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Victor returned home from his race later than usual, while his wife Tamara anxiously awaited her beloved, already fearing something had gone awry on the journey, and little Kieran kept whining, “Where’s Daddy? Where’s Daddy?
20th December
Victor finally turned up later than Id expected. Emily, my wife, had been waiting anxiously, already fearing something had gone awry on the road. Our little boy Charlie was wailing, Wheres Daddy? Wheres Daddy?
At last two large, bright yellow Ford F150s rolled into the garden of the Whitaker cottage.
Daddy! Were home! Charlie shouted, leaping from the back of the fireplace, hopping on one foot, trying to tuck his coat around his tiny legs.
Where do you think youre going, you little rascal? Its cold and nights fallinggo sit by the stove, Fatherll be here soon.
Charlie pouted, his lips puffed, ready to burst into tears.
Dont you cry, I said. Fathers just about to come in, Emily snapped, trying to coax him back to the hearth.
Victor was still lingering at the gate.
Is he drunk or what? Come on, Charlie, stay inside; Ill go check.
Mum, Im scared, the boy whimpered.
What are you blathering about? Sit tight, you hear? Emily barked, pulling a warm jumper over his shoulders as she argued with him.
Just then the front door swung open and a cloud of steam drifted in, followed by Victor himself, not alone.
Standing by the fire was a slender young woman, about eighteen, wrapped in a faded shawl, a brown coat with a black fur collar, large grey eyes that seemed to stare straight through me, and a tumble of light hair framing her forehead.
Come in, come in, Eleanor, Emily called, Tom, help our guest settle in.
Emily, not quite knowing what to do, helped the girl shed her coat.
Eleanor was heavily pregnant, moving with the slow, laboured gait of a duck waddling through a field. She made her way to the kitchen table, sat down, and folded her chilled, trembling hands on her knees.
Charlie peeked timidly from behind the stove.
Whats this, my son? Nik, what are you doing? Bring that thing over here, Victor grunted, snatching Charlie from the hearth and hoisting him up to the ceiling beams. You, love, get us something to eat; we cant just starve.
Later that night, as Charlie drifted off to sleep, I heard Victor mumbling to himself, Emily muttering softly in response, and Eleanors quiet sobs.
By morning the whole village knew that Victor Whitaker had brought his younger, expectant sister back home.
Poor womans been tossed aside; no parents, nowhere to go, a little thing like that, Emily whispered to the other women at the dairy while milking the cows.
Didnt you say before that Victor was an orphan? one asked.
If you have no parents, arent you still an orphan? another replied.
Where did this sister come from then?
Raised in a home for children, what else do you want to know, Alice? Maybe she was a lovers secret?
What a load of nonsense, Emily scoffed.
Soon enough, EleanorCharlies auntwent into labour. Victor whisked her off to the district hospital, and not long after a tiny sister appeared for Charlie: little Maisie. Eleanor never returned.
Shes dead, Emily said bluntly, shaking her head so as not to trip over anyone.
Maisie was a small, rosycheeked thing, a real dolllike infant. Charlie watched his neighbour Sallys baby, a plush toy named Antonia, and declared, Maisie will be bigger than Antonia. He laughed, Now Ive got a real baby, not a stuffed one.
Victor, eyes downcast, simply said, Do what you must, I dont need her here.
What are you saying, Tom? Shes a living child, blood of our blood
Ive given you my word. Take her wherever you like.
Emily snapped, What kind of woman are you, taking her in at first to a childrens home or the river?
I dont mind either way, I muttered.
Dont send Maisie to a home or the river! Charlie shouted, Mum, please, keep her. Ill look after her myself.
Emily waved her hand, Off you go, lad, I cant stand you here. But Charlie clung to her skirt, shouting curses and begging her to spare his little sister.
Victor sat silently, head bowed.
Fine, do as you wish, he grumbled, turning away. Emily strode out into the courtyard.
Charlie knelt beside Maisie, who slept peacefully swaddled in a cheap blanket, unaware that her fate hung in the balance. He whispered sweet nothings, calling her sunshine and little one.
Night after night he dreamed that his mother would toss the baby away, and hed beg her not to, fearing shed drown the child.
Dont you worry, you rascal, I wont do a thing to your Maisie, his mother hissed, eyes narrowed.
The neighbours laughed, calling the baby the little thing.
Emily finally said, I was frightened at first, but Ive grown attached. I wont give her away. Next year well need a nanny.
Thus we lived. Victor found work as a lorry driver, Emily tended the cows, and Charlie and Maisie grew up together.
Every afternoon Charlie would sprint home from school, arms outstretched, catching his toddling sister as if she were a prize. The other children in the lane called Maisie the baby.
She grew into a lovely girl. When Charlie went off to do his national service, he remembered how Maisie would wail, Leave me!
The man raised her as his own, cared for her as a proper child, the village women would gossip, Emilys a bit rough, Victors a quiet sort, but the children are different.
After his service, Charlie took a job as a bus driver, brought home a girl he liked. They married, and the family expanded.
Maisie left for university in the city, but always visited her brother first before heading home.
She later became a doctor, returned to the village, found a good husband, and had children of her own.
When the Whitakers grew old, Victor felt it was his time to step aside. Emily, now frail, handed Maisie over to her mother, who, despite protest, accepted.
One night Maisie awoke, hearing a soft voice. Mum?
Sit down, love, Emily whispered. Im sorry, dear.
Sorry for what? Maisie asked.
For everything. I never meant to send you to the childrens home I was scared.
Emily explained how her sister Eleanor had been pregnant and then vanished, that her own father had brought her back, that the family had hidden truths. She confessed that Victor had kept the secret out of shame.
Maisie listened, then said, It doesnt matter now. You gave me life, love, and a family. Im grateful.
She thought of her brother, her aunts, uncles, cousinsso many relatives she never knew she had. I have a huge family thanks to you, Mum.
Emily, eyes wet, replied, My dear, Im proud of you.
Soon Emilys health failed, and she passed peacefully, smiling at Victor one last time.
I sit here now, pen in hand, remembering how tangled our lives were, how secrets festered, and how lovehowever rough around the edgeskept us together.
Lesson: No matter how twisted the past may be, honesty and a willingness to care for those who come into your life are the only true foundations for a family.
