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Nightfall Over the City: A Gathering Storm of Broken Dreams and Impending Doom
The night hung heavy over London, thick with the promise of something grim. Dark clouds lumbered across the sky like they carried the weight of every shattered dream. The car glided over rain-slicked tarmac, headlights cutting through the gloom as silence clung to the air, tight with dread. Oliver gripped the steering wheel like it was the last thing tethering him to the world. Every bump in the road rattled his bonesnot from the potholes, but from the crushing weight of fate whispering: *This wont end well.*
Beside him, Emily sat stiffly, her breath shallow. She leaned back as if trying to escape the pain, the fear, the inevitability. One hand rested on her swollen bellynot just cradling a child, but an entire universe balanced on the edge of collapse. Her gaze, fixed on the grey sky outside, held no light. Only longing. Deep, aching, like the bite of a winter wind. Not fear. Not sorrow. Just the quiet resignation of someone who knew the end was near but still hoped for a miracle.
“Ollie” Her voice was thinner than cobweb, weaker than a breeze through autumn leaves. “Listen to me. Please.”
He nodded, eyes on the road, but every fibre of him was taut, braced for words that felt less like a plea and more like a verdict.
“Promise me” She swallowed, as if forcing down fear along with the words. “If something happens dont blame her. Our little girl. She didnt ask for this. Shes just here. And youyou have to love her. For me. For us both.”
Olivers jaw clenched, knuckles white as bone. He wanted to roar that everything would be fine, that shed pull through, that theyd raise their daughter in the cottage hed been fixing upnursery painted, dolls waiting, dreams intact. But the doctors words from months ago stabbed like a blade: *”Pregnancy with your condition? Like playing roulette with five bullets. One in six chance. And thats not optimismthats a death sentence.”* He remembered how Emilys hands had trembled when theyd heard. How shed looked at himnot with despair, but with quiet steel. *”I want this, Ollie. I want to be a mum. I want something of us to stay behind.”* He couldnt say no. Not because he was weak. Because he loved herutterly. And hed believed, not in medicine, but in *her*.
“Em,” he whispered, voice fraying, “were going home. All three of us. I swear. I wont let you go. No matter what.”
Brave words. Inside, he was crumbling.
The hospital loomed, rain lashing its windows like the sky was weeping for them. He helped her inside, her arm trembling in his gripnot from cold, but from something darker. At the doors, she turned, pressed her forehead to his chest, and murmured:
“I love you, Ollie. More than anything. Youre stronger than you think.”
That embrace lasted seconds. It seared into him like the last flicker of a dying flame. Then she was gone, wheeled away, and he stood in the downpour, soaked not by rain but by the icy grip of loneliness.
Half an hour later, a doctor appeareda weary man with a face like carved stone.
“Its critical,” he said bluntly. “Her bloods not clotting. Were fighting, but odds arent good. Miracles dont happen here.”
Oliver sank onto the steps, numb. Time turned syrupy, thick with dread. He paced, prayed to anything listeningstars, fate, the universe itself. *”Take me instead. Just bring her back.”* Hed have given every penny, every breath, for her.
Then, out of nowhere, Lucy appeared. Emilys old uni mate, a nurse in paediatrics. Short dark hair, tired eyes, reeking of antiseptic and nerves. She sat beside him.
“How is she?”
He shook his head.
“Bad,” he croaked.
Lucy sighednot sympathetic, but irritated. “Selfish. She knew the risks. Knew she might leave you behind. And whatyoure just collateral?”
Oliver whipped round, fury flaring. How *dare* she? But grief stole his voice. He let her lead him to a bench, where cheap whisky burned his throat and her steady chatter numbed the edges.
He woke on his sofa, head pounding, phone clutched in his hand. The nurses voice: *”Stable. For now.”* Not hopejust a reprieve. He bolted to the hospital, where Lucy met him again.
“I pulled strings,” she whispered. “You can see her. Through the glass.”
She guided him past wails and sterile stench to a window. Behind itEmily. Or what was left of her. Pale as paper, tubes snaking from her like puppet strings. The monitor beeped. For now.
A day later, the call came.
“Im sorry. We couldnt stop the bleeding. Neither of them made it.”
The world shattered. He lunged, grabbed the doctors coat, snarling: *”You couldve saved her! Id have paid anything!”*
Orderlies dragged him off. The doctor adjusted his coat.
“Money doesnt buy miracles.”
Lucy handled everythingfuneral, coffin, the lot. Oliver sat in their empty flat, surrounded by ghosts: her scarf on the hook, her mug by the sink, her perfume lingering. He couldnt speak. Couldnt cry. Just stared.
Then, one evening, a memory surfaced. A fight, years back. Hed stormed out, got wasted. Lucy had been there. Listened. Comforted. Then his one betrayal. Emily never knew. Now the secret festered like a wound.
At the graveside, he couldnt look at her in the coffin. He wanted to remember her alivelaughing, eyes crinkling. When dirt hit the lid, he walked away.
“Ollie! The wake!” Lucy called.
“Not going,” he said flatly.
At the gates, a girleight, maybe, in a ragged coatgrabbed his sleeve.
“Mister! Ask for the cameras! In the hospital! Theyll show you! *Listen!*”
He shoved a fiver at her and left.
Grief became his engine. He buried himself in workconstruction contracts, sixteen-hour days, a frenzy of growth. Money piled up. It meant nothing. He barely went home. Mostly, he ended up at Lucys. Her flat was sterile. No memories. No ghosts. She cooked, stayed quiet. It was easy. Too easy.
Slowly, her things crept into his homea toothbrush, a robe, then a suitcase “for a few days” that never left. Each one felt like a nail in the coffin of his old life.
One night, coming home, he spotted itEmilys photo, once pride of place on the mantel, now shoved behind paperwork like clutter. His throat closed. He wanted to scream, put it back, *make it right*. But he stayed silent. Easier that way.
A year passed. Time shouldve healed. Instead, it built walls. Lucy grew bolder.
“Ollie,” she said over tea, casual as discussing the weather, “lets sell this place. Too many ghosts. Well buy a penthouse. Andmaybe make this official?”
He looked at her. Something in him recoilednot anger, just *wrongness*. He didnt want new. He wanted *back*. He didnt love Lucy. She was a bandage, not a cure.
The breaking point came at midnight. Half-asleep, he murmured:
“Em”
Lucy *shoved* him, eyes blazing.
“*Emily?* Even dead, shes between us! She was a fool! *I* deserve to be here! Me!”
Oliver stared. The mask slipped. This wasnt care. It was possession.
“Get out,” he said, icy calm. “Now.”
The slam of the door echoed. Emptier than ever.
He drove blindly, ending up at the hospitalgrey, grim, lit like a spectre in the night.
And thenthe girls words echoed: *”Ask for the cameras.”*
Then, itd seemed mad. Now? A key.
He bribed a night guard, scrolled grainy footageand there it was. The incubator. His daughter. *Alive.* ThenLucy, in scrubs, swapping her for a stillborn.
His legs gave out.
Police tore through records. Lucy had falsified papers, sold the baby to an orphanage. And the girl whod warned him? She was from thereMaddie, adopted now.
“They made a deal,” she said. “I tried to tell. No one listened.”
Oliver knelt, trembling. “Im sorry.”
The orphanage was bleakpeeling paint, barred windows. The matron led him to a playroom.
There, on
