З життя
POSTAGE STAMP… “Ilya’s left Katya,” Mum sighed heavily. “What do you mean?” I didn’t understand. “I don’t get it myself,” Mum said. “He was away on business for a month, came back all changed. Told Katya he loves someone else.” “Did he really say that? Must be some mistake—how awful,” I fumed at Katya’s husband. “Sonia called me—said Katya was unwell, had to call an ambulance. Turned out Katya had some kind of neurological swallowing disorder,” Mum blinked rapidly. “Alright, Mum, calm down. Honestly, Katya shouldn’t have put Ilya on a pedestal like that. She was always dancing attendance on him. Now she’s left picking up the pieces. Poor Katya. I hope Ilya isn’t serious about this new woman—he loves Katya and Sonia,” I refused to believe what I’d heard. …Ilya and Katya’s wild passion, their whirlwind romance—they married after just two months. Their daughter Sonia was born. Life was measured, calm, and then—everything tumbled downhill… Like a Rolling Boulder… I rushed straight to my sister. Some conversations are hardest with those closest to you. “Katya, how could this happen? Did Ilya even explain? Has he lost his mind?” I barraged my sister. “I’m in shock myself, Nina. Who is this woman? Did she cast some sort of spell? Ilya dashed off to her, obsessed. Threw his stuff in a bag, left. Feels like I’ve been dragged across concrete. I don’t understand…” Katya sobbed endlessly. “Let’s wait, Katya. Maybe your runaway will come to his senses. These things happen,” I hugged her. He Didn’t Come Back. Ilya made a new life in another city, and with a new wife. Ksenia was eighteen years Ilya’s senior, but the age gap didn’t prevent their happiness. “Souls don’t have ages,” Ksenia said. Ilya was smitten. Ksenia became his lodestar. She had a tough streak—could be tender, could be ruthless. Ilya adored her. Every time he’d marvel, “Where have you been all my life, Ksenia? I’ve searched half my life for you…” Meanwhile, Katya decided to seek vengeance—all men now fair game. Beautiful, she turned heads everywhere. She had a fling with her boss, entranced him. “Katya, marry me. I’ll make you rich. You’ll be treated like a queen.” “No thanks, Dmitri—I’ve had enough marriages… Let’s go to the seaside instead. I want Sonia to get some fresh air,” Katya winked. “Alright, my dear…” Sasha was simpler—helped around the flat, did her renovations, but never proposed—he was already married. Katya strung both along—no love, just distraction from her misery. She still yearned for Ilya, saw him in dreams, woke up in useless tears. Couldn’t let go of those memories. “How do you un-weld someone from your life? What did I do wrong? I was loyal, caring—never argued…” …Years went by. Katya’s life was split between Dmitri’s tender invites, Sasha’s handyman help. …Sonia was twenty when she decided to visit her father. Bought a train ticket, wondered how to address “the other woman.” Arrived in a new city. …Rang the bell. “You must be Sophia,” an interesting woman opened the door. “Mum is much prettier…” Sonia thought. “Ksenia, right?” Sonia guessed. “Yes, come in. Your dad’s not home but will be soon,” Ksenia led her to the kitchen. “How are you? How’s your mum?” Ksenia fussed, “Tea, coffee?” “Ksenia, how did you manage to steal my dad away? He loved my mum—I know that for sure,” Sonia looked her straight in the eye. “Sophia, life’s unpredictable. Love has no guarantees. Sometimes passion sweeps in and one meeting changes everything. Fate intervenes. Sometimes, you just have to change partners in the dance. It can’t be explained,” Ksenia slumped into a chair. “But can’t you just stop? Think of your duty to family…” Sonia couldn’t grasp Ksenia’s reasoning, glaring at the woman she loathed. “You can’t, child,” Ksenia replied simply. “Thank you for your honesty,” Sonia refused the coffee. “Sophia, want some cheeky advice? A man is like a postage stamp—the more you spit on him, the better he sticks. And in general, you need to be steel one day, velvet the next… By the way, your dad and I had a big row.” “Thanks for the tip. Should I wait for Dad?” Sonia asked anxiously. “I’m not sure. He’s been living in a hotel this week. Here’s the address,” Ksenia scribbled it on a scrap of paper. Sonia was relieved—now she could talk to her dad alone. “Goodbye, thanks for the coffee,” she left quickly. She found the hotel, knocked on his door. Ilya was happy—if a bit embarrassed—to see his daughter. “I was planning on returning today—after the row and all…” “That’s your business, Dad. I just wanted to see you,” Sonia carefully took her father’s hand. “How’s your mum?” Ilya asked. “All’s well. We’ve gotten used to life without you.” They spent a warm evening in the hotel room—talking, laughing, shedding quiet tears. “Dad, do you love Ksenia?” Sonia suddenly asked. “Very much. I’m sorry, darling,” Ilya answered surely. “Got it. I need to run—my train’s soon,” Sonia gathered her things. “Come by, Sonia—we’re family, after all,” Ilya’s eyes dropped. “Of course… see you soon,” Sonia left. …Returning home, she decided to follow Ksenia’s advice: Don’t love, don’t treasure, don’t believe empty men’s words. Brush them off… …But three years later, the right man came along: Kirill. He was made for Sonia, sent by fate… She knew instantly, sensed it… When you meet your true love, nothing else even tempts you… Kirill wrapped his woman in his heart and never let go. He touched her soul in ways unseen. Sonia fell deeply, utterly, without conditions…
THE POSTAGE STAMP
Olivers left Emily, Mum sighed heavily.
What do you mean? I didnt understand.
Im as lost as you are. He was away on business for a month. Came back a different man. Told Emily he was sorry, but that there was someone else he loved. Mum grew quiet, fixing her gaze at nothing in particular.
He actually said that? There must be some mistake. Thats dreadful I felt anger stirring against my sisters husband.
Sophie rang me said Mum was feeling poorly and had to call an ambulance. It turns out Emilys got some neurological issue with swallowing now. Mums eyelashes fluttered anxiously.
Try to calm down, Mum. Honestly, Emily shouldnt have treated Oliver like he was some saint in the sitting room and fussed over him constantly. All those times putting him on a pedestal have come back to bite her. I do feel for her, though. Hopefully, whatevers happened with Oliver is just a fling. He loves Emily and Sophie, Im sure of it. I didnt want to accept any other version.
Oliver and Emily had always been head over heels, quite the whirlwind. They married after just two months together. Their daughter Sophie was born soon after. Life seemed calm, ordinary, and solid. Then, suddenly… everything unravelled.
Of course, I rushed over to see my sister. Its never easy to talk about matters of the heart with family.
Em, what happened? Did Oliver even explain? Has he lost the plot? I pestered her with questions.
Oh Nina, Im as stunned as you are. Where did this woman even come from? Did she put some spell on him? Olivers completely besotted. He just dashed off to her. Told me, Emily, life needs to flow, not drain away. Packed a bag and left. I feel as if Ive been dragged across gravel. I dont understand any of it Emilys tears streamed endlessly down her cheeks.
Lets wait and see, maybe your runaway will come to his senses. Stranger things have happened, I said, wrapping my sobbing sister in a tight hug.
But he never came back.
Oliver settled down in another city, with his new wife.
Her name was Helen, and she was eighteen years older than Oliver. The age difference didnt matterthey were happy together. The soul has no age, Helen liked to say.
Oliver was absolutely enchanted by his second wife. She became his guiding star.
Helen had quite a character.
She could love deeply but could easily turn cold, wild and freedom-loving. Her words could be sweet as honey or cut like a knife.
Oliver adored her.
Hed often marvel, Where have you been all my life, my Helen? Ive been looking for you for half my days
Meanwhile, Emily swore vengeance on all men, without making any exceptions.
She was strikingly beautifulwomen and men alike turned to look as she passed by.
At work, she began a fling with her boss. Gave him the runaround.
Emily, marry me, and youll never want for anything, I promise. Ill have you living like a lady!
Im off marriage, Peter, had my fill. she replied playfully. Lets just go to the seaside. I want Sophie to have some fresh air.
As you wish, love, Peter smiled.
Mark was more down to earth. Helped with the housework, did up Emilys flat.
He never proposed, being firmly married already.
So Emily led both men on, two strings to her bow
It was never love for either of them. They simply helped her get through the days and distract herself from griefthat was all.
Still, Emily missed Oliver terribly. Dreamt about him, woke up in useless tears. Her heart ached with memories. She yearned for Oliver.
How do you detach from someone? What was so wrong with me? I was dutiful, caring, always met his needs. We never argued…
Years went by like this.
Emily flitted between mysterious smiles for Peter and sending Mark back to his family every now and then.
When Sophie turned twenty, she decided to visit her father.
She bought a train ticket, mulling over how shed speak to Helen, the homewrecker.
She arrived in the new city.
She rang the bell.
You must be Sophie, said a striking woman who appeared at the door. Mum is so much more beautiful, Sophie thought to herself.
Youre Helen, arent you? Sophie guessed.
Yes, come in. Your fathers out at the moment, but he wont be long. Helen led her to the kitchen.
How are you? And your mum, is she well? Helen busied herself making tea. Would you like a cuppa or coffee?
Helen, tell me, how did you manage to steal my father from his family? He loved MumIm sure of it, Sophie said, looking straight into Helens eyes.
Sophie, you cant always predict whatll happen in life. Love comes with no guarantees. Sometimes passion strikes out of nowhere. Sometimes a single meeting changes everything. Fate brings people together, thats all. Sometimes you dont even understand why. Its like switching dance partners mid-song, you cant explain it logically, Helen sat down, weary.
But couldnt you just have stopped yourself? Dont you have a duty to your family, at least? Sophie was unconvinced, eyes drilling into the woman she couldnt bear.
No, darling. You cant, Helen said simply.
Thank you for being honest, Sophie replied, declining the offered coffee.
Sophie, want a cheeky bit of advice? Helen winked. Men are like postage stamps: the more you spit on them, the more they stick. And remember, with a man be steel one day, velvet the next. By the way, your father and I had a blazing row.
Thanks, I suppose. Will Dad be back soon? Sophie asked, anxious.
Cant say. Hes been staying at a hotel all week. I can give you the address. Helen scribbled something on a scrap of paper. Here you are.
Sophie was almost relieved. It meant a private, honest talk with her father, without Helen around.
Goodbye. And thank you for the tea, Sophie said, making a swift exit.
She found the hotel and knocked on her fathers door.
Oliver was glad to see his daughter, if a bit flustered.
Sophie, I meant to come home today You know, after a row and all that
Thats your business, Dad. I just wanted to see you, really. Sophie gently took her fathers hand.
Hows your mum? Oliver asked, for some reason.
Were fine, Dad. Weve just got used to life without you, Sophie replied with a sigh.
That evening in the hotel was warm and quietgentle conversation, laughter, a few tears
Dad, do you love Helen? Sophie asked suddenly.
Very much. Im sorry, love, Oliver answered firmly.
Alright then. I need to gomy trains soon, Sophie gathered herself together.
Come visit again, Sophie. Were family, after all. Olivers eyes flickered down.
Of course, of course, Sophie said as she breezed out.
When she got home, Sophie resolved to follow Helens adviceto not fall too quickly, not to cherish too much, not to trust hollow promises. To spit, so to speak
But three years later, fate intervened. She met someone specialDavid. He was the one meant for her. Sent straight from above.
Sophie knew it instantly. She sensed it.
When you meet your own, nothing else compares
David wrapped her up in his love, heart and soul. He touched her at the core, and before long, Sophie found herself in loveno questions, no conditions, absolutely, completely.
What Ive learned is that pain does fade, and whats meant for you truly finds you in the end. Sometimes, you just have to live through the storms before the sun finds its way back.
