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“WHY DID YOU SAVE HIM? HE’S JUST A VEGETABLE! YOU’LL BE CHANGING BEDPANS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, …
WHY DID YOU SAVE HIM? HES PRACTICALLY A VEGETABLE! NOW YOURE GOING TO BE CHANGING HIS BEDPANS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, AND IM STILL YOUNGI NEED A MAN!
Thats what the fiancée screamed in the intensive care unit. Lydia, the doctor, kept silent. She knew this patient wasnt a vegetablehe was the only one there who could truly hear her.
Lydia Williams was a neurosurgeon. At 38, the hospital theatre had become her second home. She had precisely zero personal life. Her husband had left five years ago for a bubbly Pilates instructor, tossing her a parting shot: You know, Lyd, youre like a scalpelsharp and cold. Its chilly just being around you.
But she wasnt cold. She was focused. When your work means poking about in someones brain, emotions just get in the way.
That shift, they brought in a bloke after a dreadful motorbike accident. Major head trauma, deep coma. Odds? One in a million, if that.
Her colleagues just shook their heads.
Lyd, he wont make it. If, by some miracle, he does, hes never coming back righthell be a vegetable.
Were operating, Lydia said, final, no room for argument.
She stood over that operating table for six hours, piecing together fragments of skull, stitching up blood vessels. She fought for him as if he were her own family. Why? She didnt even know herself. Maybe it was just the look on his face before the swelling set inyoung, stubborn, handsome. She thought: Not today.
His name was Alex. Twenty-nine.
He survivedbut remained unconscious. The coma faded into a vegetative state. Lying in bed, tubes everywhere, breathing through a ventilator.
And then his fiancée turned up. A striking blonde with straight-from-a-magazine lips.
She took one look at Alex and wrinkled her nose.
Ugh is that really him?
Yes, Lydia replied, checking the machines. Hes currently stable, but its too early to say anything about recovery.
What do you mean? Hes basically gone! Our weddings in a month! The tickets to Ibiza are booked! And hes just lying here like this!
Show some decency, please, Lydia said softly. He can still hear you.
Oh, come off it! His brains mush! Look, is there a way to I dont know switch him off? Why keep us all suffering? I didnt sign up to be a nurse to an invalid!
Lydia threw her outfirm and clear.
Out. If I see you here again, Ill get security.
The girl clicked away on her heels and never came back.
Alex was alone. No familygrew up in care.
Soon Lydia started hanging back after her shifts. At first, just to check his monitors. Then, she began to chat to him.
Hi, Alex. Its raining today. Absolutely miserable, but the airs fresh. I saved an old lady this morninga brain aneurysm”
She began reading him books. Told him about her cat, her ex-husband, her weariness from being so alone.
It was odd, pouring her soul out to a man unmoving, eyes fixed on the ceiling. But she knewhe was still in there.
She massaged his hands so his muscles wouldnt waste away. Played rock music through his headphonesthe playlist she found on his phone that arrived with his belongings.
Her colleagues said shed lost the plot.
Lydias finally crackedfalling in love with a veggie.
Yet, she noticed something change in his heart rate every time she walked into his room.
Four months went by.
One evening, Lydia sat by his bedside, catching up on paperwork.
You know, Alex, she said, theyre talking about giving me the Head of Department role. But Im terrifiedits all admin and forms. What I really want is to keep treating people.
Suddenly, she felt a touch. Weak, barely there.
His fingers squeezed her hand.
Lydia froze. Looked up.
Alex was looking at her. Properly, aware.
He tried to speak, but the tracheostomy got in the way. His lips moved, silent:
Thankyou.
Honestly, it was a miracle, both medical and personal.
Recovery was hell. Alex had to relearn how to breathe, swallow, talk, move his arms.
Lydia was always therehis physio, psychologist, mate.
When he finally managed to speak, he said,
I remember your voice you used to read Remarque to me. And you talked about your cat. Charlie.
And Lydia criedreally cried, for the first time in years.
Alex was discharged after six months. He used a wheelchair for now, but the doctors thought with luck and work, hed walk again.
Lydia took him home. Not as a patientshe couldnt send him back to an empty flat where no one would even make him a cup of tea.
Their life together was odd. She was still the doctor, he the recovering patient. But underneath, something new was growing.
Turned out Alex was a software engineer. Soon enough, he was freelancing from a laptop.
Im saving up to buy you that blue coat you wanted, he told her.
Dont be silly, save for your rehab, she replied.
A year later, Alex stood up. Shaky, using a stick, but he walked.
And then, out of nowhere, the ex-fiancée resurfaced.
Shed seen a picture of Alex on social mediaincredible, standing tall and dashing.
She arrived at Lydias flat.
Alex! Darling! I suffered so much! The doctors terrified me, said youd die! Please, forgive me! I love you!
She clung to him, smelling of expensive perfume.
Lydia stood in the hall, fists clenched, just waiting.
Alex gently but firmly pried her hands off him.
Jessica, he said calmly. I heard everything you said in intensive care. Every wordabout me being a vegetable, about Ibiza, about switching off the life support.
Alex, I was in shock! I wasnt myself!
Noyou were yourself. The real you. Please leave.
But I
Now.
Jessica left, cursing him under her breath.
Alex turned to Lydia.
Do you know why I came back? he asked.
Why?
Because you called me back. In the darkness, I followed your voice. You became my lighthouse.
He walked to her (still limping) and wrapped his arms around her.
Youre not cold, Lydia. Youre the warmest person I know.
They had a quiet wedding, no fuss, just the two of them.
Alex made a full recovery. Now, theyre raising an adopted sonthe same little lad Lydia once operated on, abandoned by his own parents.
Lydia is now Head of Department, but she still stays late for the tough cases. She knowseven when bodies are silent, souls are listening. And sometimes, a kind word does more good than the sharpest scalpel.
The moral?
Were quick to write people off, judging by a diagnosis or what things look like on the outside.
But love and hopetheyre the strongest medicine out there. When hard times come, betrayal shows a persons true colours. Real love, though, is tested not on a beach in Ibiza, but at a hospital bedsidewhen youre emptying bedpans and holding hands in the dark.
