З життя
Мені 58 років. Живу одна, але не почуваюся самотньою
Мені 58 років. Живу сама — але самотньою себе не відчуваю.
З чоловіком ми розлучилися багато років тому, і з того часу я навчилася цінувати свою свободу. У мене є єдиний син, Олесь, йому тридцять. Ми з ним дуже близькі, і це наповнює моє життя щастям. Нещодавно Олесь одружився, але наші відносини залишилися такими ж теплими. Він часто дзвонить, ми довго балакаємо, сміємося, згадуємо минуле. Його дружина, Марічка, виявилася чудовою дівчиною — щирою, доброю, з великим серцем. Рада, що син обрав собі таку дружину.
Живу в невеличкому, але затишному будинку на околиці Києва. Тихо, спокійно, є маленький город, де я люблю попрацювати. Вирощую квіти, трішки овочів — це моє хобі та радість. Сусіди у нас добрі, завжди запрошують на чай, розповідають новини. Іногда жартую, що моє життя — як серіал: завжди є про що поговорити.
Раніше працювала бухгалтером, а тепер на пенсії, й у мене з’явився час для себе. Люблю читати — особливо детективи та історичні романи. Іноді передивляюся старі фільми — вони повертають мене у молодість. Ще обожнюю в’язати: шкарпетки, хустки, светри — для Олеся й Марічки. Вони сміються, що я їх «засипаю» подарунками, але по їхніх очах видно, що їм це приємно.
Буває, іноді накатує сум за минулим. Молодість, перше кохання, спільні мрії з чоловіком — все це лишилося у пам’яті. Але я не даю собі довго сумувати. Життя навчило мене бути сильною. Розлучення дало мені свободу. Тепер я живу з відчуттям, що кожен новий день — це шанс. Останнім часом записалася на курси англійської. Мрію подорожувати, може, навіть виїхати за кордон. Олесь підтримує, каже, що я ще всіх переганяю.
Мій син — моя гордість. Він інженер, відповідальний, працьовитий. Я завжди хотіла бути йому не лише матір’ю, а й подругою. Він розповідає про роботу, плани, а я — про свої маленькі радощі. Його весілля було справжньою подією. Дуже хвилювалася, але все вийшло чудово: музика, сміх, щасливі очі молодят. Марічка одразу стала рідною, і я дякую їй за теплі стосунки.
Іноді думаю про майбутнє. Звісно, мрію про онуків, але не поспішаю — у них ще все попереду. Хай насолоджуються часом удвох. А я живу своїм життям і радію кожному дню. У моєму віці я зрозуміла: щастя — не у великому, а в дрібницях. У посмішці сина, у теплій розмові, у квітці, що розцвіла у городі. Я не сама, бо моє серце повне любові.
Життя — це подорож, і я вдячна за кожен його етап. Попереду ще стільки цікавого! Може, заведу собаку — Олесь підказує, що мені потрібен «компаньйон». Хто знає, може, це буде моя нова сторінка. А поки що я щаслива тим, що маю, і дякую долі за сина, за нашу близькість і за кожну маленьку радість, яку дарує день.
Що я винесла з цього? Живи заразом. Не шукай щастя далеко — воно завжди поряд.
A Sold Friend: Grandad’s Tale And He Understood Me! It Was No Fun – I Realized What a Foolish Idea It Was. I Sold Him. He Thought It Was a Game, Until He Realized I’d Truly Sold Him. Times, After All, Are Different for Everyone. For Some, All-Inclusive Isn’t All That Generous, While Others Just Dream of Fresh Bread and Sausage. That’s how we lived – each in our own way, with all sorts of ups and downs. I was little back then. My uncle – Uncle George – gave me a shepherd puppy, and I was over the moon. The pup bonded with me, understood me at a glance, looked into my eyes and waited, waited for my signal. “Lie down,” I would say after a pause, and he would lie, gazing up at me loyally as though ready to die for me. “Serve,” I commanded, and the puppy would clamber up on chubby legs and freeze, swallowing anxiously, waiting for a reward – a tasty treat. But I had nothing to spoil him with. We were barely managing ourselves. Times were tough. My uncle, Uncle George, my mum’s brother who had given me the puppy, once said to me: “Don’t be upset, lad. Look how loyal he is! Sell him, then call for him, and he’ll run back to you. No one will see. You’ll have some money for a treat for you and your mum, and for him too. Trust me, I’m telling you something useful.” The idea sounded good to me. I didn’t realize then how wrong it was – an adult suggested it, and besides, it’d just be a joke, and I could get a treat. I whispered into Loyal’s warm, furry ear that I’d give him away, then call him back, so he should come to me and escape from strangers. And he understood me! He barked, as if to agree. The next day, I put on his lead and walked him to the station. Everyone sold things there – flowers, cucumbers, apples. The crowd poured off the train, and people began buying, haggling. I stepped forward a little, pulling my dog closer. But no one approached. Almost everyone had gone when a man with a stern face came over. “You there, lad, waiting for someone, or maybe you want to sell your dog? Good, strong pup – I’ll take him,” and he pressed some money into my palm. I handed him the lead. Loyal looked around and sneezed happily. “Go on, Loyal, go with him, my friend,” I whispered, “I’ll call you, come to me.” And he went off with the man. Hiding, I watched where they went. That evening, I brought home bread, sausage, and sweets. Mum asked sternly: “Did you steal this from someone?” “No, Mum, I helped carry some things at the station, and they paid me.” “Well done, son. Now eat and let’s go to bed – I’m exhausted.” She didn’t even ask about Loyal; she didn’t care. Uncle George came by in the morning. I was getting ready for school, but all I wanted was to go call for Loyal. “So,” he chuckled, “sold your friend?” and ruffled my hair. I pulled away, refusing to answer. I hadn’t slept all night, and couldn’t eat my bread and sausage for the lump in my throat. It wasn’t fun – I realized what a stupid idea it had been. No wonder Mum never liked Uncle George. “He’s daft, don’t listen to him,” she’d always say. I grabbed my schoolbag and dashed from the house. It was three blocks to that man’s house, and I ran the whole way. Loyal sat behind a tall fence, tied up with a thick rope. I called him, but he looked at me sadly, head on his paws, tail wagging, trying to bark though his voice broke. I’d sold him. He thought it was a game, but then realized I had truly sold him. The owner came out, scolded Loyal, and he tucked in his tail. I knew then it was hopeless. That evening I worked at the station carrying bags. They paid little, but it was enough. Scared, I went to the gate and knocked. The man opened the door. “Oh, it’s you again. What do you want?” “Sir, I changed my mind,” I stammered, handing him the money he’d given me for Loyal. He squinted at me, took the money, and untied Loyal. “Here, lad. Take him. He’s been pining, not cut out for a guard dog – but mind, he may never forgive you.” Loyal looked at me mournfully. Our game had become a trial for us both. Then he walked over, licked my hand and pressed his nose into my stomach. Years have passed since then, but I know now: you never sell a friend, not even as a joke. And Mum was so glad: “I was exhausted yesterday, then remembered – where’s our dog? I’m used to that boy, he’s part of the family, our Loyal!” After that, Uncle George hardly ever visited. We didn’t find his jokes funny anymore.
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