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Step Away From Me! I Never Promised to Marry You! And Honestly, I Don’t Even Know Whose Child This Is!
Back then, in a little Yorkshire hamlet, I heard the echo of a quarrel that still haunts my memory. Stay away from me! I never promised to marry you! And I dont even know whose child this is, shouted William at a trembling Margaret.
She could hardly believe her own ears or eyes. Was this the William who had once cradled her in his arms, the same man who had whispered sweet vows and promised heavens manna? Or was it a stranger, a harsh, bewildered man who had become a stranger in her life? Margaret wept for a week, waving a farewell to William forever.
When she reached thirtyfive, feeling invisible and certain that any chance of a womans happiness was slipping away, she decided to bring a child into the world. In due time she bore a shrill baby girl and named her Ethel.
Ethel grew up quiet, unproblematic, never giving her mother any trouble. It seemed she understood that whether she cried or not, she would achieve nothing. Margaret cared for her daughter, but it was plain that true maternal love never blossomed in her heart. She fed, clothed, and bought toys for Ethel, yet she never found the moment to hold her a little longer, to cuddle, to stroll together. The instinct to do so never awakened in her.
When Ethel was seven, an unexpected turn cameMargaret met a man. She even brought him home, and the whole village whispered about the careless Margaret who had taken a stranger into her cottage. The newcomer, Henry, was a drifter with no steady work, a man who seemed to appear from nowhereperhaps even a conartist, the gossip went.
Margaret worked in the village shop, and Henry took a job loading carts with goods. Their romance sparked amidst the clatter of crates. Soon she announced that Henry would move in, and the neighbours condemned her for inviting an unknown man into their midst. They muttered about the silent husband, wondering what he might be hiding.
Margaret paid them no heed, as if she sensed this was her final chance at a womans happiness. Yet the villagers opinion of the taciturn Henry soon shifted. The old thatched roof of Margarets cottage had fallen into disrepair; the fence was broken. Henry, with his capable hands, first fixed the porch, then patched the roof, and finally rebuilt the fence. Day after day he repaired something, and the house was transformed before everyones eyes. People began to ask for his help, and he would reply:
If youre old or destitute, Ill lend a hand. If not, pay me in cash or provisions.
He took money from some, jars of pickles, meat, eggs, and milk from others. Margarets garden produced vegetables, but without a mans help she could not afford dairy. Once Henry arrived, cream and fresh milk began to flow into the pantry, and butter churned in the evenings. As they say, Henry was a jackofalltradescarpenter, farmer, and even a fiddler when the mood struck.
Margaret, never considered a beauty, seemed to glow after his arrival; her cheeks softened, and even Ethels shy smile grew brighter, her dimples appearing now that she was a schoolage child.
One afternoon Ethel sat on the garden wall, watching Henry work, his hands deft on every task. Later she slipped away to a neighbours house and returned at dusk, stunned by what she saw. In the centre of the yard stood a pair of swings, swaying gently in the evening breeze.
Is this for me? Henry, did you make these swings for me? she gasped.
Of course, Ethel! Enjoy them, Henry laughed, his voice usually reserved but warm this time.
Ethel hopped onto the seat and swung high, the wind whistling in her ears, feeling happier than any girl could be in the whole wide world.
Since Margaret left early for the shop, Henry took charge of the cooking. He baked pies, casseroles, and taught Ethel how to set a proper table, revealing talents the silent man had kept hidden.
When winters short days arrived, Henry escorted Ethel home from school, carrying her satchel and recounting stories of his own lifehow he cared for ailing mother, sold his flat to fund her treatment, and how his brother had driven him from their family home by deceit. He wanted her to know that kin could be both cruel and kind.
He taught her to fish. In summer, at dawn, they would walk together to the river, sit in silence, and wait for a bite, learning patience. Soon after, Henry bought Ethel her first childs bicycle and showed her how to ride. When she fell, he soothed her bruises with liniment.
Dont worry, shell learn to fall and rise again, he told Margaret, who muttered, Shell break her bones. He answered firmly, She must learn to get up.
On New Years Day Henry gifted Ethel a pair of genuine ice skates. That evening the family gathered around a festive table that Henry and Ethel had set together. They toasted as the clock struck twelve, laughing and clinking glasses, delighted by the simple feast.
At dawn, Margaret and Henry were awakened by Ethels shrill cry of joy: Skates! Hooray! I have real skateswhite and new! Thank you, thank you! She clutched them to her chest, tears of happiness streaming down her face.
Later they trudged to the frozen river; Henry cleared the ice of snow while Ethel helped, then taught her how to skate. She fell often, but Henry held her steady hand until she could stand firm, glide confidently, and finally glide without a single tumble. Overjoyed, she shouted, Thank you, Father, thank you! Henry, overwhelmed, wiped away a few tears he tried to hide, the cold making the drops glisten like tiny crystals.
Ethel grew, left for a city to study, and faced many hardships as all do. Throughout, Henry remained near in spirit. He attended her graduation, delivered bags of provisions to the city so his little girl would never go hungry. When she married, he walked her down the aisle, and later stood by the windows of the maternity ward, waiting for news of the new grandchild. He doted on his grandchildren, loving them in a way some parents never manage.
Eventually, as all must, Henry passed on. At his funeral, Ethel, hand in hand with her mother, cast a handful of earth into the grave and whispered, Farewell, Father You were the best father any girl could have. I will always remember you. In her heart, he remained not merely an uncle or stepfather, but a true fatherbecause a father is not always the one who gives life, but the one who shares in your grief and joy, who stands beside you when you need him most.
