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You Just Can’t Find the Right Approach with Him: A Story of a British Step-Mum, a Rebellious Teen, and the Limits of Patience
You simply cant get through to him
Im not doing it! And dont start ordering me around! Youre nothing to me!
Daniel flung his plate into the sink with such force that water splashed over the kitchen counter. Emma held her breath for a moment. The fifteen-year-old glared at her as though she had personally ruined his whole life.
I only asked for a bit of help with the dishes, Emma said calmly. Its hardly a big deal.
My mum never made me wash up! Im not a girl! Why do you think you can boss me about anyway?
Daniel stormed out of the kitchen. Seconds later, loud music blared through his bedroom door.
Emma leaned against the fridge and closed her eyes.
A year ago, everything had seemed so different
Shed met Max almost by accident. He was an engineer in the department next to hers at a big construction firm. They crossed paths at meetings. Soon enough it led to coffee breaks, then the odd dinner after work, and long late-night phone calls.
Ive got a son, Max had admitted on their third date, fiddling with a napkin. Daniels fifteen. His mum and I split up two years back, and hes its been hard for him.
I understand, Emma said, covering his hand with hers. Its always tough for kids after a divorce. It takes a while.
Are you sure youre ready to accept both of us?
At the time, she genuinely believed she was. She was thirty-two, with a failed marriage behind her, no children, and a longing for a true family. Max seemed the sort of man a real life could be built with.
Half a year later, Max proposedawkwardly, sweetly, hiding a ring in a box of her favourite eclairs. Emma laughed and said yes without a second thought.
The wedding was low-key: just the parents, a handful of close friends, a modest restaurant in town. Daniel spent the entire evening glued to his phone, not once looking at the happy couple.
Hell adjust, Max whispered, noticing Emmas uncertainty. Just give him time.
Emma moved into Maxs roomy three-bedroom flat the day after they married. The place was lovelybright, with a spacious kitchen and a balcony overlooking the communal gardens. But from the very start, Emma felt like a visitor in someone elses home.
Daniel looked straight through her, as if she were just another chair in the room. When Emma entered, hed boldly put on his headphones. Any attempt at conversation was met with monosyllables, avoiding eye contact.
At first, Emma chalked it up to settling in. The boy needed time. New stepmother, upheaval after divorcehed adjust eventually.
He didnt.
Daniel, please dont eat in your room. Well end up with mice.
Dad always let me.
Daniel, have you done your homework?
None of your business.
Daniel, tidy up after yourself, please.
You do it. Its not like youve got anything else to do.
Emma tried talking to Maxtreading carefully, not wanting to come across as some wicked stepmother.
I think we need a few basic rules, she said one evening, once Daniel had gone to his room. No eating in bedrooms, cleaning up after yourself, homework done by a sensible hour
Em, hes already having a tough time, Max rubbed his temples. The divorce, you moving in… Lets not push him.
Im not pushing. Id just like a bit of order around here.
Hes just a kid.
Hes fifteen, Max. Surely at that age, tidying away your own mug isnt too much to ask.
But Max just sighed and flicked on the telly, clearly ending the conversation.
Every day, things seemed to get worse. When Emma asked Daniel to take out the bins, he looked at her with open contempt.
Youre not my mum. You never will be. You cant tell me what to do.
Im not trying to boss you. Im just asking you to help a bit in the house we all live in.
This isnt your house. Its Dads. And mine.
Emma spoke to Max again. He nodded, promised to talk to Daniel. Whether he did, Emma never knewthe situation never improved.
Soon Daniel started coming home after midnight. No texts, no calls. Emma lay awake, ears straining at every little noise from the street. Max snored on, utterly unconcerned.
Could you at least ask him to let us know where he is? Emma asked at breakfast. Anything might happen.
Hes old enough, Emma. You cant control teenagers.
Hes fifteen, for heavens sake!
I used to stay out late when I was his age, too.
But could you talk to him? Explain that we worry?
Max only shrugged and left for work.
Every attempt at boundaries became a shouting match. Daniel would yell, slam doors, accuse Emma of trying to tear their family apart. Without fail, Max took his sons side.
Hes struggling since the divorce, Max would say, almost by rote. You have to understand.
What about me? Emma snapped one night. I live in a house where Im openly despised, and you pretend like nothings wrong!
Youre exaggerating.
Am I? Your son told me outright that Im nobody and mean nothing here.
Hes a teenager. Theyre all like that.
Emma rang her mother, certain shed find sympathy.
Love, her mum said with concern. You sound miserable. Every word of yours, I can hear it.
Mum, I dont know what to do. Max refuses to see theres a problem.
Thats because there isnt one for him. Hes content. Youre the only one hurting here.
Her mother paused, then continued softly, You deserve better, Em. Think about it.
Emboldened by Daniels sense of impunity, things really slipped. Thumping music until 3am. Dirty crockery stashed anywherefrom the coffee table to the bedroom window ledge, even the bathroom. Socks littered the hallway; school books took over the kitchen.
Emma cleaned upshe couldnt stand to live in filthcleaned up and cried, powerless. Eventually, Daniel stopped even acknowledging her. She only existed as someone he could mock.
You just cant connect with a teenager, Max accused Emma one evening. Ever considered the problem might be you?
Connect? Emma laughed bitterly. Ive tried for months. But even in front of you, he refers to me as that woman.
Youre overly dramatic.
Emmas last attempt to reach out took her the best part of a day. She hunted down an online recipe for Daniels favourite dinnerroast chicken in honey glaze with proper crispy potatoes. She bought the best she could, spent four hours in the kitchen.
Daniel, dinners ready! she called, laying the table.
He emerged from his room, looked at the plate and grimaced.
Im not eating that.
Why not?
Because you cooked it.
He turned on his heel and left. Seconds later, the front door slammedoff to his mates.
Max returned, saw the untouched meal and his wife close to tears.
What happened?
Emma explained. He sighed.
Oh, Em Dont take it personally. He doesnt mean any harm.
No harm?! Emmas voice cracked. He humiliates me, every day, on purpose!
Youre just being sensitive.
A week later Daniel brought five school friends home. They ransacked the kitchen, leaving leftovers and wrappers everywhere.
Right, thats enough! Out, all of you! Emma snapped when she found them sprawled across the living room. Its eleven oclock!
Daniel didnt even look at her.
This is my house. Ill do what I want.
This is everybodys home, and there are rules.
What rules? one of his friends sniggered. Whos she, Dan?
Oh, just nobody. Ignore her.
Emma went to the bedroom and rang Max. He arrived an hour later, when the lads had gone, surveyed the mess, saw Emma worn to the bone.
Oh come on, dont make such a fuss, he said. They were only here for a bit.
A bit?!
Youre blowing this out of proportion. Honestly, I think you just want me to pick sides against my son.
Emma looked at him, unable to recognise the man shed married.
Max, we need a serious talk, she said the next day. About us. About the future.
Max tensed, but sat down.
I cant do this anymore, Emma told him, weighing each word. Six months Ive endured disrespectDaniels rudeness, your indifferenceand all I get is let it go.
Em, I
Let me finish. I tried, Max, I really did. But there isnt a family here. Its you, your son, and mea stranger tolerated only because I cook and clean.
Youre being unfair.
Unfair? When did your son last say a single kind word to me? When did you ever take my side?
Max was silent.
I love you, he said quietly at last. But Daniels my son. He comes first.
Before me?
Before anything.
Emma nodded, feeling hollow inside.
Thank you for being honest.
Two days later, her patience ran out. Emma found her favourite blouseher mothers birthday presentcut to ribbons, neatly laid on her pillow. There was no doubt who the culprit was.
Daniel! She showed him the shreds. What is this?!
He shrugged, eyes glued to his phone.
No idea.
Thats my top!
So?
Max! Emma rang her husband. Come home. Now.
Max arrived, looked at the remains of the blouse, then at his son and wife.
Dan, was this you?
No.
You see? Max shrugged helplessly. He says it wasnt him.
Who then?! The imaginary family cat? We dont even have a cat!
Perhaps you ripped it by accident
Max!
Emma realised then that words were pointless. Max would never change. Hed always side with his son. She was just a convenient accessory to their household.
Its hard for Daniel, growing up without his mum, Max repeated for the hundredth time. You have to understand.
I do, Emma replied quietly. I understand everything now.
That evening she got out her suitcase.
What are you doing? Max asked, frozen in the bedroom doorway.
Im packing. Im leaving.
Emma, wait! Lets talk this through!
Weve talked for months, Max. Nothing has changed, Emma calmly folded her dresses. Im entitled to happiness too, you know.
Ill change! Ill sort things with Daniel!
Its too late.
She looked at her husbanda good man, but one whod never learned to be a decent partner. Only a father, a father whose blind affection had spoiled his child.
Ill file for divorce next week, Emma said as she zipped up the suitcase.
Emma!
Goodbye, Max.
She left the flat without looking back. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Daniels face in the hallwayfor the first time ever, something in his eyes besides scorn. Uncertainty? Fear? It no longer mattered to her.
The rented place was small but snuga one-bedroom in a quiet block, windows overlooking the leafy back gardens. Emma unpacked, made herself a cuppa, and sat on the window ledge. For the first time in half a year, there was peace.
The divorce went through in two months. Max rang a few times, asked her to come back. Emma was polite but firm: no.
She wasnt broken. She didnt grow bitter. She simply realised happiness wasnt about endurance and constant sacrifice. Happiness is being respected and valuedand one day, she knew shell have that.
Just not with that man.
