Connect with us

З життя

Sarah Carefully Untied the Knot, Feeling the Little Shoe Tremble in Her Hands; the Laces Were Strong and New — Unlike Those Torn Ones She Received at the Shelter.

Published

on

Ethel Hart untied the knot with careful fingers, feeling a tiny shoe tremble in her hand. The laces were fresh, sturdyunlike the frayed ones shed been given at the shelter. She exhaled, eyes drifting to his bruised knee.

Now youre all set. You wont stumble again, she said.

The boy grinned, a clear, unguarded smile that washed the surrounding gray from the world for an instant.

Thank you, maam, he replied.

My name is Ethel, she corrected herself, the sound of her own name startling her; no one had called her that for years.

He nodded, pulled a crumpled handkerchief from his pocket and handed it over.

Here, wipe your hands.

Ethel gave a rueful smile and shook her head. No, keep it. Your nose is bleeding a little.

He dabbed his forehead obediently. At that moment a black van screeched to a halt on the street, brakes singing, and two men in suits and a woman with glasses leapt out.

Oliver! the woman cried, voice trembling. Lord, what have you done?

The boy jumped.

I was only chasing the pigeons

You nearly gave us a heart attack! she shouted, grabbing his shoulders. Her gaze snapped to Ethel. Who are you? What have you done to him?

Ethel stepped back a pace. Nothing he just fell. I helped him up.

The woman eyed her with disdain, measuring her from head to toetorn sweatshirt, weary face, hands cracked and raw.

Are you homeless?

Ethel fell silent, bowing her head.

The vans door swung open and a tall man with silverthreaded hair stepped out onto the curb. He wore a long coat, his stare as hard as steel.

Whats happening here? he asked, his voice calm but heavy enough to make the air thicken.

This woman touched the child, the woman said, she claims she helped him.

The man turned to Ethel. And you are?

She swallowed. No one. Just a person who couldnt walk past a crying child.

He fell silent, then knelt beside the boy, studying his forehead.

Does it hurt, Oliver?

No, Father. That lady helped me. Shes kind.

The man stood, his gaze softening for a heartbeat before hardening again. Take him back to the van, he instructed the woman.

When they were alone, he faced Ethel. Did you know who he is?

No. To me he was just a child who needed help.

He examined her closely. Do you realize how many would feign compassion if they learned he is the son of one of the richest men in London?

Ethel shook her head. I didnt know. It wouldnt matter. His blood was spillingthat was enough.

The man produced his wallet, slid out a £50 note and placed it in her palm.

Take it.

Ethel recoiled. No, thank you.

Its just gratitude.

If I take it, it becomes a deal. I dont sell what I feel.

He narrowed his eyes. Youre awfully proud for someone with no home.

Perhaps its all I have left, she whispered.

He said nothing, simply stared at her long enough for the world to feel suspended, then turned and climbed back into the van.

The next morning Ethel was again on the same bench. The city yawned awakecoffee aromas and fresh scones mingled with the clatter of buses and hurried footsteps.

She fished a small stone from her coat pocketthe one Oliver had pressed into her hand before he left.

Take it, little Ethel, he had said. Its my lucky stone. Itll keep the nights fears at bay.

She squeezed the stone tightly.

A black van halted before her once more, this time with only the tall man inside.

May I sit? he asked.

Ethel nodded.

They lingered in silence for a while.

Yesterday I thought you were like everyone else, the man said finally. But this morning my son asked why we never invited you over. He said you were kind.

Ethel looked away. I dont belong to your world.

And my world is it right? he asked with a bitter smile. Full of owners, but empty of hearts.

He slid a envelope into her lap. Theres no money inside, just an address. A charity centre I fund. Say I sent you. Theyll give you a room and work.

Ethel stared, puzzled. Why are you doing this?

Because my son told me yesterday that someone was good. And I realised I no longer deserved that word for myself.

Tears welled in her eyes. Thank you

You need not thank me, he said softly, his smile faint. Tell yourself you saved not only him but perhaps me as well.

He rose, but paused at the door. By the way the centre needs a nursery assistant. Oliver would love to see you.

Ethel stayed alone on the bench, trembling yet warmed by an unfamiliar light.

She opened the envelope. Inside lay the address and a childs drawing: a boy holding a womans hand, beneath it the uneven scribble:

Little Ethel, dont be afraid. Everything will be alright.

Her tears fell, this time not from helplessness but from hope. She rose, uncertain steps carrying her forward.

Three weeks later, laughter rang out from the playground of the Lozenby Childrens Centre.

Higher, little Ethel! Higher! shouted Oliver as he swung on the swing.

Watch out you dont fly away! she laughed, giving the swing a gentle push. Around her neck the stone dangled on a thin cordher lucky talisman.

By the gate, the tall man watched, his eyes no longer cold.

He knew that the day an unknown woman lifted his son from the ground, his sons life had changedand so had his own, and Ethels. Forever.

Click to comment

Leave a Reply

Ваша e-mail адреса не оприлюднюватиметься. Обов’язкові поля позначені *

5 + дванадцять =

Також цікаво:

З життя2 години ago

“YOU MISSED IT, MARINA! THE PLANE’S GONE! AND WITH IT YOUR JOB AND YOUR BONUS! YOU’RE FIRED!” — HER BOSS YELLED DOWN THE PHONE, AS MARINA STOOD IN THE MIDDLE OF A TRAFFIC JAM, STARING AT THE OVERTURNED CAR SHE’D JUST PULLED SOMEONE ELSE’S CHILD FROM. SHE’D LOST HER CAREER, BUT FOUND HERSELF.

“YOU DIDN’T MAKE IT, KATHERINE! THE FLIGHT’S GONE! AND WITH IT, YOUR POSITION AND YOUR BONUS! YOU’RE FINISHED!” Her boss...

З життя2 години ago

Oksana, Are You Busy? A Festive Night of Mishaps, Kindness, and New Beginnings on a Snowy New Year’s Eve in England

Emma, are you busy? Mum asked, popping her head round the door. One minute, Mum. Let me just send this...

З життя11 години ago

A Parent’s Love: Family Gatherings, Christmas Surprises, and a Lesson in Protectiveness on a Winter’s Day

Parental Love Mum always said, Children are the flowers of life, shed laugh, and Dad would grin and add, Flowers...

З життя11 години ago

Igor Never Returned From His Holiday: When Your Husband Disappears by the Seaside, a Wife’s Search, Tense Family Reunion, and the Painful Truth That Comes Home

Since his holiday, Stanley never came back Hasnt your husband written or called yet? Not a word, Vera, not after...

З життя12 години ago

“Oh, You Drive Me Mad!… I Eat Wrong, I Dress Wrong, I Do Everything Wrong!”—Pavel’s Voice Broke Into a Shout. “You Can’t Do Anything Right!… Can’t Even Earn a Decent Living… And You’re No Help Around the House, Ever!”—Marina Sobbed, “…And There Are No Children…” She Whispered. Belka, the Ten-Year-Old Ginger-and-White Cat, Watched Silently from Atop the Cupboard as Another Family “Tragedy” Unfolded. She Knew, Even Felt, That Mum and Dad Loved Each Other Dearly—So Why Say Such Hurtful Things? Mum Ran Off Crying, Dad Chain-Smoked by the Window, and Belka Thought to Herself: “What This Home Needs Is Happiness, And Happiness Means Kids… Somehow, We Need to Find Children…” Belka Herself Couldn’t Have Kittens—She’d Been Neutered Long Ago. As for Mum, The Doctors Said It Was Possible, But Something Never Quite Worked Out… The Next Morning, After Mum and Dad Left for Work, Belka Squeezed Out the Window and Went to See Her Neighbour, Whiskers, for Advice. “Why On Earth Would You Want Kids?” Sniffed Whiskers. “Ours Always Come Over—Hide From Them If You Can! They Smear My Muzzle With Lipstick Or Squeeze Me ‘Til I Can’t Breathe!” Belka Sighed, “We Need Proper Children… But Where On Earth Do We Get Them?” “Well… That Stray Molly on the Street Just Had Five… Take Your Pick…” Whiskers Shrugged. On Her Own Daring, Belka Tiptoed Balcony to Balcony Down to the Street, Squeezed Through The Bars of a Basement Window, and Called Out, “Molly, Could You Come Here for Just a Moment?” From Deep Within the Cellar Came the Desperate Squeaking of Kittens. Belka Cautiously Approached. Underneath the Heater, Five Blind, Mismatched Kittens Searched The Air, Wailing Hungrily. Molly Hadn’t Been There for At Least Three Days. The Babies Were Starving… Feeling She Might Cry, Belka Carefully Carried Each Kitten to the Entrance of Her Building. Lying Beside the Screeching, Hungry Bunch, She Waited Anxiously for Mum and Dad to Come Home. When Pavel and Marina Returned from Work, They Were Astonished—There Was Belka, Never Before Out Alone, Being Nursed by Five Noisy Kittens. “How on Earth Did This Happen?” Pavel Stammered. “It’s a Miracle…” Whispered Marina. They Scooped Up Belka and the Kittens and Rushed Inside. As Pavel Watched Their Purring Cat in a Box Full of Babies, He Asked, “So… What Are We Going To Do With Them?” “I’ll Hand-Feed Them… When They’re Grown, We’ll Find Them Homes… I’ll Call My Friends,” Whispered Marina. Three Months Later, Still Stunned By The Miracle, Marina Sat Stroking Her Feline Clan, Repeating to Herself, “This Can’t Be Real… This Can’t Happen…” And Soon After, She and Pavel Wept for Joy, Laughing and Embracing, “I’m So Glad We Finished Building This House!” “Yes! Perfect for a Child to Play Outside!” “And the Kittens Can All Run Around!” “There’s Room for Everyone!” “I Love You!” “Oh, I Love You Even More!” Wise Old Belka Wiped Away a Tear—Life Was Finally Coming Together…

Im so fed up with you! Nothing I do is right for you! The way I eat, what I wearits...

З життя12 години ago

Excuse Me, Sir, Please Don’t Push—Oh, Is That Smell Coming From You? A Chance Encounter, a Perfectly Laid Bathroom Tile, and a Second Wind: How Rita’s Life Changed at 53 When a Homeless Stranger with Sapphire Eyes Built Her Happiness and Challenged Her Son’s Inheritance Plans

– Excuse me, sir, please dont push. Oh, goodness. Is that smell coming from you? – Sorry, the man muttered,...

З життя13 години ago

Mother-in-Law Anna Peters was sitting in her kitchen, watching the milk quietly simmering on the stove. She had forgotten to stir it three times already, each time remembering too late: the milk would froth, spill over, and she would clean the stove irritably with a cloth. In those moments she felt it keenly: it wasn’t really about the milk. Ever since her second grandchild was born, everything in the family seemed to derail. Her daughter grew tired, thinner, and quieter. Her son-in-law came home late, ate in silence, sometimes heading straight to the bedroom. Anna saw this and thought: how can you just leave a woman to cope alone? She spoke up. At first gently, then more sharply. First to her daughter, then to her son-in-law. And then she noticed something strange: after she spoke, the house didn’t feel lighter, but heavier. Her daughter defended her husband, he grew gloomier, and Anna returned home with a sinking feeling that once again, she hadn’t done things right. That day she went to see their vicar, not for advice, but because there was nowhere else to go with this feeling. “I suppose I’m just not a good person,” she said, not meeting his gaze. “I always do things wrong.” The vicar was sitting at his desk, writing. He set his pen aside. “Why do you think that?” Anna shrugged. “I tried to help. Instead, I only seem to make everyone angry.” He looked at her attentively, but without judgment. “You’re not a bad person. You’re just exhausted. And very anxious.” She sighed. That rang true. “I’m so worried for my daughter,” she said. “She’s so different since the baby. And him…” She waved a hand. “It’s like he doesn’t even notice.” “Do you notice what he does?” the vicar asked. Anna thought for a moment. She remembered how, last week, he washed the dishes late at night when he thought no one saw. How on Sunday he took the pram out for a walk, even though he looked as if he’d rather collapse into bed. “He does help… I suppose,” she replied doubtfully. “But not the way he should.” “And what way is that?” the vicar asked gently. Anna wanted to reply at once, but realised she didn’t know. She could only think: more, better, more attentively. But what, exactly, was hard to explain. “I just want things to be easier for her,” she said. “Then say that,” the vicar replied quietly. “Not to him, but to yourself.” She looked at him. “What do you mean?” “I mean you’re not fighting for your daughter — you’re fighting her husband. And fighting means being tense. That exhausts everyone: you, and them.” Anna was silent for a long while. Then she asked, “So what should I do? Pretend everything’s fine?” “No,” he replied. “Just do what helps. Not words, but actions. And not against someone, but for someone.” On her way home, she thought over his words. Remembered how, when her daughter was a little girl, she would just sit beside her quietly if she cried — never lecturing. Why was it different now? The next day, she arrived unannounced. She brought soup. Her daughter was surprised; her son-in-law embarrassed. “I won’t stay long,” Anna said. “Just wanted to help.” She watched the children while her daughter slept. Left quietly, without a word about how hard things were, or what they ought to do. The next week, she came again. And again, the week after. She still noticed that her son-in-law was far from perfect. But she began to see other things: the way he gently picked up the baby, how at night he tucked a blanket around her daughter when he thought no one was looking. One day, in the kitchen, she couldn’t help herself and asked him, “Is it hard for you right now?” He looked startled, as if no one had ever asked before. “It’s hard,” he answered, after a pause. “Very.” And nothing more. But something sharp in the air between them was gone. Anna realised she’d been waiting for him to change. But it needed to start with her. She stopped discussing him with her daughter. When her daughter complained, she didn’t say “I told you so.” She just listened. Sometimes she took the children to give her daughter a break. Sometimes she called her son-in-law to ask how things were. It wasn’t easy. It was much easier to stay angry. But gradually, the house grew quieter. Not better, not perfect — just quieter. Free of endless tension. One day her daughter said, “Mum, thank you for being with us now, not against us.” Anna thought about those words for a long time. She understood something simple: reconciliation doesn’t come from someone admitting they’re wrong. It comes when someone is willing to stop fighting first. She still wanted her son-in-law to be more attentive. That wish hadn’t gone away. But alongside it lived something more important: for her family to have peace. And every time the old feeling — frustration, resentment, the urge to criticise — rose up, she asked herself: Do I want to be right, or do I want to make things easier for them? Almost always, the answer showed her what to do next.

Mother-in-Law Margaret Williams sat in the kitchen, her eyes resting on the saucepan of milk gently simmering on the hob....

З життя13 години ago

Excuse Me, Sir, Please Don’t Push—Oh, Is That Smell Coming From You? A Chance Encounter, a Perfectly Laid Bathroom Tile, and a Second Wind: How Rita’s Life Changed at 53 When a Homeless Stranger with Sapphire Eyes Built Her Happiness and Challenged Her Son’s Inheritance Plans

– Excuse me, sir, please dont push. Oh, goodness. Is that smell coming from you? – Sorry, the man muttered,...