but still under his thumb.

Until the day Sophie appeared on their doorstep, trembling, her swollen belly impossible to miss.

“I ran,” Sophie sobbed, collapsing into Emilys arms.

Emily stiffened. “What did he do?”

“Hehe wanted me to get rid of it.”

“God, youre pregnant!” Emilys hands flew to her sisters stomach. “Whos the father?”

“It doesnt matter. Hes married. Doesnt want the baby. Dad said either I terminate, or hed drag me to the clinic himself.”

Emily held her as they cried. Sophieonce a shy girl, now a womanstill shackled by their fathers cruelty. Shed break, Emily knew. Shed go back.

Daniel took it in stride. He always did.

A week later, Sophie packed her bag.

“Youre *not* going,” Emily snapped, blocking the door. “You think hell just let you keep it? Hell force you into early labour. Drug your tea. Youll wake up bleeding. *I know.*”

Sophie stayed. But guilt gnawed at her.

Then, in July, the baby camea boy, Oliverand Sophies resolve crumbled.

“Take him,” she said flatly, shoving the crying bundle at Emily. “Dad only wanted me back, not the baby.”

Emily cradled him, heart splitting. Postpartum depression, she told herself. Sophie would return.

But then the call came. Her fathers voice, venomous: “Hand over my grandson, or Ill ruin you both.”

Fear coiled in her gut. Daniel stood firm. “Were not running.”

Thenthe crash. Sophie and their father, dead on impact.

Oliver was hers now.

The adoption process was brutalpaperwork, interviews, waiting. In the chaos, Emily missed her gynaecologist appointment.

“Youre late,” the doctor scolded. “Stress?”

Emily shrugged.

“Stress? *Look.*” The ultrasound screen flickered. A heartbeat. Twelve weeks strong.

“Your first time making it this far,” the doctor said softly. “Bed rest. Now.”

Daniel met her at the hospital weeks later, roses in one hand, Oliver in his pram. The baby squealed at the sight of her. She touched her bellyher daughter, kickingand let herself hope.

One last chance. One happy ending.

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