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My Husband Made Me Coffee That Smelled Like Bitter Almonds. I Switched Cups with My Mother-in-Law. 20 Minutes Later…

The morning began as it always did. Outside, dawn had yet to break, but the muffled sounds of the waking city whispered through the window. I blinked my eyes open, stretched, and glanced at my husband, Thomas, asleep beside me. He lay on his back, one arm dangling off the bed, his face relaxed like a childs. In moments like these, I tried not to dwell on the recent arguments, his strange detachment, the way hed begun coming home late from work, muttering, Its nothingjust busy. I wanted to believe him. I wanted everything to be all right.
Good morning, I murmured, touching his shoulder.
He flinched, eyes flickering open.
Already? he muttered, yawning. Youre up early.
Fancy some coffee? I smiled. Maybe breakfast together?
Of course, he nodded, rising. Ill make it.
I smiled. It was a rare gesture of care from him. Lately, hed barely lifted a finger at home, and Id chalked it up to exhaustion. But today, he seemed different. Too attentive. Too deliberate.
I slipped into the shower, and when I returned, the rich scent of freshly brewed coffee filled the kitchen. Thomas stood at the table, pouring the dark liquid into two cups. Onemy favourite porcelain piece, painted with blue flowershe filled for me. The other, chipped on the handle (always reserved for his mother), he left empty.
Made it special for you, he said, handing me my cup. Just how you like ita dash of milk and cinnamon.
Thank you, I smiled, but then my nose caught ita sharp, chemical tang beneath the aroma. Bitter almonds.
I frowned.
Whats that smell? From the coffee?
Thomas glanced at the cup.
Dunno. Maybe the new beans? Or the milks off?
I inhaled again. Bitter almonds. I knew that scent. My grandmother had once told me: if you smell bitter almonds, its cyanide. I hadnt believed her then, but Id read it later in a chemistry book. Cyanide carries the unmistakable scent of bitter almonds. And its deadly.
My heart hammered.
Tom, youre sure you didnt mix something up? I asked, forcing calm. Im allergic to some additives. Maybe Ill take the other cup?
He stilled for a second. Then smiled.
Dont be silly. Its just coffee. Drink it before it cools.
I nodded, but just then, footsteps sounded in the hall. His mother, Margaret, emerged from her room. A stern woman with piercing eyes, she noticed everything. Wed never gotten on. She thought me unworthy of her son, too plain, too common for their family.
Good morning, she said crisply, approaching the table.
Morning, Mum, Thomas kissed her cheek. Made coffee. Heres your cup.
He pushed the empty, chipped one toward her.
Wheres my coffee? she frowned.
Just pouring it now, he said, reaching for the pot.
Then she did what saved my life.
She stood abruptly, snatched my cup, and said, You can wait.
Her eyes met mine with pure disdain.
Thomas froze. His gaze flickered to meand in that moment, I saw something terrible. Not panic. Not irritation. Disappointment.
Hurry up, then, Margaret snapped, sipping from my cup. Stop dawdling.
Thomas slowly poured coffee into the empty one.
I sat. My pulse roared. I couldnt tear my eyes from the cup in Margarets hands. The one that smelled of bitter almonds.
Too strong, she grumbled. But drinkable.
I watched Thomas. He stared at his plate, silent. No smile. No glance.
Ten minutes later, Margaret winced.
My stomach feels odd, she muttered. Dizzy
Are you unwell? I asked, fighting panic.
Yes, a bit She set the cup down. Like I cant breathe.
She stoodthen swayed. Thomas jumped up.
Mum! Whats wrong?
You you Her eyes widened. You meant for her
She collapsed.
I screamed. Thomas shouted for an ambulance, shaking her shoulders. I stood numb. It happened too fast. But one thing was clear: hed meant to kill me. And she shed taken my place.
Twenty minutes later, paramedics arrived. One sniffed the cup.
Cyanide poisoning, he said. High concentration. Shes comatose. Chances are slim.
Thomas stood pale, trembling.
I dont know how this happened I just made coffee
Where do you keep the beans? the medic asked.
In the cupboard but its a new bag, bought yesterday
Show me.
We went to the kitchen. The medic opened the tin, sniffed.
No cyanide here. Someone laced the cup or the water.
Police arrived within the hour. The questioning began.
You were the last to handle the cup, the inspector said, eyeing Thomas. You poured it.
I didnt do anything! he shouted. I love my mother!
And your wife? The inspectors gaze shifted to me.
I stayed silent.
Later, after they took Thomas in, I stood alone in the house. The cup still sat on the table. I picked it up. At the bottom, a faint powdery residue. I didnt wash it. I bagged it, hid it away.
Three days later, Margaret died. The doctors said cyanide had ravaged her brain within minutes.
At the funeral, Thomas looked hollow-eyed, pale. He carried himself like a man burdened with guilt. But I saw no grief in his eyes. Only relief.
Afterwards, he approached me.
Listen, he said. I know what you think. But I didnt kill Mum. I wanted He lowered his voice. I wanted to kill you.
I wasnt surprised. I just nodded.
Why?
Because you know, he said. About the money. The insurance. The debts. The gambling. If you left, youd take half the flat. If you died, Id get the payout. Half a million pounds. Enough to start over.
And your mother?
She suspected. Read my messages. Threatened to tell you. I had to get rid of you never thought shed drink it.
I stared at him. The man Id loved for five years. Built dreams with. Trusted.
Youd have murdered me, I said.
Yes, he admitted. But I never wanted Mum to
Go, I said. Leave this house. Dont come back.
He left. I called a solicitor. Filed for divorce. Handed the cup to the police. Forensics confirmed: cyanide. Only Thomass prints.
A month later, he was arrested. The trial lasted three weeks. He confessed to intending my murder but denied planning his mothers death. The court deemed it mitigation. Fifteen years.
I moved away. Rented a cottage by a lake. Bought a coffee machine. Now, I brew my own. Always black. No cinnamon. No milk. And every time, before I drink, I inhale deeply.
Because bitter almonds arent just a scent. Theyre a warning. The voice of instinct saying, *Beware. Death is here.*
Im not afraid. Just careful.
Some nights, I dream of Margaret. She stands in the doorway, holding the cup, watching me. Not with hatred. Pity. And she whispers:
*You should have left sooner.*
I wake drenched. Rise. Stumble to the kitchen. Drink water. Gaze out the window. Darkness. Silence.
But I knowsomewhere beyond that quiet, there are people who smile across tables, say *I love you*, while thinking, *I wish youd disappear.*
I no longer believe in accidents. Not in the aroma of coffee. Not in love that turns cold overnight. Not in husbands who suddenly brew it at dawn.
I live. I breathe. I move forward.
But Ill never forget the morning the scent of bitter almonds saved my life.
**Epilogue**
Two years passed.
I opened a café by the lake. Called it *The Almond*. The sign reads: *Coffee with Soul. No Bitterness.*
Customers ask about the name.
I smile.
Just fond of almonds, I say.
And pour them a fresh cup.
No strange scent.
No fear.
Just hope.
But if someone offers me coffee theyve brewed?
I always refuse.
Because once, I chose the right cup.
And it saved my life.
