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My Son Is Not Ready to Be a Father… “Promiscuous! Ungrateful Swine!” her mother screamed at Nata…
Youre a disgrace, an ungrateful wretch! screeched Margaret as she hurled insults at her daughter Alice, wherever she could see her. Alices rounded belly did nothing to temper her mothers angerif anything, it seemed to stoke the flames. Get out of this house and dont ever come back! I never want to see you again!
And this time, Margaret meant it. Shed thrown Alice out for lesser things before, but now that Alice had got herself in trouble, her mother made it clear: she was not to return, not even when everything was over.
With tears streaming down her face and a small suitcase in hand, Alice made her way to Tom, her bewildered boyfriend. Unfortunately, Tom hadnt even told his parents that Alice was having his child. As soon as Toms mother, Mrs. Bennett, heard, she demanded, Isnt it a bit late to do anything about it? Of course it wasthe pregnancy was already showing. Alice was so stunned and desperate that all she wanted was for someone to help her. Only a month ago, she had fiercely rejected her own mothers suggestion. Now, she was lost and terrified for her future.
My son isnt ready to be a father, Mrs. Bennett said firmly. Hes youngthis would ruin his life. Well help you as best we can. For now, Ive asked a friend to find you a place in a shelter for women in your sort of predicamentthose who have nowhere else to go.
At the shelter, Alice was given a small room. For the first time in weeks, she could breathe, collect herself, and truly rest. No one bothered her. The staff helped prepare her both physically and emotionally for childbirtha counsellor even talked her through her fears. And when the day finally came, and her newborn daughter was placed in her arms, Alice was overtaken by panic. But as the hours passed and she calmed, she studied this strange, beautiful miracleher little girl.
Christmas was approaching, but instead of joy, Alice was told shed have to find a new place soon; someone else needed her room. With her baby, Emma, barely a month old, Alice sat quietly, not knowing how or where to go next, or how to earn enough to survive. Her mothers heart remained icyshe refused to even look at her granddaughter, erasing them both from her life.
What a lonely Christmas Eve were having, little one, Alice murmured sadly to her daughter. Shed always loved the holiday, remembering how, as a child, shed gone carolling from door to door, singing every Christmas tune she knew. Alice had even made good money, as she managed to cover several neighbourhoods with the other local children. Now, she longed to reclaim some of that joywandering among warm, glowing homes, singing to capture the festive spirit. Why not? she thought. Emmas quiet. Ill wrap her up snug, keep her close, and well go sing. And if people dont answer their doorso be it.
On Boxing Day, Alice chose a quiet, residential street for carolling. As she suspected, not many wanted to open their door to a carolling mother with a baby, especially without a group or a man leading the song. Still, here and there, she was welcomed insideand sang from her heart, earning warm thanks, mince pies, and even some pounds. Most people, seeing her with her tiny daughter, understood that she hadnt come singing out of joy, but because she had no other choice.
Going from house to house was tiring. Just one more, that big one at the end of the cul-de-sac, Alice thought. They look well-offperhaps Ill get a generous gift. Shed already gathered a good sum in her pocket; it was enough to calm her nerves a bit.
May I sing you a carol? Alice asked as the gentleman at the door invited her in. What happened next left her bewildered. The stranger stared at her face, then glanced at her baby. He turned sheet-white, swayed, and slumped onto the sofa.
Elizabeth? he whispered.
Imno, Im Alice You must be mistaking me for someone else.
Alice? But you look so much like my wife His voice trembled. And the baby. Is she a girl?
Yes, Alice replied.
I had a daughter, just like yours But they diedin a car crash. Only a few days ago, I dreamt theyd come home And now youre herecan this really happen?
II dont know what to say
Please, come in, dont feel awkward. Will you tell me your story?
At first, Alice was uneasythis man was far too emotional, and it all felt strange. But she realised she had nowhere else to go. So she stepped into his large, warm lounge, catching sight immediately of a photograph on the wall: a woman with a childboth bore a striking resemblance to her and baby Emma.
And there, Alice began to speaksharing her whole story, unable to hold back the avalanche of words. At last, someone wanted to know who she was. The man simply listened, hanging on every detail. From time to time, he would glance at baby Emma, sleeping sweetly and occasionally grinning in her dreams, as though she sensed shed finally found a homea place that might become hers at last.
And so, one cold Christmas night, Alice discovered that even the lonely can find hope and family where they least expect it. Sometimes, when all seems lost, kindness and a listening ear can open the door to a new beginning and heal even the deepest heartbreak.
