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My Husband’s Family Gossiped About Me, Not Realising I Had Just Scooped Millions…
Dear Diary,
My husbands relatives have been gossiping behind my back, but they have no idea that yesterday I won a fortune.
Dont wear that dress again, Ethel. It makes you look cheap, my motherinlaw, Margaret Bennett, said in a voice that was soft enough to sound like a motheaten cashmere scarf.
She tossed the remark over her shoulder as she passed me in the hallway, not even turning her head.
I stood frozen before the mirror, staring at my favourite summer dress. Luke always told me I looked like a heroine from an old French film in it.
Dont you like it? I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
She halted and slowly turned. Her porcelainsmooth face wore a look of condescending fatigue.
Its not about my taste, dear. Its about status. My son runs a major project. His wife shouldnt look like shes just left a clearance rack, she said.
Her gaze swept me from head to toe. I felt it linger on my cheap sandals and the lack of heavy gold jewellery.
Never mindwell fix that. Charlotte is heading to the boutiques. Go with her. Shell show you how a proper lady should dress.
Charlotte, my sisterinlaw, burst from her room as if waiting for a cue. She wore something silky, a designer label, effortlessly expensive.
Mother, its pointless. She has no taste, she drawled, eyeing me like a strange animal in a zoo. Good taste comes from breeding. And here
She didnt finish, but I understood. Here was mean orphan from a small town, the girl Luke had somehow pulled into the family.
I gave no answer. I just nodded and retreated to the room they had assigned to me. Our flat had been flooded by the neighbours, and while endless repairs dragged on, Lukes parents had kindly invited us to stay with them.
Luke left on an urgent monthlong business trip, insisting it would be better this way. Theyll come to love you, youll see! he said before he went.
I shut the door and leaned my back against it. My heart hammered, not from hurt but from a cold, quiet rage that had been building for two weeks.
I turned on my laptop and opened the chess platform. Yesterdays final match of the World Online Tournament was still on the home screen. My nicknameQuiet Moveglowed above the defeated avatar of the American grandmaster, and beneath it the prize amount: £1.2million.
I stared at the figure, and in my head I heard Charlottes voice: You need breeding.
That evening at dinner, my fatherinlaw, Harold Bennett, was loudly on the phone about some problem asset. After he hung up, he glanced at me with irritation.
even a modest sum needs to be invested wisely, not squandered on nonsense. You, Ethelwhat did you do before marriage? Some sort of analyst, I think?
Financial analyst, I replied calmly.
There you go, he went on, missing my correction. You should understand. Though what kind of sums would you have dealt with
Charlotte snorted into her plate of rocket lettuce and prawns.
Dad, what sums. For their first anniversary she gave Luke cufflinks. Silver ones. I saw them. Probably saved up for six months.
Charlotte! Margaret scolded, though a glint of amusement twinkled in her eyes.
I looked up from my plate. They were having fun, playing their favourite game: Show the poor relation her place.
The cufflinks are actually beautiful, I said evenly. Luke liked them.
Our boy likes everything you give him, cooed my motherinlaw. Hes kind. Not picky.
There was enough poison in that not picky to wipe out a whole city. I silently checked my phone; the banking app was open and the prize money was already sitting in my account, converted and ready.
I gazed at their three wellfed, wellgroomed faces. They didnt know. To them I was just their sons mistake, a penniless fool who had to be remade or cast out.
And I let them think thatfor now.
The next day they took me to be refitted. Charlotte led me through boutiques as if she were walking a ridiculous little lapdog. With exaggerated delight she pointed out dresses priced at a years salary in my hometown.
Well? Gorgeous, right? she thrust a silk jumpsuit at me. Try it on. Mum will pay.
I glanced at the price tag and shook my head.
Charlotte, its too much. I cant accept it.
Oh, spare me the poorgirl act, she sneered. I cant accept it. When someone gives you something, you take it and be happy. Or do you think our family cant afford to dress Lukes wife?
She said it loud enough for the shop assistants to hear. My cheeks flushed; it was a calculated trap. Any answer would make me look worse.
Im just not used to such expensive things, I whispered.
Then get used to it. She snapped at the clerk, Wrap it up. Deliver to the house.
The rest of the day she bought things without asking my opinion. That evening, while I was unpacking the bags, Margaret clicked her tongue.
Well, that already looks more like a person. You were wandering about like a poor waif.
She pulled a designer handbag from her wardrobe, the handles slightly worn.
Here, take it. Im bored of it, but itll be perfect for you. No point throwing it away. She handed it to me. It wasnt a gift; it was a handdown, something they no longer needed but assumed would be a treasure to me.
Thank you, I said, my voice sounding foreign.
Later, when Harold was watching the news, I sat beside him.
Im very grateful for your hospitality, but
No buts, he cut me off, eyes glued to the screen. Youre our sons wife. Its our duty to look after you.
I understand, but it feels like youre trying to remake me. I like my life, my work.
At that moment Margaret entered the living room and heard my last words.
Work? Ethel, dear, what work? Your main work is Luke. Making him comfortable, having children. Youre clever, you must understand. Your pennies in our family budget are laughable.
Its not about the money, I tried to argue. Its about selfrealisation.
Self what? Charlotte burst into theatrical laughter. Seriously? Sitting in a stuffy office shuffling papers is selfrealisation? Have a baby and youll know what that means.
They talked among themselves as if I werent even in the room, discussing my life, my plans, my futureProject DaughterinLaw.
That night Luke called on video. His tired but happy face filled the screen.
How are you, love? They not giving you a hard time, are they?
I smiled at him.
Everythings fine, darling. Theyre very caring.
I could not tell him anything. Chess was my secret world, my bond with my father. I had once tried to explain how much it meant to me, but he waved it off: Cool, love, what a cute hobby. So I stayed silent, guarding what was precious from misunderstanding. Complaining about his family would have dragged him into a war where hed be caught in the crossfire. No. This game I needed to win myself.
I miss you so much, he said.
I miss you too, I answered. Very much.
After the call I opened my laptop again, not the chess site but a luxury property portal. I stared at townhouses in Chelsea, penthouses with terraces overlooking the Thames. I wasnt choosing yet; I was gauging the battlefield. Every snide comment, every sneer only steeled my resolve.
They thought they were moulding pliable clay into what they wanted. They didnt realise the clay had long since hardened into tempered steel.
The point of no return came on Wednesday. That day Margaret decided to do a deep clean of my room, without me, supposedly out of kindness.
Ethel, I tidied up a bit, dusted, she said when I returned from the shop. And what was that junk under your bed? Some shabby board and worn little figures.
Everything inside me dropped away. I knew exactly what she meant: the old chessboard my father had carved for me when I was six, each piece handcarved and lacquered. It was the only thing I had left from my parents.
Where is it? I asked, keeping my voice even.
Oh, I gave it to the gardener. He has grandkidslet them play. We cant keep that sort of trash in the house. Its not an antique, just old junk. Ruins the look of the place.
She said it so casually, as if discarding an old newspaper. She hadnt just gotten rid of a board; shed erased a part of my memory, my soul.
I walked to my room without a word. The spot where the board had always stood was empty; the parquet gleamed, polished to a shine.
Something shifted in that moment.
All those petty humiliations, the pricey clothes, the lecturesthat was a game I could endure. But this this was a blow to the sorest spot, to what was sacred to me.
I emerged to find Margaret and Charlotte sipping herbal tea in the lounge, chatting about an upcoming trip to Italy.
They looked up at me, probably expecting tears, hysteria, a plea for the boards return.
But I was calm.
Margaret, I said, voice level, you said you gave the board to the gardener. Please call him. I want it back.
She raised her eyebrows in surprise.
Ethel, dont be childish. Why do you need that rubbish? Luke will come, well buy you new, beautiful ones. Ivory, if you like.
I dont need ivory, I cut in. I need those. Theyre my fathers memory.
Charlotte snorted.
My God, such drama over a few wooden pieces. Mum, tell her the gardener already left.
Yes, hes already gone, Margaret seized the lifeline. So forget it. Its just a thing.
She smiled with that condescending grin, and that smile was the last straw.
Enough.
I pulled up the number Id saved a few days earlieran agent for luxury properties. I pressed call and put it on speaker.
Hello, this is Ethel. We spoke about the townhouse in Chelsea. Yes, Ive decided. Im ready to make an offer.
Silence fell over the lounge. Margaret and Charlotte froze, their cups midair, faces draining.
Yes, the price is fine. Please prepare the documents for an official offer. Ill email proof of funds in five minutes. No mortgage requiredpersonal funds, I said, looking straight into Margarets stunned eyes. Confusion turned slowly to alarm.
And one more thing, I added before ending the call. Ill need a good landscape designer and a gardener. Just make sure he doesnt throw away other peoples things.
I set the phone down and smiledfor the first time in weeksnot the smile they were used to, but the smile of a player who has just put the opponents king in checkmate.
Charlotte was the first to react.
What was that? she squealed. What townhouse? Are you out of your mind? Where would you get that kind of money?
Is this a prank? Margaret ventured, but the porcelain calm had left her face. Ethel, this is a very stupid joke.
I settled into the armchair opposite them and took an almond biscuit.
Its not a joke, and not a prank. I won the money at the World Chess Championship.
Charlotte burst out laughing, but it sounded nervous and strained.
Chess? You? Dont make me laugh. Youre just Ethel.
Yes, Im just Ethel, I agreed calmly. Ive played chess all my life, like my father. He taught me on that very board you gave to the gardener.
At that moment Harold entered, drawn by the commotion.
Whats happening here?
Dad, shes lost it! Charlotte squeaked. She says shes buying a townhouse and won millions in chess!
He looked at me, then at his wife and sister. He was the only one who didnt laugh. Calculation flickered in his eyes.
What money, Ethel? he asked in a businesslike tone.
One point two million pounds, I answered evenly.
He let out a low whistle. Margaret gasped and covered her mouth. Their neat little world, with its fixed roles, was crumbling before their eyes.
Just then the front door slammed. Luke stood in the doorway, having returned a day early to surprise us.
Mom, Dad, Im home! Whats
He stopped when he saw our faces. His mother rushed to him.
Luke, thank God youre here! Your wife shes saying the most incredible things!
What am I saying, Margaret? I stood. The truth?
Luke looked at me, confused.
Ethel, what happened?
I told him everythinghow Id been treated like a poor waif, the handdowns, the lectures, the board. When I finished, Luke turned to his mother.
Mom, is that true? You threw away her fathers board?
Luke, it was just old junk! I meant well! she babbled.
Meant well? Lukes voice hardened. For weeks youve been humiliating my wife behind my back, thinking shes a voiceless orphan you can mould however you please?
He looked at his father, at his sister. They were silent, eyes down. All their swagger evaporated.
And you, he said to me, his eyes a mix of admiration, pain, bewilderment. You kept quiet through all of this? And you won the world championship? Ethel who are you? How did I know nothing about this?
Because this was my game, Luke. Not ours. I had to finish it myself. I love you, but Im not who you all thought I was, I replied, taking his hand. And I cant live here any longer.
I began packing. Ten minutes later Luke appeared with a suitcase.
Im coming with you. Forgive mefor them, and for being blind. He helped me gather my few belongings and the ridiculous designer dresses Id never worn. We walked through the living room; the family sat exactly as before, as if turned to stone.
Were leaving, Luke said. And Im asking you not to bother my wife again, ever.
We walked out without looking back. In the car, Luke took my hand.
One point two million pounds Youre richer than I am now, he halfsmiled.
Its not about the money, I said, watching the city lights drift past. It never was.
He nodded. He understood. It was about the right to be oneself, about respecta thing you cant buy or hand over, but must win. They wanted to teach me breeding. Instead I taught them a lesson: true breeding isnt about designer bags and expensive cars; its the spine that keeps you from bending, the quiet move that puts the king in checkmate.
Six months later we live in our new townhouse. Sunlight floods the spacious living room where, on a special table of Karelian birch, sits my old chessboard. Luke found the gardener the very next day. It turned out he hadnt given it to his grandchildren; hed simply left it in his shedhe couldnt bring himself to throw it away. Luke paid him ten times its modest value and brought the board back to me. It was his silent apology for his family.
We never discuss what happened. There is no need. Luke saw it with his own eyes, and that was enough. His relationship with his parents settled into a cold, polite neutrality. They still call, trying to invite themselves over to see our palace. Margaret now calls me our brilliant Ethel in every conversation, butNow, as I place the final piece on the board, I feel the quiet triumph of a life finally played on my own terms.
