З життя
Чужа родина
Відчужена родина
— Мамо, що це за лист ти весь час ховаєш? — Та це з села, від дідуся, — відмахнулася вона і взялася за приготування вечері. — А що у нас є дідусь? Ти казала, що на твоїй лінії вже нікого не залишилося.
Мама на мить зупинила нарізання овочів, а потім продовжила з подвоєною швидкістю. — Ну є… і що? Багато років тому я поїхала з дому, значить тоді не потрібна була, а тепер маю все залишити і кинутися на допомогу. Вона заплакала, а я не знала, що сказати. У нашій родині не було прийнято говорити про її рідних, я лише знала, що мама приїхала до міста одразу після школи, працювала, навчалася, жила в гуртожитку, потім народилася я, а батько нас залишив ще до мого народження.
Мама тримала образу на своїх родичів. А мені й запитати було ні в кого, що сталося тоді, багато років тому. Ввечері, коли мама заснула, я тихенько забрала лист із її кімнати і прочитала – почерк був красивий, дрібний, явно не належав старій, хворій людині. Писали, що дідусь зовсім зліг, йому потрібен хороший догляд та дорогі ліки. Просили маму, якщо можливо, забути колишні образи і свою гордість, адже мова йшла про життя людини.
Підпису не було. Я глянула на адресу. Це село було зовсім недалеко від нашого міста, у подруги дача була за декілька кілометрів від нього. По шкірі пробіг холодок… я часто їздила до неї в гості, а поруч жив дідусь. Яка ж несправедливість, чому мама так вчинила з нами… Наступного дня я, як завжди, вранці зібралася до університету, тільки прихопила ще гроші та сумку зі змінним одягом і вирушила на автовокзал.
Виходячи з автобуса, я вдихнула на повні груди чисте, прозоре, як сльоза, сільське повітря, йти довелося недовго, старенька хатинка стояла за кілька метрів від зупинки. Відчинивши хвіртку, я зайшла на подвір’я. — Ви до кого? — почула я чийсь голос, під яблунею сиділа жінка років сорока, перебираючи щойно зібрані гриби. — Я до Семена Андрійовича, це мій дідусь. — А, значить, Шурчина донька, — усміхнулася вона, — ну, здрастуй! Заходь у дім, я чай поставлю, дід заснув після обіду. Трохи легше стало йому.
У хатині було затишно і пахло пирогами. Поки жінка поралась біля плити, я змогла трохи її розглянути. Вражаюче, як вона схожа на маму, такий самий погляд розкосих очей, чорне, як смола, волосся, навіть в інтонації була схожа. Я перевела погляд на портрет на стіні, це була стара поцвіла фотографія, де зображені усміхнені чоловік і жінка з двома маленькими дівчатками, дуже схожими одна на одну.
Уловивши мій погляд, жінка сказала: — Це ми з твоєю мамою і наші батьки. Я — Софія, її сестра і твоя тітка, — усміхнулася вона. — Дуже приємно. Чому я про вас жодного разу не чула? Мама наполегливо твердила, що у нас немає ніякої рідні. Вона зітхнула, сіла за стіл, і почала розливати чай по чашках. — У образі твоя мати на нас. Я народилася слабкою, часто хворіла, наша мама не виходила зі мною з лікарень, батько, зрозуміло, працював день і ніч, щоб прогодувати нас та оплатити лікування. Шура жила спочатку з бабусею, а потім часто тато залишав її у сусідки. Звісно, майже вся увага батьків приділялася мені. З дитинства вона вклала собі в голову, що її ніхто не любить і нікому вона не потрібна, навіть коли все наче й налагодилося. Отримавши атестат, Шура поїхала до міста, більше ми її не бачили…
Вона зітхнула і додала. — Ти пий чай, напевно, голодна з дороги, зараз мої прибіжать і все зметуть. Двоє діток у мене — Оленка і Льоня, сама піднімаю, давно вже питали, чи є у нас якась рідня, от уже зрадіють… Того вечора я познайомилася з дідусем і двоюрідними братом та сестрою. Всі були дуже раді мені, а я нарешті зрозуміла, що це таке, коли говорять про велику та дружню родину, зібрану за одним столом. Я залишилася в гостях ще на кілька днів, купила всі необхідні ліки.
Кілька разів дзвонила мама і просила негайно їхати додому, але я не могла залишити діда, а тітка фізично не встигала працювати і доглядати за батьком. — Ось злетиш з бюджету, хто твою освіту оплачуватиме? — кричала в телефон мама, — я для тебе все робила, ночами не спала, виховувала, а де ти зараз? З людьми, які й пальцем не вдарили, щоб щось для нас зробити.
— Мам, про що ти? Ти адже навіть адресу свою не повідомляла п’ятнадцять років… чужі, рідні… Він насамперед мій дід. А вже події минулого часу пора б і забути… Йому потрібні догляд і турбота. Якщо ти не їдеш, з ним буду я. До речі, у тебе чудова сестра і племінники. Даремно ти так, мам… Вона кидала слухавку, злилася, набирала знову, але наші розмови ні до чого не приводили. Через тиждень я повернулася до міста, потрібно було продовжувати навчання, у мене був випускний курс, а серце було не на місці. Гроші, які вдавалося заробити розклеюванням оголошень і кількома годинами репетиторства на тиждень, я надсилала в село. Але це, звісно, були сущі дрібниці…
Відносини з мамою нагадували натягнуті струни, якось вона навіть умудрилася сховати мій паспорт, щоб я залишилася в місті на святкові вихідні, замість поїздки до села. Так пройшов рік, у метушні, клопотах та постійних сварках і скандалах. Отримавши диплом на руки, я тут же зібрала речі та поїхала. У селі тітка походатайствувала для мене про роботу в школі, життя пішло своєю чергою. Дідусь вже встав на ноги і здійснював невеликі прогулянки по саду, він був мені дуже радий. Але очі залишалися сумними, він чекав доньку…
Вересень наповнив моє життя метушнею та приємними клопотами, мені дали першокласників, я їх так полюбила, що кожного дня бігла на роботу, немов на свято. А тут краєм ока стала помічати, що я подобаюсь нашому вчителю історії, теж нещодавньому випускнику міського вишу, і що його теж у село занесло, думала я, зазвичай, усі в місто рвуться. А тут…
— Аню, ти б не списувала Олексея з рахунків, — шепотіла колись тітка, — хлопець хороший, руки з правильного місця ростуть, он який будинок вибудував. А те, що в місті не залишився, так бабуся у нього тут, одна одиниченька, сам він сирота, ось і живуть. Незабаром Олексій запросив мене на побачення, так і закрутився наш роман. Він став вхожим у наш дім, дідусь схвалив мій вибір, а коли Льоша зробив мені пропозицію, благословив нас. Весілля було призначено на кінець квітня, я заздалегідь повідомила мамі про це листом. Відповіді не було, мені було дуже прикро, що в такий важливий день її не буде поруч зі мною…
Напередодні дня весілля, коли ми з тіткою і двома моїми подругами поралися на кухні, готуючись до майбутнього святкування, в двері тихо постукали… Я кинулася відчиняти. На порозі стояла мама. Побачивши мене, вона заплакала. — Я… я зовсім ненадовго, от приїхала привітати тебе… Я запросила її увійти, але вона не наважувалася зробити і кроку. Тут з кухні прибігла тітка, почувши наші голоси, вийшов дідусь. Він обняв доньку, вони ще довго стояли, витираючи одне одному сльози. Дідусь щось говорив мамі пошепки, а вона плакала…
Ось уже багато років я живу в селі, у мене велика і дружня родина, підростають діти, я дотепер веду уроки в початкових класах, а головне – нарешті я знайшла рідних людей, яких колись мама вважала чужими. Мама нікуди не поїхала, нарешті вона помирилася з батьком і сестрою, а те, що було в минулому, нехай там і залишається…
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You Don’t Deserve It — “After my divorce, I thought I’d never be able to trust anyone again,” Andrew said, turning an empty espresso cup between his fingers. His voice broke and trembled so convincingly that Ksenia instinctively leaned closer. “You know, when you’ve been betrayed, it’s like losing a part of yourself. She left a scar I’ll never get over. I truly believed I wouldn’t survive it…” Andrew sighed heavily and talked for a long time—about the wife who never appreciated him, about the pain that wouldn’t let go, about how terrified he was to start over. Every word settled in Ksenia’s heart like a warm pebble, and she already imagined she’d be the woman to restore his faith in love. Together, they would heal his wounds. He’d finally see that real happiness was possible—with her. It wasn’t until their second date, between dessert and coffee, that Andrew mentioned Maxim… “I have a son, by the way. He’s seven. He lives with his mother, but spends every weekend with me. The court decided that.” “That’s wonderful!” Ksenia gave a bright smile. “Children are such a blessing.” She pictured Saturday morning breakfasts for three, trips to the park, cozy evenings watching TV. The boy would need a woman’s care, a mother’s warmth. She would be his second mum—not to replace the real one, of course, but to be someone close, someone he could rely on… “You’re really sure you don’t mind?” Andrew looked at her with an odd smirk that Ksenia mistook for distrust. “Most women run for the hills when they hear I have a child.” “I’m not most women,” she replied proudly. …The first weekend with Maxim was a proper celebration. Ksenia made blueberry pancakes—his favourite, as Andrew had warned her. She patiently sat with a maths textbook, making problems easy to understand, washed his dinosaur T-shirt, ironed his school uniform, made sure he was in bed by nine. “You should take a break,” she told Andrew one day, noticing how he sprawled out on the sofa with the remote in his hand. “I’ve got this.” Andrew nodded—gratefully, so she thought at the time. Now she realised it was the nod of a man accepting what was rightfully his. …Months became years. Ksenia worked as a manager in a logistics company—out at eight in the morning, back at seven at night. The pay was pretty decent, as far as London went. Enough for two. But there were three of them. “They’ve delayed the project again,” Andrew would announce as if reporting a natural disaster. “The client bailed. But there’s a big contract just round the corner, I promise.” The big contract hovered on the horizon for a year and a half. Sometimes it seemed closer, sometimes it drifted away, but it never actually arrived. The bills, on the other hand, showed up right on cue. Rent. Electricity. Internet. Groceries. Child maintenance for Marina. New trainers for Max. School fees. Ksenia paid the lot without complaint. She saved on lunches, brought in tubs of pasta, refused to take a taxi even in the pouring rain. She hadn’t splashed out on a manicure for over a year—did her own nails, trying not to think about how she used to afford pampering at the salon. In three years Andrew gave her flowers exactly three times. She remembered each bunch—cheap, slightly withered supermarket roses from the corner stall, the thorns already broken off. Probably a discount… The first bouquet came as an apology after Andrew called her hysterical in front of Max. The second—after a row when her friend visited with no warning. The third was brought home after he missed her birthday because he stayed out with his mates (or simply forgot…) “Andrew, I don’t need expensive presents,” she tried to keep her voice gentle, choosing every word. “But sometimes, I’d just like to know you’re thinking of me. Even a card…” His face twisted instantly. “Money, it’s always about money with you, isn’t it? Presents, presents. Does love mean anything to you? All I’ve been through, and you complain?” “I didn’t mean—” “You don’t deserve it.” Andrew spat the words at her like mud. “After everything I’ve done for you, you still find something to whinge about.” Ksenia fell silent. She always did—it was just easier that way. Easier to live, easier to breathe, easier to pretend everything was fine. Strangely, Andrew always managed to find money for nights out with friends. Pubs, watching the football, café meetups every Thursday. He’d come home tipsy and cheerful, reeking of sweat and cigarettes, falling onto the bed without noticing Ksenia was still awake. She told herself: this is just how things are. Love means sacrifice. Love means patience. He’ll change. Of course he’ll change. I just have to wait a bit longer, love him a bit harder, give him all the support he needs—he’s been through so much… …Any talk of a wedding was like walking through a minefield. “We’re happy as we are—why do we need a piece of paper?” Andrew would shrug off the subject as if batting away a fly. “After what happened with Marina, I need time.” “Three years, Andrew. Three years is a long time.” “You’re putting pressure on me! It’s always the same with you.” He’d storm out of the room and end the conversation. Ksenia really wanted children. Her own, flesh and blood. She was twenty-eight, and her biological clock seemed to tick louder every month. But Andrew wasn’t up for being a father again—he already had a son, and, in his mind, that was plenty. …That Saturday she only asked for one day. Just one single day. “The girls have invited me round. We haven’t seen each other in ages. I’ll be back by evening.” Andrew looked at her as if she’d just announced plans to run off to another continent. “And Max?” “You’re his dad. You can spend the day with your son.” “So now you’re abandoning us? On a Saturday? When I was planning to have a break?” Ksenia blinked. Then blinked again. In three years she had never left them alone. Not once. She cooked, cleaned, helped with schoolwork, did the washing, ironing—all while holding down a full-time job. “I just want to see my friends. For a few hours… And he’s your son, Andrew. Surely you can spend one day with him without me?” “You should love my son as you love me!” Andrew suddenly roared. “You’re living in my flat, eating my food, and now you’re showing your true colours?!” His flat. His food. Ksenia was the one paying the rent. Ksenia bought the food from her wages. For three years she’d supported a man who shouted at her for wanting a day with her friends. She looked at Andrew—at his twisted face, the vein bulging on his forehead, clenched fists—and for the first time, truly saw him. Not the tragic victim of fate, not some lost soul in need of saving, but a grown man who was a master at exploiting someone else’s kindness. To him, Ksenia wasn’t a beloved partner or a future wife—just a financial backer and unpaid housekeeper. Nothing more. When Andrew left to drop Max off with Marina, Ksenia pulled out a travel bag. Her hands moved calmly, confidently—no shaking, no doubt. Passport. Phone. Charger. A couple of T-shirts. Jeans. The rest she could buy later. The rest didn’t matter. She didn’t bother leaving a note. What was the point of explaining things to someone who never really saw her anyway? The door closed quietly behind her. No drama. The phone calls started within the hour. First one, then another, then a deluge—an incessant ringing that made the phone vibrate in her hand. “Ksenia, where are you?! What’s going on?! I come home and you’re not here! How dare you? Where’s dinner? Am I supposed to go hungry? What’s all this nonsense?” She listened to his voice—angry, demanding, full of self-righteous outrage—and was amazed. Even now, when she’d left, Andrew only thought about himself. His inconvenience. Who would cook for him now? Not a single “sorry.” Not one “are you okay?” Just “how dare you.” Ksenia blocked his number. Then she found his profile in her chat app—blocked it. Social media—blocked. Every avenue he could use to reach her, she built a wall. Three years. Three years of living with a man who didn’t love her. Who used her kindness like it was disposable. Who convinced her that sacrificing herself was what love was all about. But love isn’t like that. Love doesn’t humiliate. Love doesn’t turn a living, breathing person into the hired help. Ksenia walked through the London evening—and, for the first time in ages, breathing came easy. She vowed to herself: never again would she confuse love with self-sacrifice. Never again would she rescue those who only trade on pity. Always, from now on, she would choose herself. Only herself.
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