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Rahmat’s Unexpected Blessing
The Accidental Happiness of Rahman
In that little town clinging to the edge of the map like a forgotten speck of dust, time didnt tick by in hours but in seasons. It froze in bitter winters, thawed with a squelch in springs muddy mess, dozed lazily through summers heat, and sighed under autumns drizzly gloom. And in this slow, syrupy crawl of existence floated Lucyofficially Lucinda, but everyone just called her Lucy.
Lucy was thirty, and her life felt hopelessly stuck in the quicksand of her own body. She weighed nineteen stone, and it wasnt just weightit was a fortress of flesh, exhaustion, and quiet despair. She suspected something inside her was brokensome glitch in her metabolismbut trekking to specialists in the city seemed impossible: expensive, humiliating, and probably pointless.
She worked as a nursery assistant at the local council-run daycare, “Bluebell Cottage.” Her days smelled of baby powder, overcooked porridge, and perpetually damp floors. Her large, impossibly kind hands could soothe a tearful toddler, tuck in a dozen cots, or mop up a puddle without making a child feel guilty. The kids adored her, drawn to her softness and quiet warmth. But the wide-eyed admiration of three-year-olds was poor compensation for the loneliness waiting outside the nursery gates.
Lucy lived in an old eight-flat terrace, a relic of some long-gone council housing scheme. The house creaked like a haunted ship at night and shivered in strong winds. Two years ago, her muma quiet, worn-out woman whod buried all her dreams in those same peeling wallshad passed away. Her dad? A distant blur, vanished before she could remember, leaving behind nothing but a dusty gap and an old photograph.
Her daily grind was grim. Rusty taps coughing up icy water, an outdoor loo that turned into an icebox in winter, and summers that baked the rooms into ovens. But the real tyrant was the fireplace. Each winter, it greedily devoured two lorry-loads of firewood, swallowing chunks of her meager paycheck. Lucy spent long evenings staring into the flames, half-convinced it wasnt just logs being burnedbut her years, her energy, her future, all turned to cold ash.
Then, one evening, as twilight seeped into her room like spilled ink, a miracle happened. Not a grand, trumpet-blaring onejust a quiet, shuffling knock from her neighbor, Maggie.
Maggie, the hospital cleaner, with a face etched by years of worry, thrust two crisp notes into Lucys hand. “Lucy, love, Im ever so sorry. Here. Two hundred quid. Dunno why it took me so long.”
Lucy blinked at the money, long written off as lost. “Maggie, you didnt have to”
“I did!” Maggie cut in, eyes bright. “Im flush now! Listen”
And then, in a hushed tone, as if sharing state secrets, Maggie spun an unbelievable tale. About how a group of lads from overseas had rolled into town. How onea polite young man named Rahmanhad offered her a bizarre deal: two grand for a quickie marriage.
“Citizenship, innit? Theyre trawling towns like ours, lookin for bridesfake ones, just for papers. Yesterday, I got hitched! Dunno how they smooth-talked the registrar, mustve slipped someone a few quid. My Rahmans at mine now, for appearances, but hell scarper after dark. My Traceys doin it tooneeds a new coat, winters coming. So what about you? Look, love, whens the last time a bloke looked twice at you?”
The words werent crueljust brutally honest. And Lucy, feeling that familiar pang under her ribs, hesitated only a second. Maggie was right. Proper marriage? Not on the cards. Suitors? Nonexistent. Her world was the nursery, the corner shop, and this damp room with its ravenous fireplace. But two grand? Enough for firewood, new wallpapersomething to brighten the gloom.
“Alright,” she murmured. “Ill do it.”
The next day, Maggie brought the “groom.” Lucy opened the door, gasped, and instinctively stepped back, wanting to hide her bulk. Standing before her was a boy. Tall, lean, with a face untouched by lifes roughness, and eyes so dark and sad they made her chest ache.
“Blimey, hes just a kid!”
The boy straightened. “Im twenty-two,” he said, clear as a bell, with only the faintest lilt to his words.
“See?” Maggie chirped. “My Rahmans fifteen years younger, but you two? Only eight years apart. Prime of life, he is!”
At the register office, though, they hit a snag. The clerka stern woman in a stiff suiteyed them suspiciously and declared theyd have to wait a month. “For reflection,” she added pointedly.
The lads left for work, but before going, Rahman asked for Lucys number. “Gets lonely in a strange place,” he admitted, and in his eyes, she saw her own loneliness reflected.
He called. Every night. At first, the chats were awkward, stilted. Then they grew longer. Rahman was a brilliant listener. He spoke of his mountains, his mother, why hed cometo support his family back home. He asked about her life, the kids at nursery, and to her shock, Lucy talked. Not whingedjust shared. The funny moments, the smell of spring soil. She caught herself laughinggirlish, carefreeforgetting her weight, her age. By months end, they knew each other better than some couples did after years.
When Rahman returned, Lucy squeezed into her only decent dresssilver, straining at the seamsand realized she wasnt scared. Just… fluttery. The ceremony was brisk, bureaucratic. But for Lucy? A burst of light: rings glinting, dry official phrases, the surreal thrill of it all.
Afterwards, Rahman walked her home. Inside, he handed her an envelopethe promised cash. It felt heavy, weighted with her choice. Then he pulled out a tiny velvet box. Inside, a delicate gold chain.
“A gift,” he said softly. “Wanted a ring, but didnt know your size. I… dont want to leave. I want you to really be my wife.”
Lucy froze.
“All month, I heard your soul over the phone,” he continued, his eyes burning earnestly. “Its kind. Pure. Like my mums was. Shes gone now. But Ive fallen for you, Lucy. Properly. Let me stay. With you.”
It wasnt a contract. It was a proposal. And in his honest, sorrowful eyes, she saw not pitybut respect, gratitude, and the first flickers of love.
Rahman left the next day, but now it wasnt goodbyejust waiting. He worked weekends in London, returning to her each Friday. Then, when Lucy discovered she was pregnant, Rahman sold his share in the business, bought a secondhand Transit, and came home for good. He started a delivery servicehonest, hardworkingand soon, it thrived.
A son came. Then another. Two beautiful, dark-eyed boys with their fathers looks and their mothers gentle smile. Their home brimmed with shrieks, laughter, and the warm chaos of family.
Her husband didnt drink, didnt smokehis faith forbade itand he looked at Lucy with such devotion, the neighbors turned green. That eight-year gap? Lost in the love.
But the real miracle was Lucy herself. She bloomed. The pregnancies, the happiness, the sheer busyness of family lifeher body reshaped itself. The weight melted, day by day, as if itd just been a shell, no longer needed. She glowed, her eyes bright, her step light.
Sometimes, by the fire (now tended by Rahman), watching her sons play, shed catch her husbands adoring gaze. Shed think of that odd evening, the two hundred quid, Maggies knockand how the grandest miracles dont come with fanfare, but with a quiet tap at the door, bringing a stranger with sad eyes who gave her not a paper marriage, but a whole new life. A real one.
