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The Neighbour’s Husband Paid Frequent Visits, Until His Wife Arrived Unexpectedly
I arrived in that tiny hamlet at the end of August, fleeing the wreck of my marriage, escaping the citys clamor, the pitying stares of acquaintances, the flat where every corner whispered of a life that was no longer mine.
I bought a cottage from an internet ad without ever stepping foot inside first. It didnt matter how or why, only that it lay far enough away that nobody could find me.
The first week I wept into my pillow each night. By day I roamed the empty rooms, trying to work Im an interiordesign freelancer who takes commissions online but my hands refused to obey and my thoughts scattered like startled birds.
In the garden stood a stone well crowned with a rusted crane. I stared at it as if it were a spacecraft from another planet, while back in the town water streamed from every tap. I pulled a rope, lifted a bucket, tried once, and almost let the bucket plunge into the darkness.
A tall, solidbuilt stranger from the house opposite appeared, his hands calloused, his skin sunkissed, his face weatherworn yet kindly.
Need a hand? he said. You must be the new neighbour. Im George Whitaker.
He showed me how to wrestle the well, hoisted a full barrel of water, and I thanked him, tears of helplessness trembling on my cheeks. He blushed, hurried away, leaving me in the yard with a bucket brimming, wondering how Id ever survive here.
A week later the internet dieda suffocating silence for a woman whose livelihood floated on a screen. The provider promised a technician in three days, if they felt like it. Panic fluttered through the cottage until I remembered George.
That evening I knocked on his door. A weary yet striking woman opened, introducing herself as Ethel Whitaker, Georges wife. She called for her husband, and he emerged, nodded, and said, Lets see whats wrong.
He tinkered for a long time, and finally the connection sparked back to life. I was so relieved I almost flung myself around his neck. I offered tea and the few biscuits Id smuggled from the city, a whole box of them.
Its a lovely place you have here, George remarked, eyeing my laptop with its open design projects. Like something out of a magazine.
I launched into talk about colour palettes, spatial flow, the way light dances across walls. He listened with a rapt attention I hadnt felt since my exhusbands indifference. He asked questions, expressed wonder, even admiration.
He lingered past the hour, and I walked him to the gate, thanked him again, and, for the first time in a month, my eyes stayed dry through the evening.
Three days later my printer stalledit wouldnt print a single page. After half a day of futile troubleshooting, I returned to the Whitakers. Ethel opened the door again.
Is George around? she called. Mish, come, Poppys here!
George arrived, set to work, and I fed him tea and a slice of cake Id bought. We fell into conversation again. I spoke of my city life, of the divorce, of a husband who left for another and of friends who chose his side. George, ever the goodnatured listener, nodded and said, Dont blame yourself. Life does strange things; its not an end but a new beginning. I imagined a father I never had, since my own dad died when I was ten.
Soon George stopped being a mere neighbour and began dropping by regularlywhen my computer hiccupped, when a new software update demanded attention, whenever I simply felt the crushing loneliness of a day spent alone in front of a screen. Id wander to the shop, exchange a few words with the clerk, and return to the quiet. Then there was George, who called me Poppy instead of my full name, and the nickname thawed a part of me as if I were a child finally finding a parent.
After a few weeks I noticed George sprucing himself up before his visitscrisp shirts, freshly shaved, a hint of an oldfashioned aftershave. I worried a moment that the old man might be falling in love, that perhaps Id mistaken his paternal care for something else. Yet his gaze lingered a little longer, and he lingered later than usual, staying until midnight while I yawned, and he kept talking, eyes fixed on me.
One night, as I described a new clients brief, the front door burst open. Ethel stood there, face pale, lips trembling.
There you are! she shouted. Ive been sitting at home waiting for you, and youre spending evenings with the young neighbour!
George leapt up, flustered. Ethel, whats
The whole village is whispering, she continued, voice rising. They say George is cozying up with the new girl! And Im left here, a foolish old wife!
I felt a cold shock. I saw it from the outside: a man slipping away nightly to a neighbours cottage, staying until the small hours. People would talk, the wife would grow jealous.
My dear Mrs. Whitaker, I managed, voice shaking, youve misread this. George is like a father to me. He simply helps, talks, eases my loneliness here.
You think Im lonely? Ethel snapped, eyes flashing. Ive been with George thirtyfive years! And youre stealing his time! How dare you!
Tears broke through my composure. I sobbed, confessing, Im sorry. I didnt intend to take anything from him. I was just so alone. No one here, and George is kind, he talks, he listens. It feels like Ive found a father I never had. Forgive me, Ill leave if you wish.
Ethel stared, then her expression softened, a flush rising to her cheeks.
Dont go, she said quietly. Show me that internet of yours. Whats so fascinating that he spends his evenings with you?
I wiped my cheeks, we sat at the computer, and I began to display my design work. Ethel watched, asked about the programs, the colour choices, the styles. I saw her eyes brighten, her face smooth a little. She turned out to have been a teacher, now retired, still eager to learn. The internet was foreign to her, but curiosity sparked anew.
George watched, amused, I never knew youd be so interested, Ethel.
You didnt ask? she grumbled with a smile.
Silence settled over the three of us as we sipped tea. In that quiet, pain, resentment, and understanding swirled together.
Ethel, if youd like, I can help you get the computer running, I offered gently. Its not as hard as it seems.
Id love that, she replied. I know nothing of this digital world, but I want to learn. The garden keeps me busy, but Id like to know whats happening beyond it.
From that night onward, the Whitakers came together often. Ethel set up an email, learned to search for recipes, watched films online, even joined a social network to chat with old school friends. She taught me how to stew a proper broth and bake a pie, showed me the rhythm of turning the soil, when to sow, when to reap. I stood with a spade, suddenly seeing gardening as a science.
The three of us talked about everything and nothing at the same time, and the ache of my divorce began to dull. With someone to listen, to understand, the world felt less frightening.
One afternoon Ethel said, You know, Poppy, I first thought you were stealing my husband. Turns out you gave me back something I lostconversation, laughter, the feeling of being heard.
She laughed, Look at us, the city girl stuck with two old folks! If youre bored, go find younger friends, a lad perhaps. Youre still fresh and pretty!
In the dreamlike haze of that English countryside, the well with its crane still stood, the water still rose and fell, and the strange logic of nights spent together felt as natural as the tide.
