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Їй було тридцять: нічна зміна, п’яний чоловік і плач доньки: “Не йди!

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Їй було тридцять. Вона йшла на нічну зміну, на підлозі хропів п’яний чоловік, а донька тримала її за пальто і плакала: — Не йди!
Син мовчки проводжав її поглядом — він був старшим за сестру на цілих півтора роки. Через кілька днів вона дізналася, що в сусідньому містечку, в одному з відділень, потрібна медсестра. Її прийняли. Вдалося купити старий будиночок на околиці. В кредит. Увесь цей час вона була схожою на танк, бульдозер: не можна повертати, лише вперед, не думати про труднощі. Вона отямилась, коли поїхала вантажівка, залишаючи за собою пилюку, що швидко сідає, а в кімнатці з низькими стелями — гора речей. Коли підняла відро чистої смачної води з колодязя. Коли затопила піч і дім наповнився теплом. У цьому маленькому старому будиночку вони мають бути щасливі!
Щастя було багато: сонце у маленькі віконця, ранкові купання в річці, теплий ґанок, на якому приємно стояти босими ногами, перші сходи кропу і моркви на грядці, кава на сніданок. І нічого, що кава була найдешевшою, розчинною, а на вечерю були порожні макарони. Зате на душі було спокійно. Вона берегла їхній маленький світ від спроб чоловіка повернути сім’ю, згадуючи плач доньки. Ніколи!
Після щомісячних платежів банку грошей залишалося небагато, але через пару місяців вона “встала на рейки”, почала планувати залишки зарплати і на їжу, і на речі. Вона вчилася покладатися на себе, не скиглити, просто йти вперед. А діти принесли бездомну собаку.
Підліток-щеня, ледве стояв на лапах, хитався від слабкості та дивився на неї гноїстими очима. Він зробив два ковтки теплого молока і впав. Через 10 хвилин набрався сил і зробив ще кілька ковтків. Вижив. Потім з’явилося кошеня. З діркою в зникаючому тільці, обвугленими залишками вусів. Також вижило. Всі вижили.
Майже одразу, як тільки усвідомила, що вони твердо стоять на ногах, що восени у них будуть власні овочі, посадила яблуню. Завжди вважала, що якщо є свій дім і клаптик землі, обов’язково має бути і яблуня.
— Яку вам? — запитала жінка в розсаднику.
— Не знаю, — відповіла вона і усміхнулася.
— Візьміть цю. Вона несла додому гілку і навіть не уявляла, що через кілька років усі будуть захоплюватися медовими до прозорості яблуками, з яких виходить надзвичайно смачна шарлотка та дивовижне ароматне варення.
Один з куточків ділянки виявився зачарованим: він, попри сонячність і відкритість, був покритий зеленим мохом. Гілки малини тут ставали рахітичними і засихали, ніби їх посадили в піски Сахари, а не в удобрену і политу землю. Саджанець кедра три роки стояв там у стані глибокої коми, потім на тонкому стовбурці виростила велика пухлина і він загинув. Вона плакала над ним, наче над близькою людиною, а потім посадила сливу. Гілочка сливи, прийшовши в себе після галасливої й людної площі, де її виставляли на всеознайомлення, випила багато смачної криничної води, оглянулася, побачила навколо зелений моховий килимок і вигукнула: — Те, що треба! На третій рік життя слива порадувала десятком перших плодів, а морозною малосніжною зимою замерзла. Але не загинула. Наступного літа вона виростила на залишеному в живих залишку стовбура товсті гілки, а на другий рік так обвішалася сливами, що всі дивувалися, не забуваючи при цьому набивати свої кишені величезними щільними і солодкими плодами.
А ще їй віддали саджанець вишні: якщо не візьмеш — викинемо. Посадила. За три роки вишня перетворилася на дерево, але плодоносила мало. Вона підійшла до нього ранньою весною з сокирою, постояла… — Гаразд, живи.
У серпні дерево було так обвішане великими, матово-блискучими на сонці буряковими боками ягід, що знову всі дивувалися і захоплювалися, не забуваючи випльовувати кісточки.
У її житті більше не було чоловіків. Усю чоловічу роботу по дому взяв на себе дорослішаючий син. І ніколи, яким би важким не був час, вона не шкодувала про минуле життя. Мир, щастя і спокій у маленькому старому будиночку краще, ніж життя з алкоголіком у квартирі з усіма зручностями. Вона це знає, як ніхто інший.
Сьогодні вона варить собі вранці дорогу каву. Найкращу. Це їй діти купують. А з чашкою в руках вона любить стояти біля великого вікна. Вже немає тих маленьких віконець, як і самого старенького будиночка з низькими стелями. Бо дім тепер інший: новий, з великими вікнами.
Інший собака тепер лежить на теплому ґанку, а в кріслі — інший кіт…
Але всі ті ж дерева розквітнуть цієї весни, порадують усіх солодкими яблуками, великими сливами і розсипом бордової вишні. А вона буде варити варення і пекти шарлотку. І в домі буде солодко пахнути ваніллю, корицею і щастям…

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Never Fully Forgotten Every day, Prokhor commuted home from work—first the London Underground, then the bus, until finally arriving at his flat. The journey took over an hour each way. His car spent more time parked than driven, as morning and evening traffic in London was so dreadful that taking the tube was much quicker. About two years ago, his family life changed—he and his wife quietly separated. Their daughter, who was seventeen at the time, stayed with her mother. Prokhor wasn’t one for loud arguments—he’d always disliked drama. He noticed his wife had changed for the worse; she grew irritable without reason, disappeared for hours, sometimes coming home late, always claiming she’d been with a friend. One day, Prokhor asked: “Where do you go so late? Most wives are home by this hour.” “None of your business. Those ‘normal wives’ are hens. I’m different—clever and sociable. Being home all the time suffocates me. And I’m not a country bumpkin like you. 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