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A Silent New Year’s Eve
New Years hush
November drifted in, drab and drizzly, the kind of grey that seeps into your bones. Each day seemed to stretch endlessly, like a country road with no pub in sight. December arrived not with icy cheer, but with a blizzard of adverts for prosecco, Christmas pudding, and tangerines.
The city trembled with festive fever. Shop windows flared with fairy lights, and people charged down high streets, clutching bags as though dodging hurdles in some peculiar race. Everyone everywhere was hurrying, fussing, hatching plans.
But Annabel felt herself floating outside it allwaiting for the hubbub to end, but not for anything in particular.
She was forty. Just forty. The divorce, signed three months ago, hadnt left a wound but a numb emptiness, a patch of fog where hurt should be. No children meant no tangled choices, only two quiet paths that had finally parted company.
Happy New Year! her colleagues called, twinkling their eyes at her.
Annabel replied with the sort of polite smile you give when youre thinking of something else entirely. All day she repeated a mantra: Nothing extraordinary. December turns into January. Wednesday becomes Thursday. No cause for celebration, really.
Her New Years plans were clear as crystal: hot shower, ancient pyjamas, a mug of chamomile tea, and bed by ten, as if it were any other Wednesday night.
No bowls of coronation chicken, no Love Actually or bottle of fizz standing lonely in the fridge for twelve months.
***
And so the evening arrived.
The weather, in a fit of irony, threw its own unwelcome party. Cold rain rattled down, mixing with half-melted slush on the pavement. The sky hunched heavy and colourless, streetlights sputtering like lacklustre candles. Perfect for hunkering down.
By half-nine Annabel was cocooned beneath the duvet, half-listening to distant music seeping through the wall. She closed her eyes and tried to drift away.
Then a jarring sound ripped her out of near-sleep.
Sharp, relentless banging at the doornot knocking, but hammering, as if someones fate depended on it. Annabel sat up, muttering a sleepy curse about drunkards and louts, glancing at the clock:
23:45
She got up, but didnt head for the door. Probably someone mistook the flat number. Theyd give up soon. Peering out the window, though, she froze.
Outside, the city was transformed. No rain, no grime, no tired tarmac.
Huge, feathery snowflakes drifted gently beneath the lamplight, settling the street under a thick white blanket, as in her childhood.
A miracle unfurling in real time.
***
The knocking came againquieter but insistent.
Still spellbound by the snowy magic, Annabel went to the door. She wasnt wondering who it could be, only drawn by the moment. She turned the key and flung it open.
Standing there was her neighbour
Arthur from directly across the hall. Older by a few years, always with that shock of unruly silver hair and eyes that gleamed with irrepressible mischief. He wore a battered tweed jacket, a wool scarf tossed around his neck like a forgotten Christmas cracker favour.
In one hand he held an old leather suitcase, in the other, a glass jar brimming with something red and inviting.
Terribly sorry to bother, he croaked, but I happened to overhearwell, it seemed to me you had the New Years hush about. Its rare, you know, that sort of hush. I couldnt help myself.
Annabel stared at him, then out at the enchanted snow swirling under the streetlamp.
What do you want, Arthur? she managed, bewildered.
Ive brought you a gift, he said, offering up the jar. Cranberry cordial. My late wife sworn it cured any blue spell. And he hefted the suitcase, Id like to show you something. Fifteen minutes, no more. Just until midnight strikes.
Annabel lingered at the threshold, uncertain. But her apathythe armour of nothing specialhad begun to crack. First, the impossible snow; now Arthur, suitcase and cordial in tow. That old curiosity, long buried beneath stoicism and disappointment, stirred.
All rightcome in, she heard herself say, stepping aside.
Arthur stomped off the snow, set his suitcase down in the half-light of the living room. Only the lamplight from the street slipped through the curtains.
Its minimalist, he remarked, but with no hint of reproach or pity. Merely observation.
I wasnt planning on any festivity, Annabel replied.
Quite, Arthur nodded. After well, after such changes, the celebrations can seem downright offensive. While everyone cheers, youre left out. You wonder if youre defective somehow.
She looked up at him, startled by the precision of his words.
Theyd hardly talked beforeodd snippets about weather and the post.
Is it true? she whispered.
Im old, Annabel. Ive seen a lot of people. A lot of grey Decembers, too. But winterit isnt an ending. Its when the earth rests, gathers strength for spring. And folk, well, folk should rest too. But not slumber forever.
Arthur popped the suitcases locks and opened it. Inside, swaddled in velvet, were not clothes, but
Glass baubles. Dozensevery one different. One royal blue, dusted with silver to mimic the Milky Way. Another scarlet, within it a tiny, perfect golden rose. A third, absolutely clear, but catch it at an angle and it flared with rainbow light.
What are they? whispered Annabel, leaning in.
My collection, Arthur smiled. Not stamps or coins. Memories. Each bauble is a happy moment from my life. This blue onemy first trip to the Peaks with my wife. We watched the stars, promised always, and meant it. That red oneshe gave me for our first anniversary. Said loves like a rose that never wilts.
Annabel gazed at the little worlds behind glass, and felt her frozen heart begin to thaw. They werent ornamentsthey were lives, brimming with meaning and warmth.
Why show me these? she asked.
Because its empty here, Arthur said simply. But emptiness isnt a sentenceits room. Room to put something new. Look.
From his pocket he produced another bauble. Plain, utterly clear, no pattern or sparkle.
This ones for you, he said, holding it out. Your very first bauble. For tonight. For opening the door you meant to ignore. For the magical snow beyond your window. For the reminder that, in the deepest hush, miracles might arrive.
Annabel accepted it, cool and smooth in her hand.
Outside, bells chimed midnight, and shouts of Happy New Year! echoed faintly in the frosted streets.
Annabel looked at Arthur. His eyes danced, not only with mischief, but with wisdom.
Thank you, she murmured, the first real smile in many hungry months flickering on her lips.
No need, replied Arthur. Its a beginning, thats all. What memory fills it next? A mug of strong tea tomorrow, perhaps. A novel finally finished. Or something grander. Who knows? The years only just begun.
He snapped his suitcase shut, wished her goodnight, and slipped away, leaving her alone with the hush.
But the silence was changed. Not hollow, but humming softly with promise and joy.
Annabel stood at the window, holding her bauble. Snow kept falling, erasing every tired footprint, and the city glowed under a gentle white quilt. For the first time in ages, she wondered not at what was behind, but what might come next
And that, perhaps, was the truest New Years magic.
