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Liz stood in the middle of the living room, her holiday ticket tucked inside her purse
Elsie stood in the middle of the parlour, the holiday ticket tucked inside her handbag. Thomass eyes burned with anger, his voice echoing off the walls like a hollow refrain. She felt the weight of all those years of sacrifice, all the dreams buried beneath the burden of the mortgage, and every broken promise gathering inside her like a rising tide, ready to pull her under.
“Thomas,” she said softly, almost pleading, “do you remember when we signed the loan papers? You said wed be a team, that wed endure it together, that wed fight for our future. I did my part. I carried the weight. For seven years! And now, when we could finally breathe you tell me your mothers bathroom is more important than my soul?”
Her husband turned sharply away, avoiding her gaze.
“You dont understand, Elsie. Shes my mother. If we dont help her, who will?”
“And what am I?” Elsie burst out, raising her voice for the first time in years. “Am I not your family? The woman who paid every instalment, who gave up new clothes, holidays, even friends, just so we could manage? Your mother has lived her life. Im still waiting for mine!”
Thomas fell silent, torn between two loyalties.
The days that followed passed in heavy quiet. Margaret rang every day, asking when the bathroom renovation would begin. Thomas answered vaguely or avoided her calls altogether. Between him and Elsie, an invisible wall grewcold and unyielding. She slept turned away; he spent evenings scrolling mindlessly through his phone.
But Elsie had already made her decision.
One morning, she packed a suitcasetwo summer dresses, a swimsuit shed never worn, sandals, and her passport. On the bedside table, she left a short note:
*”Thomas, Ive dreamed of the sea for seven years. Im going, whether you like it or not. You can choose to come with me or stay. The choice is yours. E.”*
She shut the door behind her without looking back.
On the aeroplane, ticket to Malta in hand, she felt a weight lift from her shouldersone shed carried for far too long. Gazing through the window at the clouds, she thought of childhood trips to Brighton with her parents. She remembered the salt air, the crash of waves, hot sand underfoot. For the first time in years, she felt hope.
At the hotel, she sat on the balcony, mesmerised by the deep blue of the Mediterranean. Her heart beat faster, as if she were reclaiming life itself. In the evening, she walked down to the shore, let the waves wash over her feet, and weptnot from sorrow, but relief.
Thomas, left alone, found the note. He read it again and again, each word searing into his thoughts. He pictured Elsie on the beach, her eyes bright with the smile he hadnt seen in years. And then it struck himhe had stolen her best years, and now he might lose her forever.
That evening, when Margaret called once more, he answered coldly:
“Mother, the bathroom can wait. Elsie cant.”
For the first time, the older woman had no reply.
Three days later, Thomas landed in Valletta. He searched for her on the beach, in the flower-lined alleyways, in the hotel dining room. Finally, he spotted her alone at a table, a glass of white wine in hand.
“Elsie,” he whispered, breathless. “Ive come.”
She looked at him a long while, silent. In her eyes, he saw regret, wearinessand a flicker of longing.
“I dont know, Thomas,” she said slowly. “I dont know if I have the strength to believe in us anymore.”
“I swear, this time Ill stand by you,” he replied. “I wont make you choose between us and my mother again. Shes had her life. You are my life now.”
Simple words, yet they moved her deeply. She let him sit beside her. It wasnt full forgivenessbut it was a beginning.
That holiday wasnt just about the sea, the sand, or the sun. It was about reclaiming herself. Elsie swam for hours, laughed as she hadnt in years, devoured seafood with relish. Thomas watched her as if rediscovering the woman hed once fallen for.
On their last day, stretched out on sun loungers, Elsie said:
“If were to go on, Thomas, we must learn to live for ourselves. We cant spend our lives enslaved to others needs.”
He nodded. He knew it wouldnt be easybut he understood what theyd nearly lost.
Back home, Margaret tried once more to press for the renovation. This time, Thomas was firm:
“Mother, well help where we can. But we wont shoulder your whole life. Elsie and I must live for ourselves too.”
Elsie watched him, surprised and relieved. For the first time in years, she didnt feel alone in the fight.
The years that followed were different. Not perfect, but different. Every summer, Elsie and Thomas escaped to the coast, even if only for a weekend. She allowed herself small joysa new dress, perfume, candlelit dinners. And whenever she recalled those seven years of sacrifice, she thought it had been worth itbecause now, she knew how to fight for her dreams.
For true freedom in life doesnt begin when you pay off the last bank instalment. It begins when you can say “no” to those who would take your soul.
