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Marrying Outside the Lines
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My daughter came home late from the hospital, where she worked as a nurse in A&E. She took a long shower, then wandered into the kitchen in her dressing gown.
There are cutlets and pasta in the pan, her mother offered, watching her daughters face and trying to suss out what was wrong. Tired, Lucy? Somethings bothering you, isnt it?
Im not eating. I look terrible as it is, and if I put on weight, no one will look at me at all, Lucy replied gloomily, pouring herself some tea.
Oh, dont start that again, her mum protested. Youve got everything a girl could wantclever eyes, nice nose, proper lipsstop putting yourself down, Lucy.
Easy for you to say! All my friends are married already, and Im not. Only the really rubbish blokes ever fancy me. The ones I like never notice me. Whats wrong with me, Mum? Lucy asked, waiting solemnly for an answer.
You just havent met the right one yet, thats all. Your time will come, her mum tried to reassure her, but Lucy grew even more frustrated.
Yeah well, my eyes are clever because theyre tiny. My lips are thin and look at my nose! If we had any money, Id get a nose job, but were skint! I might as well just settle for one of the injured lads from the hospitalthere are loads whose girlfriends dumped them after their accidents. What else am I supposed to do? Im thirty-three, I cant wait around forever.
Oh, Lucy, what are you on about? Your dads legs have never been strong, but I hoped at least a son-in-law would help out at the allotment, that would really be something, else how are we going to manage? her mum said, regretting it instantly.
Not that you should think all injured people live poorly, but what good would it do you, love? What about Alex from next door? Hes fancied you for years. Strong lad. Youd have healthy babies together, and
Mum, please. Alex cant hold down a job, and he loves a pint too much. I cant have a conversation with him! Lucy protested.
Why do you need to talk that much anyway? I can tell him to dig over the garden, then we have lunch. Or I can send him to the shops. Hes a good lad, hardworking too, maybe youd get on? her mum tried, but Lucy just pushed aside her half-finished tea and stood up.
Im going to bed. I thought you saw me differently, but youre just like everyone elsethink Im some sort of freak.
No, Lucy, love her mum called after her, but Lucy just waved her away. Thats enough, Mum!
And with that, she closed her bedroom door right in her mothers face.
Lucy lay awake for ages, thinking of the young man theyd recently brought into A&E. Hed lost his lower leg after being trapped under a fallen slab in an abandoned building. Hed gone inside for some reason, they hadnt got him out quick enough, and the doctors couldnt save his leg. No one visited him. He was still in his twenties.
At first, after the operation, hed watched Lucy with pleading eyes, holding her hand, needing reassurance. But once hed fully realised his situation, hed just stare sombrely at the ceiling, silent. For some reason, she felt sorry for him most of allperhaps because he had no one visiting.
Do you think Ill ever walk again? he asked her recently, still staring away, and Lucy had replied firmly, Of course you will. Youre young; youll heal.
Thats what they all say. Try living without a legsee how it feels, he snapped all of a sudden, turning away as if it were her fault.
Well, who told you to go inside that building? Lucy shot back. Its your own doing!
Thought I saw something, he muttered grudgingly, and now whenever she came in, hed turn his face to the wall.
Lucy took a good look at himhis eyes were light, cold as ice, but his face was rather handsome. What a pity this had happened to him.
Feeling sorry for me, are you? he caught her looking one day. Thats all I get these dayspity. No one can love a bloke like me.
No one loves people like me, either. And Ive still got all my limbs. Im just wrong somehow, and no one even feels sorry. If Id lost my legs, maybe then they would! Lucy snapped, feeling tears well up.
But, for the first time, he smiled at her, his whole face softening.
Youre daft, you know that? Youre not ugly. I look at you and honestly envy whoever you choose. Think Im joking?
Lucy stared at him, and the funny thing was, she believed him. Without thinking, she asked what had been on her mind for a while:
What if I chose you? Would you marry me? Youre quiet nownot saying anything means youre lying!
She made to leave, feeling stung.
But the young man pushed himself up on his elbows, as if to chase after her. He looked helpless and suddenly called, Marry me, Lucy. I swear, soon no onell even notice about my leg. Ill get back on my feetdont go, Lucy!
Lucy stopped in the corridor, on the verge of tears, but suddenly a warm certainty filled her. He was the one.
It didnt matter about her nose or her eyes or his missing leg. Theyd met, and that was it.
Just as Mum had said: the right time comes for everyone.
The manMichael was his namethrew himself into rehabilitation with real determination. With Lucy in his life, he had a purpose: he wanted to stand on his own two feet, quite literally, for their shared future.
He wanted Lucy to be happy and know she mattered dearly to someone. He needed her, he truly didlife only made sense with her by his side.
Youre in love, arent you? her mum asked slyly. Look at you blooming! Didnt you say you werent the pretty one?
Lucy didnt even deny it. She was floatingher one wish now was for Michael to master his prosthesis and walk confidently.
They spent longer and longer togetherfirst in the clinic courtyard, then along festive, brightly lit streets as Christmas drew near.
One night, I saw it there, the old building, Michael pointed out. The spot where I was trapped.
And why did you go in? Youve never told me, Lucy remembered.
Youll laugh. There was this stray puppyscrawny, black with white freckles. I thought hed freeze, wanted to bring him home. Didnt fancy living alone, he explained.
Isnt that a dog over there, skinny looking soul, watching us but too wary to come closer? Lucy pointed.
Thats probably him! Michael said, delighted, as the dog followed them all the way home, keeping a careful distance.
At least Lucy landed herself a handsome husband, younger than her, with his own flatand no mother-in-law! her friends laughed at the wedding.
Her mother shed a tear when Michael started calling her Mum. Hed been raised in a childrens home with no family at all. He was a good, kind manand, most importantly, they loved each other. May happiness be theirs.
Forget about the allotmentit can wait. Besides, Michael took on every chore with gusto, and always succeeded!
For now, Lucy, Michael, and the dognow called Busterlive together. But soon therell be four, as Lucy and Michael are expecting a daughter.
Never give up hope, or you might just miss your chance at happiness. Lifes true beauty lies in its glorious unpredictability.
