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Oh, my dears, what a day that turned out to be… Gray and weeping, as if the heavens themselves knew of the terrible sorrow unfolding in Willowbrook. I gazed from the window of my clinic, my heart heavy and aching, as though it were caught in a vice, slowly twisting tighter.

Oh, my dears, what a day that turned out to be Grey and drizzly, as if the sky itself knew something dreadful was happening in Littlebrook. I peered out the window of my clinic, my heart twisting like a wet dishcloth being wrung out.
The whole village seemed deserted. No dogs barked, no children played, even Uncle Mikes rowdy rooster had gone quiet. Everyone was staring at one spotVera Thompsons cottage.
And there, by her gate, stood a carcity-slick and foreign, gleaming like a fresh scab on the skin of our village.
Nicholas, her only son, was taking her away. To a care home.
Hed arrived three days earlier, polished and smelling of expensive cologne rather than good honest soil. He came to me first, pretending to ask for advice, really just seeking absolution.
“Valerie,” he said, eyes fixed on a jar of cotton wool in the corner, “Mum needs proper care. Professional. What can I do? Ive got work, meetings, deadlines. Shell be better off there. Doctors, nurses”
I stayed quiet, just watching his handsclean, manicured. The same hands that had clutched Veras apron when shed fished him, blue with cold, from the river as a boy. The same hands that had reached for her pies, baked with the last of the butter. Now they were signing her sentence.
“Nick,” I said softly, my voice trembling like an old gate, “A care home isnt a home. Its an institution. The walls there are strangers.”
“But theyve got specialists!” he nearly shouted, as if convincing himself. “Whats here? Just you, one nurse for the whole village. What if something happens at night?”
And I thought to myself:
*But here, Nick, the walls know her. The gate creaks the way its creaked for forty years. The apple tree under the window, planted by your father. Isnt that medicine too?*
But I said nothing. Whats the use when someones already made up their mind? He left, and I went to see Vera.
She sat on her old bench by the porch, straight as a poker, though her hands trembled in her lap. Her eyes were dry, fixed on the river in the distance.
When she saw me, she tried to smile. It looked more like shed swallowed vinegar.
“Well, Valerie,” she murmured, her voice as faint as autumn leaves rustling. “My boys come to take me away.”
I sat beside her, took her handicy and rough. How much had those hands done? Weeded gardens, scrubbed laundry, cradled her Nick when he was small.
“Maybe talk to him again, Vera?” I whispered.
She shook her head. “No need. Hes decided. Its easier for him this way. Hes not cruel, Valerie. He just loves me in his city way. Thinks hes doing right.”
And at that quiet wisdom, my heart shattered. No shouting, no fighting, no curses. She accepted it, just as shed accepted everythingdroughts, floods, losing her husband, and now this.
That evening, I went back. Shed packed a little bundle.
A framed photo of her husband, the woollen shawl Id given her last birthday, a small copper icon. A whole life in one cotton bundle.
The house was spotless, the floor scrubbed. It smelled of thyme and, oddly, cold ashes. She sat at the table where two teacups and a dish of jam crumbs waited.
“Sit,” she nodded. “Have tea with me. One last time.”
We sat in silence. The old clock on the wall tickedone, two, one, twocounting down her final minutes in this house.
And in that quiet, there was more grief than any scream could hold. A farewell to every crack in the ceiling, every floorboard, every scent of geranium on the sill.
Then she stood, went to the dresser, and pulled out a white cloth bundle. Handed it to me.
“Take it, Valerie. A tablecloth. My mother embroidered it. Keep it. To remember.”
I unfolded it. Blue cornflowers and red poppies danced across the linen, edged with delicate stitching. My breath caught.
“Vera, love why? Take it back. Dont tear your heartor mine. Let it wait here for you. Itll wait. Well wait.”
But she just looked at me with those faded eyes, full of a sorrow so vast I knewshe didnt believe.
Then came the day. Nicholas bustled about, loading her bundle into the boot. Vera stepped onto the porch in her best dress and that same woollen shawl. Neighbours, the braver ones, lingered by their gates, dabbing their eyes with apron corners.
She looked aroundevery cottage, every tree. Then at me. And in her eyes, I saw a silent question: *Why?* And a plea: *Dont forget me.*
She got in the car. Proud. Straight. Didnt look back. Only as the car pulled away, kicking up dust, did I see her face in the rear window.
One single tear rolled down her cheek. The car vanished round the bend, but we stood there long after, watching the dust settle like ashes on embers. Littlebrooks heart stopped that day.
Autumn passed, winter blew through in a flurry. Veras house stood empty, windows boarded. Snow piled against the porch, untouched. The village felt orphaned. Walking past, Id catch myself waitingfor the gate to creak, for Vera to step out, adjust her shawl, and say, *”Hello, Valerie.”* But the gate stayed silent.
Nicholas rang a few times. Said stiffly that Mum was settling in, the care was good. But I heard the ache in his voicehe hadnt locked her away. Hed locked himself in that sterile place.
Then came spring. You know the kindonly villages have them. Air sweet with thawing earth, sun so gentle you want to tilt your face up and squint with joy.
Streams gurgled, birds went mad. And one such day, as I hung out washing, a familiar car appeared at the edge of the village.
My heart lurched. Bad news?
The car stopped at Veras. Out stepped Nicholasthinner, greyer, aged ten years in months.
He opened the back door. And I froze.
Leaning on his arm, out she came. Our Vera.
She stood there, squinting in the sun, breathing*drinking* the air.
I walked over, legs moving on their own.
“Valerie” Nicholas met my eyes, guilt and relief tangled in them. “I couldnt. She was fading there. Like a candle in the wind. Just sat silent, staring out the window. Id visit, and shed look at me like I was a stranger. Then it hit me, the old foolits not walls that heal, or injections on schedule. Its home.”
He paused.
“Ive sorted work. Ill come every weekend, every spare hour. And you, Valerie look in on her. Ill ask the neighbours. Well manage. She cant be there. Her place is here.”
Vera touched the gate, fingers brushing the wood like a loved ones face. Nicholas unboarded the windows. The house sighed. It lived again.
She stepped onto the porch, paused at the door. Closed her eyes. I saw her lashes flutter.
She breathed in the smell of her homethe smell nothing else could match. And then she smiled. Not bitter, not forced. Truly. Like someone back from a long, terrible journey.
By evening, the whole village had drifted by. No fuss, just quietly. A jug of milk here, a warm loaf there, a jar of strawberry jam.
We sat on the bench, chatting of small thingsseedlings, the weather, how high the river had risen. Vera sat among us, tiny and frail, but her eyes shone. She was home.
Late that night, I sipped mint tea on my porch. Across the way, a warm light glowed in Veras window.
And I fancied it wasnt just a lamp. It was the heart of our village, beating againsteady, calm, content.
Makes you wonder What do our elders need more? Sterile rooms and timetabled care? Or the creak of a familiar gate, the touch of an apple tree their husband planted?
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