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Come, my lady, and treat the young miss to some delightful pastries!
Here, madam, have a cake for the little one! says the man perched on the steps of the bakery, his coat still damp from the drizzle and his eyes heavy with sleep. Usually passersby glide past him like theyre ignoring a shadow, but now, as he slides a few crumpled pounds from his pocket and holds them out to the woman scolding her child, the whole street seems to hold its breath.
The child sobs loudly for a chocolate cake, and her mother, cheeks flushed with embarrassment and helplessness, whispers between clenched teeth, Weve no money left for the bakery, love we only have a piece of pie at home! It must be terrible for a mother to watch her little one wail over something so small, while deep inside she knows that in another time that tiny wish could have been granted. Today, every penny counts.
The beggar watches them for a moment, perhaps recalling his own childhood, or a time when his mother would wipe his nose and promise everything would be alright. He feels the pain isnt really about the cake; its about powerlessness.
Take it, madam. Let her have a little joy. Ill manage, he says. The woman freezes, about to refuse, but his hand is firm and warm, as if hes offering more than cashhes handing over a blessing. The girl stops crying, staring at him with wide eyes, as if a gentle giant from a story has appeared.
Thank you the mother manages to murmur, tears choking her throat.
Dont thank me, love. Thank the Good Lord that He still lets us be human, he replies, pulling his tattered hood over his head and settling back onto the steps. He asks for nothing, expects no gratitudejust a flicker of light in a grey day.
The next morning, the woman returns, a plastic tin clutched in her hand. She moves slowly, eyes darting left and right, wary of onlookers. He is still on the same step, in the same corner of the city, his thin coat no match for the chill.
When he sees her, he starts to rise, but she waves his hand away. Hold on, dont get up. Ive brought something. She places the tin beside him.
Pie I baked it today. Dont be angry with me my little one is a bit fussy. She wants shopbought sweets, not homemade treats. Times are tight, and we cant afford any whims. But I wanted to thank you.
He looks up, his eyes clouded by nights that have outlasted days, yet a warm glow flickers within them.
Thank you, madam I didnt have to.
Didnt have to, she says, then, shyly, as if afraid to hurt him, Tell me how did you end up here?
He sighs deeply, rubbing his hands together as if warming a story might make it flow easier.
Like you see, the drink got me. That was my favourite cake and it swallowed me whole. I didnt wake up one morning on the pavement. I came down step by stepone today, two tomorrow. When I finally looked around, there was nobody left.
He pauses.
But it wasnt poverty, cold or hunger that woke me. One night, I was drunk as a sailor and sleeping on a park bench. I was a sack of rags. Another drunk came along and started beating me for no reason. Maybe he didnt even know who he was striking. I was too dizzy to move, only feeling fists and feet, powerless.
She puts a hand to her mouth, startled.
Then I thought, if I drink again Ill never see spring again. No one will look for me, no one will mourn me. That scared me badly.
He shudders, remembering the blows as if they were a cold death that jolted his brain awake. Since that night, Ive never touched the bottle again.
He glances at the tin, almost with reverence.
Know this, madam Im grateful to have ended up on the streets, otherwise Id have given up. Here, on these steps, among people who may or may not notice me, I found a reason to live again.
She cant speak. She sits beside him on a lower step, level with his world.
And I thank you too, she whispers, for yesterdays cake and todays lesson.
He offers a rare, warm smile, the kind of smile a man who hasnt forgotten how to be human wears even when life has taken almost everything.
Sometimes the ones we judge by torn clothes or crooked paths carry the deepest lesson in humanity. Kindness isnt measured in pounds, generosity isnt kept in a wallet, but in the heart. And life, now and then, shows that a small act can lift a soul, save a day, or heal a wound.
