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Fate on the Hospital Ward Bed: A Nurse’s Unlikely Love Story with a Tuberculosis Patient—From an Abandoned Husband and a Cold Wife to Building a New Family, Heartbreak and Healing Across the Years
FATE ON THE HOSPITAL BED
Miss, here, take these groceries and look after him! Im afraid to go near, let alone feed him with a spoon, the woman snapped, tossing a shopping bag onto the hospital bed where her ill husband lay.
Dont worry yourself so much! Your husband will recover. He just needs careful attention now. Ill help William get back on his feet, as a nurse, this wasnt the first time I had to calm the nerves of a patients anxious wife.
William had been admitted in a terrible state, but his chances of survival were high. He truly wanted to liveand, in my experience, that’s half the battle won. Sadly, his wife Margaret didnt seem to put much faith in modern medicine. Often, I had the sinking feeling Margaret was all too willing to wash her hands of her husband before the fight was even lost.
Just to glimpse ahead, years later William and Margarets son, Oliver, would also be diagnosed with an advanced form of tuberculosis. Margaret would give up on Oliver almost immediately. But Oliver did, in fact, recover.
William, despite the bleak diagnosis, cracked jokes and did his best to stay upbeat, eager to escape the dreariness of the Chest Clinic. In the small English village where William lived with his family, specialised care was a distant luxury; Margaret rarely came to visit, which just compounded his isolation. I felt truly sorry for the young man. He seemed neglected, his hair unkempt, his jumper threadbare.
Will, would you mind if I bring in a few odds and ends for you? I see you dont have slippers; youre wearing your shoes around the ward! Will you accept a care package from me? I teased, trying to lighten his spirits.
From you, Charlotte, Id take poison as medicine. But really, thank you. No need. Just let me get better, and well see Will took my hand with such sincerity, I nearly blushed.
I gently withdrew my hand and stepped out of the room.
My heart fluttered. Was it possible I was falling for him? No, I couldnt allow myself to meddle in someone elses marriage. Nothing good would come of thatbuilding happiness on anothers heartache was doomed from the start. But I suppose you cant always reason with your heart. It leaps where it wants…
More and more I visited Wills ward, spending hours in heartfelt conversation, especially during those long night shifts. Soon, we slipped into using first names without even noticing.
Will had a five-year-old son.
My Oliver, he takes after his lovely mum. You know, Charlotte, I truly loved Margaret. Laid the world at her feet. She was passionate, beguilinga whirlwind in every way. But all shes ever really cared for is herself. You cant change that. Her selfishness gnaws away like rust. And now, here you are, a stranger, taking care of me, Will sighed wearily.
But its such a long journey for Margaret. She cant come all the time, I tried, weakly, to defend her.
Dont kid yourself, Charlotte. You know the saying: A wife that loves her husband would visit him even in prison. She manages to visit her lovers, however distant they are. Word travels fast, Wills voice grew sharp.
Get some rest, Will. Things will work out, really, I said, switching off the lights as I quietly left him.
Will was clearly suffering. Helpless in hospital, his wife revelled on, untroubled. Its true, perhaps not life or deathbut as they say, for an ant, even a drop of rain is a flood.
A week later, I heard shouting from Wills room. I rushed in.
I never want to see you here again, you miserable woman! Get out! Will bellowed, his anger shaking the room and terrifying Margaret.
She bolted from the room.
What on earth happened? I asked, bewildered.
Will turned away, silent, facing the wall. His body shuddered under the blanket. I had to fetch a sedative.
A month passed. No word from Margaret.
Will, do you want me to phone your wife? I asked gently.
Thank you, Charlotte. No need. Im divorcing her, Will answered, almost placidly.
Because youre ill? Dont be silly. Youre getting better, I protested.
Do you remember the night I kicked Margaret out? Shed come to tell me about her new man. Said he should move into our housesaid I wasnt going to be coming home, and she needed a bloke for odd jobs. The roof was leaking… Will trailed off.
Thats appalling! was all I could manage.
To top it off, Margaret returned soon after, bringing her new partner. Will never saw the man, but I watched from the window as he sat smoking outside, anxiously waiting. When Margaret darted out an hour later, she pecked him on the cheek, made some cheeky remark, and they disappeared together down the lane.
Will, youre being discharged, I announced.
Charlotte, can I ask you something… or maybe not, Will hesitated, flustered.
If youre asking what I think you are, the answer is yes, Will, I surprised us both by saying.
He confessed,
Charlotte, I dont have anywhere to go. Could I stay with you? Things with Margaret are finally settled. Shes marrying that man.
Will, Ive a child. If you can accept her, we could have a happy home together, I said, laying my cards on the table.
A childs no trouble. I already love her, Will replied, looking at me with such warmth, I melted on the inside.
Years drifted by, seasons changing like pages of a book.
Will and I built a warm, loving home; we had two children of our own. Oliver, Wills son, visited often with his family. My daughter from a previous relationship lives abroad now. Although, truth be told, there was no real relationship. I made a youthful mistake, believed promises of endless love and a future serenaded in harmonybut the song was never sung. Things didnt work out, but I regret nothing.
As for Margaret, she married multiple times and had a son by a travelling businessman. That boy struggled with mental health issues all his life. Margaret gave him little care or affection, remaining indifferent; he grew up mainly on his own. When she passed away, the young man was institutionalised.
Now, Will and I have grown old together, cherishing each other more and more with each passing day. We walk side by side through life, treasuring every moment.
Our story showed me this: Sometimes, fate doesnt wait for you to be readyit simply steps into your life. When love and kindness arrive, open your door, no matter what came before. In the end, its not the trials that define us, but the courage to build happiness, to cherish those willing to walk beside us, and to find joy in every dawn together.
