З життя
Ти наказала Гені мене покинути. Чого ж ти тепер від мене хочеш?
“За вашим наказом Гриць мене залишив. Що ви тепер від мене хочете?” – голос Одарки тремтів від льодяного гніву, коли вона дивилася у вічі жінці, яка колись розбила її серце. Колишня свекруха, колись грізна і владна, тепер стояла перед нею – згорблена, беззахисна старенька. Десять років тому ця жінка зруйнувала її життя. А тепер просить про допомогу. Що це – доля грає свої жорстокі ігри чи шанс нарешті поставити крапку?
Одарка зайшла в темний передпокій і застигла. Шаркаючі кроки, тяжке дихання, запах старості та самотності. Двері відкрила не та Віра Петрівна, яку вона пам’ятала – статна завідувачка лікарні з холодним поглядом. Перед нею стояла незнайома старенька в застарілому халаті, ледве тримаючись за стіну. “Одарко, я боялася, що ти не прийдеш!” – голос тремтів, але Одарка впізнала його. Це була вона. Та сама. Але що з нею сталося? І чому саме зараз, після десяти років мовчання, вона покликала її?
Кухня зустріла її гулою тишею і крапаючим краном – наче метроном відраховував останні секунди перед чимось невідворотним. “Інсульт. Місяць тому. Одна не впораюсь”, – Віра Петрівна впала на стілець, її руки тремтіли. Одарка оглянула занедбану квартиру. Де Григорій? Де її ідеальний син, заради якого вона колись розчавила їхний шлюб? “В Німеччині. З Владою. Їм не до мене”, – голос свекрухи став тихішим, майже розчинився в повітрі. Одарка стиснула кулаки. Її покинули. А тепер покинули і цю жінку. Але чому серце все одно стискається від жалю?
Вчора ввечері, отримавши повідомлення від Віри Петрівни, Одарка мало не видалила його одним рухом пальця. “Приїзджай. Пробач мені”. Десять років – ні слова, ні звуку. З того дня, як Григорій, її перше кохання, сказав: “Пробач. Так буде краще”. Вона пам’ятала все: лікарняні коридори, запах хлорки, його м’яку усмішку, коли він просив підготувати перев’язувальну. Молоденька медсестра і лікар-ординатор – їхня історія могла б стати гарною казкою. Але Віра Петрівна вирішила інакше. “Зосередься на кар’єрі, Гриць. Вона не твого рівня”. І він послухав. Як завжди. А тепер Одарка стояла тут – перед жінкою, яка вкрала в неї мрію. Чи… подарувала нове життя?
“Розкажіть, що сталося”, – Одарка сіла навпроти, намагаючись не видати тремтіння в голосі. “Зранку не змогла підвестися. Права сторона відмовила. Думала, впораюсь сама, але…” – Віра Петрівна раптом замовкла. А потім додала: “Я ж не відразу зрозуміла, що наробила. Коли зруйнувала ваш шлюб, думала – роблю краще для Гриця. А тепер він у Німеччині, живе в тіні Влади. І я залишилася одна”. Одарка застигла. Що? Це визнання? Жінка, яка завжди вважала себе правою, тепер дивиться на неї з благанням і… жалем? “Я зруйнувала не тільки твоє життя, Одарко. Але й своє”. У цю мить щось клацнуло. Усе, що Одарка знала про минуле, перекинулась догори дригом. Невже той біль привів її до щастя, а Віра Петрівна сама стала жертвою своїх амбіцій?
Телефон у кишені Одарки завібрував. “Дмитро”. Її чоловік, її опора. “Любий, затримаюсь. Куплю все, цілую”. Вона усміхнулася, згадавши, як він з’явився в її житті – високий, розгублений, з букетом квітів через тиждень після випадкової зустрічі в клініці. У них дочка, друга дитина на підході. Щасливе життя, про яке вона й не мріяла після розлучення. А перед нею – старенька, яка це життя зруйнувала. І тепер просить: “Допоможи. Більше нікому”. Одарка склепила очі. Допомогти тій, яка її зрадила? Чи піти й залишити її тонути в самотності? Крапаючий кран ніби шептав: “Вирішуй. Вирішуй. Вирішуй”.
Одарка згадала ті сімейні обіди, де Віра Петрівна хвалила Владиславу. “Гриць, вона публікує третю статтю!” А потім розлучення. Григорій пішов до тієї, кого вибрала мати. Але тепер Одарка бачила: він не став щасливим. “Чужий став”, – тихо сказала Віра Петрівна. А Одарка? Вона знайшла Дмитра – чоловіка, який не живе в чиїйсь тіні, а будує їхнє спільне майбутнє. І раптом свекруха запитала: “Ти щаслива?” – “Так”, – відповіла Одарка, поклавши руку на живіт. “А я ні”, – голос Віри Петрівни здригнувся. У цю мить Одарка зрозуміла: пробачення – не для неї. Для себе.
“Давайте подивимося виписки”, – Одарка взяла папку з документами. Вона залишилась. Не з жалості – з почуття обов’язку. Медсестра в ній перемогла. Через тиждень вона привела сиділку, домовилася про медсестру для уколів. Віра Петрівна мовчала, мнучи серветку. Горда жінка, яка колись називала її “недолікованою медичкою”, тепер приймала допомогу. Але в її очах було щось ще. Не вдячність. Туга. “Гриць дзвонив. У Влади премія”, – сказала вона одного разу. “А про вас запитав?” – “Ні”. Тиша. Одарка раптом зрозуміла: цій жінці потрібно не лише догляд. Їй потрібне тепло. Але чи заслужила вона його?
Зима змінилася весною. Віра Петрівна зміцніла, почала ходити з тростиною. Одарка заходила рідше – живіт ріс, вдома чекали Дмитро та донька. Останній візит був коротким. “Гриць дзвонив. Влада знову відзначилася”, – свекруха дивилася в порожнечу. “А ви як?” – “Краще. Дякую”. Одарка пішла, залишивши її у тиші з крапаючим краном. Вдома вона переповіла все чоловікові. “Ти впевнена, що вчинила правильно?” – запитав Дмитро. “Так. Не для неї. Для себе”, – Одарка лягла поруч із ним, відчуваючи, як поворухнулася дитина. А в порожній квартирі Віра Петрівна дивилася на падаючий сніг і думала: “А що, якби я тоді вибрала інакше?” Два світи, дві долі. Один біль – і одне прощення, яке змінило все. Але чиє життя все ж було зруйновано? Її? Чи тієї, хто пішла, щоб жити далі?
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