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I Gave Birth to Triplets, but My Husband Panicked and Fled — He Didn’t Even Pick Me Up from the Hospital.
Ill never forget the night I brought my wife, Eleanor, home from St.Marys Hospital in Devon. Shed given birth to three babies a boy and two girls and when the midwife announced the news, my heart stopped. I was terrified; I bolted out of the delivery ward and didnt even see her again that night.
Triplets? Youre a hero, Eleanor! the nurses had cried. All healthyone lad and two little girls! What a miracle!
I could only smile through a haze of exhaustion, trying to grasp the whirlwind of the past eighteen hours. It was indeed a miracle, but it also set off a storm of anxiety. The first days after the birth slipped by like fog, caught between sheer fatigue and a new, boundless joy.
I lay on the hard hospital cot, trying to regain strength after the difficult labour, picturing the moment our son would first see us. In my mind, Jamesour little boyalready had my eyes, while the girls, hair dark as mine, would inherit Eleanors gentle smile. The doctors promised to bring the babies to us as soon as theyd finished the routine checks.
I waited for Edward the next morning, but he never came. A note was left at the post office, asking me to pick it up. Maybe the call didnt get through? The farmhands were still out checking the fields for the third day; perhaps Edward got held up there.
On the third day a neighbour delivered a basket of jam, some fresh cheese scones, and a stack of clean nappies. It wasnt Edwards doing, thoughMrs. Maggie, Clare and Doris from the lane had dropped them off.
On a scrap of paper theyd scribbled, Edwards off again, Ellie. We think Uncle George will take you in. Dont worry, weve got your back. Their signatures were bold.
A cold dread settled over me; my hands went numb.
Just five days earlier Id been a simple country wife, hoping for my first child. Now I was a mother of three, and even the father had fled. A feeling of betrayal clenched my chest.
Heavy footsteps echoed down the corridor.
Ellie, the nurse called, Uncle George is here to collect you. He says hes arrived on the old wagon. Hes waiting by the side door, near the pantry.
She helped me gather the infants, swaddling each with practiced, caring hands. Here you go, she said, handing me a bundle. Your eldest.
I cradled Alice, the quiet one of the three; the midwife had said shed arrived two minutes before her sister. I named the second girl Clara, hoping shed grow strong, and the boy James, after my grandfather.
We stepped onto the porch, each footfall a dull ache. Uncle George stood by the weatherworn wagon, a sturdy mare pulling it along. Seeing us, he tossed a small bundle of firelogs into the snow.
Ready, love? he grunted, gently taking the two younger babies from the nurses arms and placing them on blankets. Lets get moving.
The snow grew deeper as we trundled along the packed village lane. George pulled the wagon with a steady rhythm, muttering to himself. We passed the fields of the collective farm, a strip of woods, a little stone bridge, and finally the roof of our cottage rose into view.
Just a little longer, he growled, helping me down the steps. The children stayed in the wagon, and I hesitated, fearing to leave them even for a breath. Yet the fire had to be lit and the stove tended.
George lifted the cradles, my hands trembling with fatigue and worry. He was the first into the house, I followed. The room was a mess: an open suitcase, clothes strewn about. In the middle stood Edward, looking as though hed walked in from another life.
He stared at me, his gaze distant. What are you doing? I asked, my voice hoarse.
I wasnt ready, he muttered. Didnt expect triplets. He looked past me, as if the children werent there. Youll manage on your own. Im sorry.
George set the cradles near the hearth, his neck veins pulsing. Youve gone mad, Edward? Leaving three children and their mother? he shouted, his voice booming like thunder.
Stay out of it, old man! Edward snapped, turning back to his belongings.
George grabbed Edwards shoulder, but Edward shook him off and zipped his suitcase.
Edward, I stepped forward, look at them
He glanced at the cradles, then silently walked to the door, crossed the yard, slipped out the gate and vanished into the drifting snow as if hed never existed.
I sank to the floor, feeling a part of me die inside. I breathed, yet an emptiness filled my soul.
The first year was a trial Id never wish on my worst enemy. Dawn to midnight I was up, changing nappies, feeding bottles, soothing cries. Life became an endless circle of caring. One fed, another wailed and when I finished three, I was back at the start. My hands cracked from constant washing; my fingers swelled with blisters from wringing wet cloths.
We survived by little miracles. Every morning something new appeared at the doorway: a jug of milk, a sack of oatmeal, a bundle of firewood. The villagers helped in quiet, wordless ways.
Most often it was Maggie who came by. She taught me how to wash the babies, how to mix a makeshift formula when my milk ran low.
Hang in there, Ellie, shed say, wrapping James snugly. Folks here dont disappear. Your Edwards a fool, but youll be alright. Gods blessed you with these children.
Uncle George checked the stove each evening, making sure the roof didnt leak. Once he brought a few men to repair the barn, replace rotten floorboards, and patch the windows.
When the first frosts set in, Clare handed over tiny woollen socksthree pairs each size. The children grew not by days but by hours, despite scarce food and hard living.
Spring brought smiles. Alice was calm even as an infant, watching the world as if she understood it. Clara was loud, demanding attention with her cries. James was restless and curious; the moment he learned to roll over he began exploring everything.
That summer I learned to live anew. I strapped one baby to a carrier, placed the other two in a makeshift pram, and walked to the garden to work between feeds, washes, and brief naps.
Edward never turned up. Rumours drifted now and thensaw him in the neighboring village, gaunt, unshaven, eyes clouded.
I stopped being angry; I had no strength left to hold grudges. All that remained was love for my children and the fight for each new day.
By the fifth winter life settled into a rhythm. The children grew more independent, helped each other, started attending the local infant school. I took a parttime job at the village library, bringing home books each night and reading them to the kids at bedtime.
In winter a new local locksmith, Andrew, arrived. Tall, with a silverthreaded beard and laugh lines around his eyes, he looked no older than forty but moved with the vigor of a younger man. He first entered the library in February, the snow howling outside.
Good afternoon, he croaked. Anything interesting to read in the evenings? Perhaps Dumas?
I handed him a worn copy of *The Three Musketeers*. He thanked me and left. The next day he returned with a wooden toy horse.
This is for your little ones, he said, extending the carved horse. Ive a knack for woodwork.
From then on he visited regularly, swapping books and bringing new toys. James rushed to him, grabbing his hand, pulling him toward his treasures. The girls were more cautious at first but soon joined in.
In April, as the snow melted, Andrew brought a sack of potatoes.
Heres for you, he said simply. Good seed for planting.
I felt a blush of embarrassmentafter Edwards betrayal I wasnt used to men offering help.
Thanks, but I can manage I protested.
He nodded. Everyone knows how strong you are. Sometimes accepting help is a strength too.
Just then James burst out with a stick, shouting, Uncle Andrew! Look at this sword! Shall we make a real one?
Of course! Andrew laughed, sitting down beside us. And well craft something lovely for your sisters too.
They ran to the shed, discussing future projects. I watched them, and for the first time in years I felt warmth bloom in my chest.
Summer saw Andrews visits become even more frequent. He helped in the garden, mended fences, spent hours with the children. Alice and Clara stopped their shy silence, sharing secrets with him. With him around, the house felt steadyno hustle, no needless words.
One September evening, after the children were asleep, we sat on the porch under a starfilled sky, dogs barking faintly in the distance.
Ellie, Andrew said softly, let me stay, not just as a guest. I love your children like my own.
His eyes shone with sincerity, no hint of doubt.
I stayed silent, watching the stars. Sometimes fate snatches something away to give back something far greater. All one has to do is wait.
Fifteen years have passed since the triplets were born, as if in a blink. Our yard has changedsturdy fence, new roof, a solid barn with a cow shed. Andrew built a veranda with large windows.
Now each evening we gather there together. James, now a tall teenager, has outgrown Andrews guidance. His hands are calloused from a summer working in the forge.
Alice is preparing for a teaching degree, while Clara, ever creative, fills notebooks with poems.
I work fulltime at the library. Children address me respectfully as Mrs. Eleanors husband. Occasionally I stand in for teachers, leading literature lessons, sharing thoughts on life, choice, and inner strength.
Andrew has become a jackofalltrades, opening a workshop where he fixes everythingfrom locks to engines. James spends hours beside him, soaking up the craft. Hes long called Andrew dad, and the girls refer to him simply as our man.
On the day Clara graduated, we were walking home when someone called out. We turned and saw Edward standing by the school gate, wrinkled, weary, his old coat tattered. He took a few hesitant steps forward.
Andrew, give me a hand. Ten pounds before retirement he muttered.
James frowned. Mum, whos that?
My heart clenched; James didnt recognise his own father.
Alice stepped forward, shielding me like a shield. Clara hugged Andrew.
Hold on, Andrew said, pulling out a tenpound note.
Edward stared at the children, perhaps looking for a familiar face. There was none. He whispered, Yours?
Our, Andrew answered firmly.
Edward pocketed the money and walked away without a word, without a glance back.
Who was that, love? Clara asked later as we entered the yard.
Someone I once knew, I replied quietly, closing the gate. A long time ago.
That night the house was as it always waslaughter, stories, warmth, and a peace that follows a long struggle.
When the children finally fell asleep, Andrew and I sat on the veranda, his hand gripping mine.
Whats on your mind, Ellie? he asked.
Life, I said. That not every fall is the end. Often its just a new beginning.
I knew then that everything that had happened wasnt for nothing. I had everything nowmore than I ever imagined.
