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— Andrew, put on your hat, my son, it’s chilly out there!
Andrew, put on your hat, son, its freezing outside!
Leave it, Mum, if Im not turning into an icicle up in the Highlands, I wont be staying here!
Those are his last words before he walks out the door.
Andrew boards a coach in Manchester, gets off in London and, from there, catches a flight that carries him across the Atlantic to Canada. He swears hell be back in two years. Twelve winters pass.
Mary, his mother, never leaves her old cottage. The same openfire stove, the same lace curtains, the same rug she wove when she was twenty. Above the hearth hangs a photograph of Andrew in his graduation gown. Beneath it lies a yellowed scrap of paper: Ill be back soon, Mum. I promise.
Every Sunday Mary ties a kerchief around her neck and walks to the post office. She sends a letter, even though she knows no reply will ever come. She writes about the vegetable patch, the biting cold, the neighbours cow. She always finishes the same way:
Take care of yourself, my boy. Mother loves you.
Sometimes the postwoman leans in gently and says, MrsMary, perhaps not all the letters will get through Canada is a long way off.
Mary smiles. Its all right, dear. If the post cant deliver them, God will.
Time runs differently in that little village. Spring comes and goes, autumn drifts by. Mary ages slowly, like a candle that flickers low without a sound. Each night, before she blows out the lamp, she murmurs, Goodnight, Andrew. Mother loves you.
On a cold December morning a parcel arrives. It isnt from himits from a woman Mary has never met.
Dear MrsMary,
My name is Elizabeth. I am Andrews wife. He spoke of you often, but I never had the courage to write. Forgive me for reaching out now Andrew fell ill. He fought as best he could, but he passed peacefullyhis photograph clutched in his hands. Before closing his eyes he whispered, Tell my mother Im coming home. Ive missed her every day.
Im sending you a box of his things.
With all our love,
Elizabeth.
Mary reads the letter in silence, then sits by the stove, motionless for a long while. The next day the neighbours see her carry a box inside. She opens it slowly, as if unwrapping an old wound. Inside lie a blue shirt, a small notebook, and a sealed envelope addressed, For Mum.
Her hands tremble as she breaks the seal. The paper smells of snow and longing.
Mum,
If youre reading this, Ive arrived too late. I worked, saved, but I never understood the most important thingtime cant be bought. I missed you every morning it snowed. I dreamed of your voice, your soup, our home. I may not have been a perfect son, but know thisI have loved you always, in silence.
In the pocket of my shirt I kept a handful of soil from our garden. I carry it everywhere. When I cant hear you, I hear your voice saying, Hold on a little longer, son.
If I never return, dont weep. My love will meet you in your dreams. I am home now, Mumthough I no longer need to knock on a door.
With love,
Your son, Andrew.
Mary presses the letter to her chest, weeping softly, the sound lost among the hush of mothers who have no one left to wait for, yet still have love to give. She washes the shirt, irons it, and drapes it over the back of his armchair by the table. From that night onward she never eats alone.
One frosty February evening the postwoman finds Mary asleep in the armchair, the letter clutched in her hand, a mug of stillwarm tea on the table, a gentle smile on her face. The blue shirt lies beside her as if giving her a hug. The neighbours later say the wind died down that night. The village fell into a deep quiet, as if someone had finally come home.
Perhaps Andrew kept his promise. Perhaps he returnedjust in another way. Some vows never die; they are kept in silence, between tears and snowfall. Home is not always a place; sometimes its the reunion waited for a lifetime.
