З життя
Що відбувається? Куди ти? А хто тепер готуватиме?
— Ти що це робиш? Куди зібралася? А хто нам готувати буде? — притих чоловік, побачивши, чим зайнята Антоніна після сварки з його матір’ю…
Антоніна глянула у вікно. Похмура сірість, хоча була рання весна. У їхньому маленькому містечку на заході України майже ніколи не було сонячних днів. Можливо, через це люди, які тут жили, були хмурими і недружніми.
Антоніна й сама дедалі частіше помічала, що зовсім перестала посміхатися, а зморшка на лобі, що завжди була похмурою, добавляла їй років.
— Ма, я пішла гуляти, — сказала її дочка, Ганна.
— Та йди, — відповіла Антоніна.
— Що значить та йди? Гроші дай.
— Невже тепер і за прогулянку платити потрібно? — зітхнула жінка.
— Ма! Ну що за питання?! — втрачала терпець дочка. — Мене вже чекають! Давай швидше! А чого так мало?
— На морозиво вистачить.
— Ну ти й скупа, — кинула Аня, але відповіді матері не почула, бо вже зникла за дверима.
Ну що ж… — похитала головою Антоніна, згадуючи, якою милою дівчинкою була Ганна, поки не почався перехідний вік.
— Тоню, я голодний! Довго ще?! — роздратовано закричав чоловік, Анатолій.
— Ходи, їж, — байдуже сказала вона, ставлячи на стіл тарілку.
— А принеси мені, а?
Антоніна ледве не випустила каструлю з рук. Що це ще таке…
— Їдять на кухні, Толю. Хочеш — їж, не хочеш… як хочеш. — сказала вона і сіла за стіл сама.
Через хвилин п’ятнадцять Толя прийшов на кухню.
— Холодне… фу.
— Довше збирайся.
— Я ж тебе просив! Ніякої любові, ні краплі турботи! Ти ж знаєш, що я дивлюся футбол! — на ходу закладаючи в рот курятину, сказав Толя. — Несмачно.
Антоніна лише закотила очі. З цим футболом її чоловік був не своїм. Ставки, атрибутика, дорогі квитки… пристрастився, хоча в молодості жодного інтересу до спорту не відчував.
Не сідаючи за стіл, Толя схопив пляшку для настрою, чипси «з голоду» і пішов назад до телевізора. А Тоня залишилася на кухні мити брудний посуд.
Даремно готувала. Ніхто не оцінив.
Вона страшенно стомилася після зміни, працювала старшою медсестрою в лікарні. До неї приходили зі своїми проблемами, роздратовані, хворі люди. Так і виходило — на роботі стрес, а вдома — не куточок тепла й затишку, а друга зміна. Подай-принеси-випери-прибери.
— А є ще? — чоловік поліз за новою пляшкою в холодильник. — А чому немає?
— Ти все випив! Я що, повинна тобі ще й це купувати?! Майте совість, Толя! — не витримала Антоніна.
— Які ми ніжні… — фыркнул чоловік і з образою грюкнув дверима, вирушивши поповнювати “підвали” для нового матчу.
Антоніна вирішила лягти спати, бо наступного дня було багато роботи. Але не могла заснути. Вона хвилювалася за доньку: де вона гуляє, з ким? За вікном уже зовсім стемніло, а Ганни все не було. Дзвонити їй вона соромилася, бо дочка починала кричати на неї.
— Ти мене перед друзями позориш! Перестань мені телефонувати! — гарчала Ганна в слухавку. Після таких розмов Тоня перестала їй дзвонити, заспокоюючи себе тим, що дочці нещодавно виповнилось 18 років. Працювати вона не хотіла, навчатися також. Школу закінчила і взяла паузу, щоб знайти себе.
Трішки задрімавши, Антоніна почула радісні крики чоловіка. Напевно, хтось забив гол. А потім він почав голосно обговорювати гру з сусідом, який випадково зайшов до них і залишився. Потім сусід привів свою подругу, і вони почали “вболівати” втрьох. А вночі прийшла Ганнуся, погриміла тарілками, потопала і пішла спати. А як тільки все затихло, і Тоня нарешті змогла заснути, закричав кіт, вимагаючи їжі.
— У цьому домі, крім мене, хтось може нагодувати кота?! — зла і змучена від мігрені й безсоння, Антоніна вискочила з кімнати. Їй хотілося, щоб її почули, але дочка була в навушниках і лише покрутила пальцем біля скроні. А Анатолій так і захропів перед телевізором з пляшкою в руках.
«Набридло… як же мені все це набридло!» — подумала Тоня.
А наступного дня її розбудив дзвінок від свекрухи.
— Антоніна, люба, ти ж пам’ятаєш, що час висаджувати розсаду? І до села треба б з’їздити… навести лад.
— Пам’ятаю, — зітхнула Тоня.
— Тоді завтра і поїдемо.
Єдиний вихідний Антоніна працювала на дачі під орудою свекрухи.
— Що це ти як мітеш?! Треба віник тримати інакше! — сидячи на лавочці, керувала вона.
— Мені майже п’ятдесят років, Віро Іванівно, я вже якось розберуся… — посміла відповісти свекрусі Тоня.
— Ось Толік би…
— Де ваш Толік? Чому ж він не приїхав? Не привіз рідну матір на дачу? Чого ми з вами на автобусі три години тряслися? А ви все Толік, Толік…
— Він втомлюється.
— А я? Думаєте, я не втомлююся?
І тут почалося… Антоніна пошкодувала, що не прикусила язик. Віра Іванівна була жінкою говіркою й люблячою справедливість. Тільки її справедливість була однобокою і до Тоні не відносилася. Все життя Віра Іванівна тільки і робила, що боготворила Толю, а Тоня була для неї робочою кобилою, яку вона милосердно терпіла.
Зворотно жінки їхали на різних кінцях автобуса. А наступного дня Віра Іванівна поскаржилася синові на невістку, і той пішов у рознос.
— Та як ти посміла на мою матір рот розкрити?! — гавкав Толя. — Та якби не вона…
— Що? — схрестивши руки на грудях, запитала Тоня. Вона зрозуміла, що більше не хоче терпіти таке споживацьке ставлення до себе.
— Та ти б так і працювала в поліклініці! — витягнув козир з рукава, нагадавши, що Віра Іванівна допомогла невістці влаштуватися працювати в обласній лікарні. Там зарплата була вищою, звичайно, але вона окупалася нервами й сивими волосинами. Тому Тоня кілька разів пошкодувала, що слухала поради та проміняла спокійну місцеву поліклініку на лікарню.
— Ти що це робиш? — притих чоловік, побачивши, чим зайнята Тоня.
Того, що зробила Тоня, Толя навіть уявити не міг!
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