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Gathered My Things and Set Off in Peace, My Wife Declared
Emily packed her suitcase, scrawled off in peace on a napkin, and drifted out the door like a sigh. Yesterday.
Your business doesnt concern me, Vince, she whispered, the words already hanging in the air. Everythings clear enough. Gather your pounds and bolt in every directionwhether to your ex or to the one youre with now.
What do you mean bolt? he asked, his voice trembling. And what about Charlie?
You remembered Charlie? Emily laughed, a hollow echo. You should have thought of him sooner. When you were racing about instead of helping with the baby, you never stopped to wonder why youre now recalling him.
A soft knock announced the arrival of Lizas brother, who opened the front door to the family home.
Simon arrived on holiday two days ago, and the muffled wails of children from the deepest rooms already set the house trembling in a friendly sort of chaos.
Aunt Liza, hello! shouted Simons daughter, Claire, dashing into the hallway to see who had come.
The cries continued unabated.
Hello, little Claire. Whos shrieking in there? Liza asked.
Oh, its Peter and Mark sharing toys, the fiveyearold sighed, folding her arms across her chest. Did you bring any treats?
I did, but Grandma will hand them to you later. First soup, then sweetsremember the rule.
Yes, I remember. Youll forget us, Claire sighed again and slipped back into the bedroom.
The shrieks faded, signalling that the twins, Peter and Mark, had finally decided what to play with without knocking each other down.
Whats wrong with you? Simon, who had been watching the exchange in silence, pressed again.
Im not sure, Liza sighed, setting her handbag on the coffee table before slipping off her shoes. I think Vince is cheating on me. He says Im paranoid and need therapy. But
Come into the kitchen and tell me everything, he urged.
Liza nodded, undressed, and drifted into the modest kitchen. Simon turned on the kettle while his younger sister perched at the table and began to talk.
There wasnt much to recount. Shed met her husband Victor five years earlier.
In his previous marriage the man couldnt have children, so he and Valentine had split, remaining friends, as they say.
That friendship, however, grew tighter and began to tighten around Liza like rope.
Hes texting her right before bed, you know? I lie there, our son sleeps in the next room, and hes chatting away.
Whenever hed been at home, hed dash off to greet her, a habit that had become a ritual.
Lately he stayed late at work. She complained that looking after the child alone was exhausting and an extra pair of hands would be welcome, but he buried his face in reports.
Now hes started nagging me, Whats so hard about you, with the child at nursery all day while you sit at home?
Hold onhow is that home when you also work remotely?
Explain it to him. Remote work is seen as you doing nothing, sitting comfortably at home, getting paid for it.
No one cares that youre putting in eight hours for the same money, just saving time on the commute.
Have you tried tracking him? Maybe peek at his phone, see who hes chatting withex or anyone else.
Youre joking! Liza shivered. Thats beyond human decency, really What if Im just imagining all this? Can you picture how that looks?
Right, the reality of messaging an ex when theres nothing there, a voice behind her said. It was Julia, Simons wife, who had heard most of Lizas complaints and placed an open phone on the table.
Whats this?
Its a chat with Claires father, Vladimir. Read it.
Theres nothing to read. In a month there are three messages about when hell pick up Claire, what hell buy her, and when hell bring her back.
False, theres also a Mothers Day card lying around, and my birthday greeting to him. Notice, Vladimir and I also split on good terms.
We have a shared daughter, and hes actively involved, not just paying maintenance.
If I were texting Vladimir instead of Simon before bed, Id already have divorce papers without needing to blame paranoia.
Exactlyif youd watched him, youd see the truth.
What if theres nothing? How would I look? Do you see it?
And what if it shatters our marriage, and Im the one whos paranoid?
Oh dear, here she goes again, Simon sighed, pressing a palm to his cheek.
I have an idea, Julia thought for a moment and said.
Whats that?
Your husband uses work as an excuse. Go to his boss, ask how long this will go on. Not as an accusation, but as a pleaI barely see my husband because of overtime, I need a doctor, I had to bring Charlie along because theres no one else, I cant get a dentist appointment because he disappears after work
Watch his reaction. If his job truly swallows him, maybe hell let you leave earlier sometimes, feel a pang of guilt.
If theres no real work, a different picture emerges.
Liza found the advice sensible and decided to act. She knew Victors manager, Vyse, a man shed often seen around town.
Approaching him wasnt hard. He greeted her, asking how things were, and Liza replied with a spontaneous line that steered the conversation.
Just the usual, Mr. Vyse. Victor stays late at the office, so Im left with no personal life, just glued to the nursery, waiting for Charlie.
Whos keeping him late? Vyses expression turned genuinely puzzled. Vince, on the contrary, asks for leave at four, saying he needs to help his wife, pick up the son from nursery, and sometimes go on sick leave to help his wife.
I dont mind him doing his work on time, but whats happening? Is he lying to my face? Call him, Liza, if you can.
Liza dialed her husband and, in a plain voice, asked what time he planned to be home.
Maybe you could leave work early? Take Charlie to the park while I tidy up.
Liza, Im swamped with a crucial project. Seva pushed me so hard I feel like a wolf howling.
I tried to be reasonablewife, childbut he only cares about his own hustle.
He even threatened to fire me if I didnt keep demanding special treatment.
Did I threaten to fire you? Seva snapped. You think I dont care about your problems? Ill sort you out tomorrow
What will I do for you? Liza promised.
The call ended. Victor didnt return that night, showing up only the next morning.
Listen, he began, theres something
I dont care about your affairs, Vince. Everythings already clear. Pack your pounds and head off in any directionto your ex or to the one youre with now.
What does head off mean? And what about Charlie?
You remembered Charlie? Of course You should have thought of him earlier. When you were sprinting about instead of helping with the baby, you didnt think of him; now youre only recalling him.
But I
Gathered my things and left in peace, but Emily finished, her voice trailing off.
After lunch her motherinlaw callednot to reconcile Victor with his second wife, but simply to share the news of a pregnancy with his first.
Valentina, the woman Victor had once split as friends with, had become pregnant; that absence had once wrecked their marriage.
And you know what? Im glad it turned out that way. I always liked Val, and you with your undisciplined son Liza cut the call short, hanging up.
In that moment she felt utterly indifferent to her husband, his former or future wife, and everything surrounding them. Only she and her son mattered, the rest were like pages turned and forgotten, as if they never existed.
Yet the pages refused to close, resurfacing three years later when Charlie finally started school.
