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My Darling Girl: A Story of Family, Secrets, and the Search for a Lost Mother Marina always believed she grew up with her real parents, but after their deaths, she discovers she was adopted after being found alone in the woods as a baby. Torn by the late confession, Marina keeps the truth hidden from her own family. Years later, a stranger arrives with a plea from an elderly, dying woman—Marina’s birth mother, who has searched for her daughter all her life. With a DNA test confirming their bond, Marina must face both the joy and sorrow of her newfound origins, ultimately choosing to protect the love and memory of the only parents she has ever known.

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My Dearest One. A Reminiscence

Margaret learned, almost by accident, that she had grown up with adoptive parents.

Even now, she found it difficult to truly accept. But by then, there was no one left to talk things over with. Her adoptive parents had passed away, almost one after the other. First her father grew weak, took to his bed, and never recovered. Soon after, her mother followed.

Margaret had sat by her mothers bedside, clutching her frail, lifeless hand. Her mother was terribly poorly. Then, suddenly, Margaret noticed her mothers eyelids flutter open:

Margaret, darling, your father and I we never found the words to tell you. Our tongues just wouldnt let us… We found you, you know. Yes, we found you. In the woods, cryinglost and all alone. We waited, thought someone would come for you. Reported you to the constable. But no one ever searched. Perhaps something had happened, but I never knew. At last, they allowed us to adopt you.

In the drawer at home, with my papers, there are bits and pieces letters and things. Have a read sometime. Please forgive us, my dear. Her mother sighed and closed her eyes.

Oh Mum, please dont Dont say such things, Margaret whispered, pressing her mothers cold hand to her cheek. My darling mum, I love youplease get well.

But the miracle she longed for never came. A few days later, her mother was gone.

How Margaret wished her mother had said nothing.

She never mentioned her mother’s final words to her husband or their children. She herself pushed those words to the back of her mind, as if willing herself to forget.

Her children had always adored their grandmother and grandfather. Margaret couldnt bear to stir up pointless trouble with a truth that no one needed.

Still, one day, led by some vague, uneasy feeling, she finally opened the folder her mother had spoken about.

A yellowed newspaper clipping, official letters, replies. Margaret began to read, and soon could not stop. Dearest, beloved parents!

They had found hera tiny girl of only eighteen monthsabandoned in the woods. They were already in their forties with no children of their own. And thenout of fatea weeping, reaching little girl.

The village constable had shaken his head: no one had reported a missing child.

They took Margaret as their own daughter. But her mother had never given up searching for her birth family.

It seemed now that it was no longer about finding anyone, but rather, to be sure that no one would come to make a claim on the daughter they had grown to love so completely.

Margaret shut the folder and slipped it to the back of the shelf. Who needed that sort of truth?

A week later, Margaret was unexpectedly called into the personnel office at work.

Mrs. Brown, weve had an enquiry from your former employer.

Next to the clerk sat a woman, roughly Margarets age.

Good afternoon, my names Faith. I do need a word with you, the woman said anxiously, glancing at the clerk. Its about the letters from Mrs. Lucy Williams. She was your mother, wasnt she?

But you said this was a work enquiry! the clerk huffed. Personal business belongs outside office hours.

Faith, shall we step outside to talk? Margaret suggested, already rising. The two left in silence, ignoring the clerks pointed stare.

Im sorry, its a strange story, but I promised Faith began, her nerves plain to see.

Three years ago, I ran into my old primary school teacher in Little Ashfield. I was a pupil of hers long ago. She had grown quite reclusive, very frail by then. Invited me in for tea, then asked for a favour. Her daughter had disappeared years ago, when she was very small. She told me shed been corresponding with your mother.

Im sorry, Faith. My mother passed awayand I havent looked into it, Margaret replied curtly, turning away.

I understand, Margaret, but theres something else. Miss Vera Whitethe teachershes quite ill. Cancer, they say. Doesnt have much time left. She desperately wishes to find her daughtershes been searching her entire life. She even gave me a lock of hair to try and arrange a DNA test. Can you imagine?

Margaret had meant to end the conversation there, but something made her pause.

Did you say shes very ill?

Faith nodded in silence.

Margaret took the small, envelope containing the hair and promised she would be in touch.

A week later, they travelled together to the hospital to see Miss Vera White.

When they entered her ward, Miss White peered feebly at their faces, squinting.

Oh, Faith, youve come! Bless you, my dear, she smiled gratefully, and then, shyly, turned her gaze to Margaret.

Miss White, Ive found her. This is Margaretshe wanted to come herself, Faith said, handing Vera an envelope.

Whats this? Oh, I doubt I could make much of it even with my spectacles, Veras eyes looked at them, helplessly.

Its the test results, Faith explained gently, drawing the paper out. It says hereyou are mother and daughter. Margaret is indeed your child.

Veras whole face seemed to shine with transformed joy. Tears of quiet happiness escaped her eyes.

My darlings, thank you, thank you both, she said, reaching for Margarets hands.

My dearest one what bliss, Ive found you! Alive, beautifuljust as I was in my youth. My dear child. All my life Id wake at night, sure I heard your crying, you calling for me.

I can never forgive myself.

Alivealive. Now I am at peace.

Before long, Faith and Margaret left Miss White to rest. She was quite exhausted and soon dozed off.

Thank you, Margaret, truly. Youve made her so happyshe does not have much time left, as you can see.

Within days, Miss Vera White slipped away quietly.

Margaret destroyed all the documents from her mothers folder. She wanted no one ever to know that unnecessary truth.

For after all, there never had been any other mother for Margaret.

As for Miss Vera White? Call it a sacred untruth. Whether she had done right, Margaret could not say. She believed it was for the best.

In the end, each must answer to God alone for all they have done.

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