Hello, It’s Me – Your Granddaughter

It was my grandmother who opened the door when we knocked.

“Your mothers come for you. Get your things ready,” the matron had said.

They say every child in the orphanage longs to hear those words. But Alice flinched as if struck. “Hurry up, then. Why are you just sitting there?” Miss Eleanor frowned, baffled by the girls lack of joy. Life in the home was no picnicchildren ran away to the streets rather than stay. Yet here was Alice, being returned to her own family, and she acted as though it were a punishment.

“I dont want to go,” Alice muttered, turning to the window. Her friend Emily shot her a sideways glance but stayed silent. She couldnt understand it either. Emily wouldve given anything to go home, if only someone had wanted her there.

“Alice, whats the matter?” Miss Eleanor pressed. “Your mothers waiting.”

“I dont want to see her. And I dont want to go back.”

The other girls had begun to eavesdrop, so Miss Eleanor guided Alice to an empty office, sympathy softening her expression.

“Your mothers made mistakes, yes. But shes clearly trying. They wouldnt let her take you otherwise.”

“You think this is the first time?” Alice scoffed. “This is my second stint in care. Last time, she pretended to turn her life aroundhid the bottles, cleaned the flat, bought food, even got a job. When the social worker checked, everything looked perfect. Then they sent me back, and she slipped right into her old ways. She only cares about the benefits.”

“Alice, theres nothing I can do. Surely home is better than here?”

“Better?” Alices voice cracked. “Do you know what its like to go hungry? To wear ruined trainers in freezing weather? To lock yourself in your room, praying her drunk mates dont come knocking? Why wont they just take her rights away?”

Tears welled in her eyes. The orphanage was no paradise, but at least she was fed, clothed, and safe. Home meant none of those things.

“I cant help you,” Miss Eleanor sighed.

She pitied the girl. Bright, sharp for her ageunusual in a place like this. Maybe her mother had been someone once, before the drink took hold. In seven years of working at the home, Miss Eleanor had never met a child who refused to go home.

“Could I live on my own?” Alice asked. “Id find work, rent a room.”

“Not until youre eighteen.”

“Im nearly sixteen! Im not a child!”

Miss Eleanor agreedAlice was far too grown for her years. But the law was the law.

“You need a proper guardian. Is there anyone else who could take you? Someone who could petition for custody?”

“Theres no one. My nan was alright, but shes gone now.”

“What about your father?”

“Dead. Drank himself to death.”

Alice said it so matter-of-factly. In her world, it was ordinary.

“Any relatives on his side?”

Alice hesitated. “Think he had a mother, but they werent in touch. Cant blame herI wouldnt speak to him either.”

“Listen,” Miss Eleanor leaned in, “go home for now. Ill see if I can find your grandmother. Deal?”

Alice nodded. What choice did she have?

Her mother put on a show, weeping and begging forgiveness when they met. Alice didnt react. She knew the act would drop the moment they stepped through the door.

It did. The first day, her mother kept up pretenses. By the second, she came home with a bottle.

Everything returned to hell. Her mother lost her job, and Alice was back in that flat, listening to the shouts and the clink of glass. When a drunken stranger stumbled into her room one night, and she barely fought him off, Alice had had enough.

Thankfully, Miss Eleanor had given her a number. Alice called, voice shaking. “Its the streets or the home. I cant stay here.”

“I found your grandmother,” Miss Eleanor said. “Ill speak to her. If she agrees, and the homes suitable, she could take custody.”

Alice begged to go along. She didnt know the woman, but she prayed she wouldnt turn her away. Just two more years, and shed be free.

The door opened to a woman in her sixties, tall and striking.

“Can I help you?”

“Margaret Whitmore?” Miss Eleanor asked.

“Yes.”

“Im your granddaughter,” Alice cut in. No point dancing around it.

“Excuse me?”

“Your son was my father.”

Margarets face betrayed nothing. “And what do you want from me?”

“Could we talk?” Miss Eleanor interjected before Alice could speak again.

Margaret sighed but let them in. Tea was poured, though her gaze kept flickering to Alice as if she were some oddity. Miss Eleanor explained the situation.

“Alice will likely go back into care. Unless you take her in.”

“Why should I?”

“Shes your family.”

“I dont know her. And frankly, Id rather forget my son ever existed.”

“Mrs. Whitmore, Alice is living in terrible conditions. If you could just”

Alice interrupted. “You dont know me, and I dont know you. And Id love to forget my parents too. But the law says I cant live alone yet. I need someone to sign papers, let me stay till Im eighteen. Ill buy my own food, clotheseverything. The state allowance youd get for me? Keep it. I dont care. If I had another relative, I wouldnt be here.”

Miss Eleanor shot her a warning look, but Margaret seemed almost impressed.

“They say drinkers children are slow. Clearly not in your case. So youd stay two years, then leave?”

“I promise.”

Margaret exhaled. “Fine. But rules: dont call me Nan, dont touch my things, and no friends in my house. Understood?”

“Crystal.”

Miss Eleanor made the calls. Another inspection was ordered, and this time, Alices mother lost her rights. Margaret signed the papers, and Alice had a new home.

Brave as she acted, Alice was terrified. Two months of school left, no moneywhat if Margaret truly let her starve?

But that first evening, Margaret called her to dinner. Alice hadnt eaten a proper meal in years.

The next day, Margaret grimaced at Alices worn shoes. “After school, were buying you decent clothes,” she said, brooking no argument.

“Ive no money.”

“My money. Id rather spend it than be embarrassed.”

Alice didnt argue.

Margaret bought her everythingeven asked her opinion, which stunned Alice.

A week later, Margaret summoned her. “Hows school?”

“Fine.”

“Let me see your grades.”

“Its all online now.”

“Good grief. As if papers gone extinct. Show me, then.”

Alice did, unashamed. Shed always worked hard, knowing no one would hand her opportunities.

“Well done,” Margaret said, and Alice flushed. “With marks like these, youre staying for sixth form. Then university.”

“Easy for you to say. Wholl pay for it?”

Margaret straightened. “Youll stay here. Through uni. Understood?”

Alice barely believed it. Shed wanted to keep studying but thought it impossible.

Bit by bit, the wall between them crumbled. Margaret asked about Alices life, sometimes even about her sonthough quickly, as if ashamed to care.

Alice finished school, got into uniwith Margaret hiring tutors to help her catch up. That summer, Alice found a job, ready to move out as agreed.

Then Margaret had a heart attack.

Alice found her on the floor, barely breathing, and panicked, certain she was dead.

Thankfully, she recovered. When visiting hours came, Alice rushed in.

“Nan!” she blurted, then froze. “SorryMargaret. How are you?”

Margaret smiled, stroking Alices hair. “Call me Nan. Its nice. Ill be alright, though itll take time.”

“Ill look after you! Ill stay till youre better!”

“I wont be a burden.”

“You put up with me for two years. A stranger dumped on your doorstep. You gave me more than my own mother ever did. And Ill care for you whether you like it or not.”

Margaret drew a shaky breath, eyes glistening.

“Fine. One condition.”

“What?”

“No student halls. Youll live with me.”

Alice hugged her tightsomething shed wanted to do for ages.

“Deal.”