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After My Husband’s Funeral, My Son Drove Me to the Edge of Town and Said, ‘This Is Where You Get Out, Mum. We Can’t Take Care of You Anymore.’
After my husbands funeral, my son drove me to the edge of town and said, This is where you get out, Mum. We cant look after you anymore.
But I carried a secret Id kept for yearsone my ungrateful son would come to regret.
The day we buried my husband, a light drizzle fell. My little black umbrella couldnt hide the loneliness gnawing at my heart. I trembled as I held the incense stick, staring at the freshly dug grave, the earth still damp.
My companion of nearly forty yearsmy beloved Robertwas now just a handful of cold soil.
I didnt have time to wallow in grief after the funeral.
My eldest son, James, the one my husband had trusted completely, wasted no time taking the keys.
Years earlier, when Robert was still in good health, hed said, Were getting older. Lets put the house in Jamess name, so he can manage it.
I didnt objectwhat parent doesnt love their child?
So, the house and land were transferred to James.
A week after the burial, James suggested a walk to clear my head.
I didnt expect that walk to feel like a knife in the back.
The car stopped at the edge of town, near an abandoned bus stop.
James said coldly, Get out here. My wife and I cant support you anymore. Youll have to manage on your own.
My ears rang, my vision blurred. I thought Id misheard.
But his stare was firmlike he wanted to push me out of the car.
I sat in shock by the roadside, clutching a cloth bag with a few clothes.
The home where Id lived, cared for my husband, and raised my childrenwas no longer mine. It was in his name. I had no right to return.
They say, When you lose your husband, you still have your children. But sometimes, its like you dont.
My own son had left me with nothing.
Except he didnt know I wasnt empty-handed.
Tucked in my cardigan pocket was my savings bookthe money Robert and I had scrimped and saved our whole lives, tens of thousands of pounds.
Wed hidden it well, never mentioning it to the children or anyone else.
Once, Robert had said, People only behave when they have something to lose.
That day, I decided to stay silent.
I didnt beg. I didnt reveal a thing.
I wanted to see how Jamesand lifewould treat him.
The first night they left me, I sat under the awning of a corner shop.
The owner, Mrs. Wilkins, took pity and brought me a cup of strong tea.
When I told her Id lost my husband and been abandoned by my children, she sighed deeply. Dearie, stories like yours arent rare these days. Kids care more about money than love.
I rented a tiny bedsit, paying from the interest on my savings.
I was carefulno one knew about my nest egg.
I lived simply, wore threadbare clothes, bought cheap food, and kept my head down.
Some nights, curled on my creaky bed, I missed my old homethe hum of the ceiling fan, the smell of Roberts roast dinners.
The ache was sharp, but I told myself: as long as Im alive, Ill keep going.
I adjusted to my new life.
By day, I asked for work at the marketwashing veg, carrying loads, bagging goods.
The pay was meagre, but it didnt matter.
I wanted to stand on my own feet, not rely on pity.
At the market, they called me Kindly Mum Edith.
They didnt know that back in my rented room, Id secretly check my savings book before tucking it away.
It was my lifeline.
One day, I bumped into an old friendMabel, my childhood best mate.
Seeing me in a rented room, I just said my husband had passed and times were hard.
She took pity and offered me work at her familys café.
I accepted.
The work was tough, but I had a roof and meals.
It gave me even more reason to keep my savings secret.
Meanwhile, whispers about James reached me.
He lived in a big house with his wife and kids, bought a new carbut had taken up gambling.
A mutual acquaintance muttered, Ill bet hes already remortgaged the house.
My heart clenched, but I chose not to reach out.
Hed left me without a second thought at that bus stop.
I had nothing left to say to him.
One afternoon, as I wiped tables at the café, a sharp-dressed but tense-faced man walked in.
I recognised himone of Jamess drinking mates.
He studied me. Youre Jamess mum?
I stopped and nodded.
He stepped closer, voice urgent. He owes us thousands. Hes gone to ground. If you care about him, help him.
I was stunned.
He gave a bitter smile. Im skint myselfcant do a thing.
He stormed off. But it made me think.
I loved Jamesyet I was deeply hurt.
Him, whod left me without remorse at that stop.
Was this justice? Was it fair?
Months later, James came to me.
He was gaunt, dishevelled, eyes bloodshot.
The moment he saw me, he dropped to his knees, voice breaking.
Mum, I was wrong. Ive been a wretch. Pleasehelp me one last time. Or my familys ruined.
My heart twisted.
I remembered nights crying for him, the abandonment Id suffered.
But I also recalled Roberts dying words: No matter what, hes still our son.
I stayed silent a long moment.
Then I went to my room and pulled out the savings bookthe money my parents had left me, tens of thousands of pounds.
I set it before him and met his eyes, voice steady.
This is my parents money. I hid it because I feared you wouldnt respect it.
Take it nowbut remember: if you trample a mothers love again, no amount of money will ever let you walk with dignity.
James trembled as he took the book.
He wept like a child in the rain.
I knew he might changeor he might not.
But at least Id done my last duty as a mother.
And the secret of that moneyfinallywas revealed, right when it needed to be.
