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Maria Stood at the Sink, Her Hands Dipped in Cold Water, While the Evening Twilight Gently Settled Over the Neighbourhood Outside the Window.
Poppy stood at the kitchen sink, her hands plunged into the chilly water. Through the window she could see the twilight slowly settling over the culdesac in Surrey. From the lounge came bursts of laughter, and Eleanors voice cut through it allclear, belllike, unmistakably confident. That laugh had haunted her for five years.
She caught her reflection in the glasspale face, reddened eyes, trembling lips. It wasnt weakness; it was a limit.
Enough, she said.
The front door opened and Andrew stepped in.
Poppy he whispered. It isnt worth it. Dont let her in.
It isnt worth it? Poppy turned on him. Same story every time, Andrew. Every time she humiliates me and you just sit there, silent.
I dont want a scene. You know how she isshe never changes.
I know, she replied. But I wont stay quiet any longer.
She dried her hands, lifted her head and walked toward the lounge. Her heart hammered, but fear was absent for once.
She entered. Everyone was still laughing. Eleanor perched in the centre, a glass of wine in hand.
There she is, our Poppy! she announced. Just now I was telling how Andrew once bolted out the window to see her, tripped and broke his leg!
I remember, Poppy replied calmly. He was crying and I bandaged his knee. Funny that Im the one crying nowonly this time its inside.
The chuckles died. A heavy silence fell.
What are you getting at? her motherinlaw asked, eyebrows raised.
Ive endured five years of mockery, Poppy said plainly. Five years I kept quiet while she put me down in front of everyone.
Dont be like that, Eleanor tried to interject. Im just being honest!
No, Poppy snapped. Youre not honest. Youre cruel.
Everyone froze. Even Lucy didnt dare to speak.
You call me cruel in my own home? Eleanors voice wavered.
Yes. Because shaming someone your son loves is downright cruelty.
Andrew rose. For the first time in years his eyes were serious.
Mum, thats enough.
Eleanor looked at him as if he were a stranger.
And you, Andrew, against me?
Its not against you, its for us. You think youre right, but you dont see the damage you cause.
The motherinlaw fell silent, her fingers tightening around her glass.
I only wanted things to be proper.
And I just want respect, Poppy said. It doesnt have to be your recipe.
Silence settled. No one dared shift an inch.
Poppy grabbed her coat.
Were going.
Andrew nodded.
Right.
They stepped out of the house. The night air was cool, crisp. Poppy inhaled deeply, as if for the first time in years.
I never knew it hurt you so much, Andrew whispered.
You do now, she replied. And I wont let our children see their mother demeaned.
He wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
I wont allow that again.
A week passed. Their home buzzed with childrens laughter and quiet peace. For the first time in ages, Poppy felt calm. She simmered a pot of bean soup while tiny voices chattered from the next room.
The phone rang. The screen read Eleanor. Poppys heart jumped.
Hello?
Poppy I want to apologise, a soft, uncertain voice said. Ive thought a lot this week. I realise Ive been unfair. Maybe I was scared of losing my son. And without meaning to, I lost you.
Tears welled in Poppys eyes.
I dont want a war, she said. I want our kids to have a grandmother who loves them.
Theyll have that, Eleanor replied. If youll let me be that.
Come over tomorrow, Poppy smiled. Ill bake a cake. Not for you to judge me, but for us to share.
Okay, Eleanor whispered. Ill bring something too. Homemade, no Simeon nonsense.
The next morning the house smelled of vanilla. Eleanor arrived with a box tied with a ribbon.
I brought something, she said shyly. I made it myself.
It must be the worlds best thing then, Poppy replied, grinning.
The two women began whisking cream together. No tension, no barbed wordsjust two people quietly forgiving each other.
My mother always said love is shown through deeds, Eleanor murmured. I seem to have forgotten that.
Its never too late to remember, Poppy said, placing a hand on hers.
Andrew stood in the doorway, watching them with a smile.
That evening they ate two cakesone Poppys, one Eleanors. No one compared, no one critiqued. Because this time the sweetness lay not in the frosting, but in the forgiveness.
