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Desperate to Tie the Knot: After Ten Lonely Years, Dr. Alice Finds Unexpected Romance with a Former Algerian Student—Only for Fate to Bring Her Back to Her Ex-Husband and Knitting Socks for Their Grandchild Alice
IMPATIENT FOR MARRIAGE
Ella is utterly determined to find the right husband. Shes already had one failed marriage.
She has a son, Arthur, who is twenty years old.
Years ago, her marriage ended in the most dramatic way. Ella returned a day early from a work trip only to find her husband, half-dressed, hurriedly making the bed in their room. To make matters worse, her best friend was in the kitchen making coffee in Ellas dressing gown!
It was textbook betrayal. The divorce happened straight away. The treacherous friend was deleted from every phone and social media account. Ella didnt bother with the ugly details. Actions have consequences. She threw her husband out with his belongings and forbade her son from contacting him. At the time, Ella wasnt quite thirty.
More than a decade has passed since then. Ella has earned both her Masters and her Doctorate in English Literature.
By forty, shes become a professor and Head of Department at a well-respected London university. Her expertise is truly valued. Despite ten years spent alone, Ella never stopped hoping to meet a worthy companion. She believed it wasnt time for her to take up knitting and embroidery just yet.
Suitors werent in short supply, but no one seemed capable of winning her heart. One was so hasty, he proposed marriage straight after their first dateborrowing money from Ella (were practically family now) before disappearing without a trace. Another, a widower, was looking for a stepmother for his children. He invited Ella to his house and asked her to cook a meal for his entire family. Ella hadnt expected such a warm reception, but she prepared dinner and fed his three rather young children.
She returned home in tears, feeling sorry for the father and the poor kids, but she knew she couldnt take on such a responsibility. Maybe Im just selfish, Ella tried to reassure herself.
As years passed, potential matches seemed even fewer. Just as Ella was about to give up on finding loveputting a firm full-stop at the end of all these fruitless attemptssomething unexpected happened.
He appeared on her horizon.
He was a former student of hers. David was twenty-eight. Hed once been in her class at university. After graduating, he stayed in Oxford and started a small business.
One day, Ella stopped at a petrol station to fill up her car, only to discover that David owned the place.
They started chatting, reminiscing about university days, laughing together. David handed Ella his business card. Just in case. Somehow, Ella found herself visiting that petrol station once a weeknot just for petrol, perhaps, but to catch up with David as well. David started showing clear interest in her: inviting her to dinner, to classical music concerts. Ella felt awkward and didnt quite believe in the sincerity of her former student. She turned down every invitation.
But David didnt give up. She remembered him wellhis passion for learning and genuine diligence stood out from the rest. David spoke fluent English, and he was handsome in a very striking, quintessential British way. Whenever he walked by, all the girls in the department would swoon. Once, during his student days, David had given Ella a carved wooden box. Inside, there was a note.
When Ella read the note, her cheeks turned scarlet, then went pale. Furious, she ripped the message into tiny pieces. David had written: Professor Ella! I love you!
Ella immediately thought it was some sort of joke. She shoved the box back at David and dashed away.
The next day, David knocked on her office door:
Professor Ella, Im so sorry. I didnt mean to make you uncomfortable. I really do like you.
Ella accepted his apology:
Alright, David. Now off to your lecture. Class is about to start.
For the rest of his university life, David kept his distance, only stealing glances at Ella from afar. And now, by a strange twist of fate, here they are again. Ella is torn. Should she accept his attentions or refuse? Im nobody to him now. Were just a man and a woman. Anything could happen, Ella tells herself.
Eventually, she leaves the decision to fate.
A whirlwind romance begins.
Their first date is unforgettable. David surprises Ella with his gentleness, humour, and romantic spirit. Shes never met an admirer quite like him before. The age difference doesnt matter at all. Ella feels young again, and David seems mature beyond his years.
For her own amusement, Ella starts calling David Dave. He doesnt mind. But David also gives Ella a nicknameEllie. Ella is blissfully happy. For the first time, she truly feels like a desirable woman. That kind of love, once lit, is impossible to extinguish.
David never proposes marriage. Hes planning to return to his home country. He doesnt dare defy his familytheyve already found a suitable bride for him, a seventeen-year-old called Harriet, from a very respectable home. Besides, Ella could never imagine leaving her home and family behind to follow David abroad. How could she possibly leave her son and mother? Its just impossible. Its doubtful that Davids family would accept an older foreign woman as a bride. It simply wouldnt do.
Better the devil you know than the devil you dont.
So Ella decides to pour all her remaining love and tenderness into David while she cancome what may.
How much happiness does a woman my age have left? Not much. Ill love this man as hard as I can. Ill soak up every last drop! she confides in her mother.
Her mother is deeply opposed to her involvement with a foreigner.
Ellie, why on earth do you need this outsider? Are there not enough proper Englishmen around? Ill never give you my blessing! Your ex-husband keeps turning up, waiting on you. Havent you noticed? Why not forgive him and start over? Youve got a son together! her mother laments.
Mum, James cheated on me! Have you forgotten? Ella protests.
Oh, for goodness sake, hes apologised a hundred times! And you know, you did neglect him with all your academic work. Leave a man to his own devices and, well, nature will take its course, her mother continues.
Then why didnt you forgive my father? He begged forgiveness too, Ella retorts.
Well, thats different! Your father left before you were even born. He had three other children elsewhere, then decided to drop by and see you. Why should I take back a man with three children from other women? And could I take him away from those kids? No! But James has been on his own for ten years, waiting for you. Arthur loves him, her mother concludes.
Oh, Mum, Im not planning to marry David. Im too old for him. Ill wait for him to leave me first. I couldnt do it myself. Then, who knows Ella muses.
Ah, my girl, an old mare still craves the salt lick her mother sighs.
Three years later, David says goodbye to Ella. Ill keep in touch, darling, is all he says.
Ella is prepared for this outcome. Still, passing David over to young Harriet hurts more than shed admit. As a parting gift, David presents Ella with that same carved box that started it all. This time, inside is a unique ring made in the shape of two angels, holding a diamond heart between them.
My heart stays with you, Ellie, David says as he kisses her warmly.
He returns to his homeland.
A year later, David sends a photo from his wedding, captioned My wife, Harriet. The next year, theres another photo from a second wedding: My wife, Mary. David explains that in his country, the law allows him to have more than one wife.
Looking at these life updates, Ella feels no jealousy whatsoever. What could those young girls possibly know about love? At least Davids melancholic gaze cheers her a little. Maybe he still misses hermaybe, perhaps, he even loves her still. But old love rusts when new love blows in.
The story ends, the page turns. By now, Ellas son has married and brought his bride home. When the young couple have a daughter, Ella asks them to name her Ellie. She wants to preserve the memory of that burning love forever.
Ella forgivesperhaps simply pitiesher ex-husband James. His wrong is forgiven. James, encouraged by Ellas mother, manages to win her over:
Hes truly sorry. And honestly, who among us is without fault? Sin walks among people, not through empty paths. Not everyone can resist temptation.
So Ella and James live together as a family, making sure to never stray too far from one another. Ella even finishes her knitting classes and now knits little socks with Middle Eastern patterns for her granddaughter, EllieLife settles into an unexpected, gentle rhythm.
Ella, no longer impatient for marriage or desperate for certainty, learns to delight in uncertainty. She gently traces the angels on the ring David left her, sometimes slipping it onto her finger when alone and then tucking it away, smiling at a memory that no longer aches.
Granddaughter Ellie grows up surrounded by storiesnot just fairy tales, but the wild, complicated, hopeful tales of real hearts. Sometimes she sits on Ellas lap and listens, wide-eyed, as her grandmother tells just enough: about a brave but foolish first love, about a lost but loyal friend, about a carved wooden box and two angels, about forgiving without forgetting.
On quiet evenings, with James snoring quietly on the sofa and laughter rising from the kitchen where her son and his wife are dancing to old music, Ella sits by the window with her knitting, looking at the dusky London sky. Is it regret she feels? Not quite. Its something softera gratitude for every heartbreak that taught her tenderness, for every ending that led to a new beginning.
One night, as rain patters at the window, Ella rests her palm over her heart and whispers, Thank youto David, to James, to fate, to all the love she has lost and found and kept living anyway.
When the dawn comes, Ella is already up, setting a breakfast table for her family, the ring hidden but the angels close by.
She no longer waits for happiness to arrive. She welcomes it in, every messy, miraculous day. And in the laughter of her granddaughter, in the forgiving hush between herself and James, in the simple joy of sunlight warming her mug, Ella finally knows:
Love is never wasted, and the best stories never really end.
