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My Dearest One: A Tale of Family, Lost and Found Marina always believed she had grown up in a loving family—until she learned as an adult that she was adopted. Her foster parents, who had found her as an abandoned toddler in Sherwood Forest, never spoke of her past until her mother’s dying moments. With both parents gone, Marina discovers a hidden folder of letters and newspaper clippings about her origins, still unsure whether the truth should ever come to light. Years later at work, a woman named Hope brings news that a gravely ill retired schoolteacher from Yorkshire—who has been searching for her lost child all her life—believes Marina could be her missing daughter. A DNA test confirms it, leading Marina to the woman’s hospital bedside for a bittersweet reunion. Now torn between the mother who raised her and the one who lost her, Marina must decide whether to reveal a truth that could unsettle the family peace, or keep it hidden and honour the love she has always known. But as the past catches up, Marina realises that, for her, there has only ever been one real mother—a bond defined not by birth, but by love and devotion.
My Dearest One. A Story
Sarah had found out, much to her disbelief, that shed grown up in a foster family.
It still felt unreal to her, even now. But there was no one left she could properly talk to about it. Her foster parents had both passed away, one right after the other. First her dad wenthe took to bed and never got up again. And soon after, her mum followed.
Sarah had been sitting by her mums bedside that last day, gently holding her frail, lifeless hand. Mum was very poorly. Suddenly, Sarah noticed her mums eyelids flutter open:
Sarah, sweetheart, your dad and I… we never had the courage to tell you. We just couldnt find the words We found you, darling. Yes, we did. In the woods, you were cryinglost. We waited, hoping that someone would come looking for you. We even told the police. But no one ever came. No one. Maybe something happened, but weve never known. They let us adopt you in the end.
In the bureau, where I keep my papers… There are letters and things. You should read them, love. Please, forgive us, darling. Her mum was so tired and closed her eyes again.
No, Mum, please… Sarah pressed her mothers hand to her cheek, words barely whispering from her lips. My dearest Mum, I love you so much, and wish more than anything for you to get better.
But the miracle never came. A few days later, her mum was gone too.
She almost wished her mum had never said a word.
Sarah never told her husband or the children anything about her mums confession. It was as though she herself filed it away, deep in the back of her mind.
The children had adored their grandma and granddad. Sarah couldnt stand the thought of upsetting everyone with a truth that wouldnt do anyone any good.
Still, one day, on a strange impulse, she went and pulled out the folder her mum had mentioned.
Snippets from old newspapers, letters to and from the authorities. Sarah started reading and couldnt stop. Oh, her lovely, lovely parents!
Theyd found her, little Sarah, not quite two, alone in the woods. They were already in their forties, childless all that timeand then there she was, a tiny girl reaching her arms out to them, sobbing.
The village bobby had just shrugged; no one had reported a missing child.
They adopted Sarah. But her mum had kept searching for her birth family.
By the look of it, maybe she wasnt hoping to find anyone anymore. Perhaps she just needed to be suresure that no one would come along and try to claim their precious daughter.
Sarah snapped the folder shut and shoved it out of sight. Who really needed to know all that, anyway?
A week later, Sarah was called up to HR at work:
Sarah Williams, someone from your previous workplace has been asking about you.
There was a woman about Sarahs age sitting next to the HR manager.
Hello, Im Jennifer. I really need to have a word, if you dont mind. Jennifer glanced at the HR manager. Its about the letters from Mrs Jane Smith. She was your mother, wasnt she?
You said this was work-related! the HR manager huffed. Personal business is best sorted in your own time.
Jennifer, lets go talk outside, Sarah said, and off they went under the HR managers watchful eye.
I hope youll forgive me, this is a little odd, but I made a promise, Jennifer began nervously. A few years ago, I ran into my first teacher. Primary school, back in Brambletonthats where I had her. She left later, turned into a bit of a recluse. She invited me round for tea one day, and asked me a big favour. She said her daughter had gone missing years ago, when she was just a child. Turns out, shed been writing to your mum all that time.
Im sorry, Jennifer, my mothers passed away, and I dont want to get involved, Sarah answered curtly, turning away.
I understand, Sarah, I honestly do. Its justwell, the teacher, Mrs Vera Harris, shes very ill now. Cancer. She hasnt got long, apparently. All she wants is to find her daughterthe one shes been searching for her whole life. She gave me a lock of her hair, would you believe, for a DNA test.
Sarah almost brushed her off, but something made her ask, You say shes really poorly?
Jennifer nodded.
Sarah took the envelope with the hair from Jennifer and promised to be in touch.
A week later, the two of them were heading to the hospital to see Mrs Harris.
They went into her room, and Mrs Harris peered up, her eyes squinting to focus on the visitors.
Oh, Jennifer, its you! Thank you, love, she managed a shy, grateful smile before looking up at Sarah inquiringly.
Mrs Harris, Ive found her. This is Sarahshe wanted to come on her own accord. Jennifer handed Mrs Harris a large envelope.
Whats this? I doubt I could make it out even with my glasses these days, Mrs Harris said, gazing at them uncertainly.
Its your results, Jennifer replied quietly, pulling out the sheet. It says here youre related. Sarah is your daughter.
In that instant, Mrs Harriss face was transformed. She glowed, her eyes filling with tears.
Oh, my darlings, thank you. Thank you, she whispered, holding her hands out to Sarah. My angel, my darling girl. What joy. Ive found you. Alive, beautifulyou remind me of myself when I was young. My precious child, my dear one. All my life, I would wake in the night and feel like you were crying for me, calling.
I dont deserve forgiveness.
Alive alive. Now I can rest easy.
After a time, Jennifer and Sarah left Mrs Harriss side. She was exhausted, drifting off to sleep.
Thank you, Sarah, honestly. You could see how unwell she is. Youve made her happy, Jennifer said softly.
A few days later, Mrs Harris passed away.
Sarah tore up all the old papers from her mums folder. She wanted no one to ever learn a truth that no one needed to know.
What did it matter anyway? Sarah never had any other mum but her own.
And Mrs Harris? That was just a beautiful, gentle untruth. Was she right to do what shed done? Sarah believed it was all for the best.
But in the end, everyone must answer to God themselves for all theyve done in this world.
