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Светлана уехала в командировку в Тверь, оставив в родной Уфе своего жениха Дмитрия. Закончив дела раньше, она решила вернуться без предупреждения, чтобы устроить сюрприз. Дмитрий никогда не давал поводов для ревности, но пока поезд нёс её домой, в голове крутились назойливые мысли: вдруг застанет его с другой? Она отгоняла их, но сердце колотилось чаще. Мечтала о его удивлённых глазах, но сюрприз пришлось отложить. Только включив телефон на вокзале, она получила сообщение, от которого похолодела.

Светлана прижалась лбом к холодному стеклу такси. Зачем эти дурацкие фантазии? Их жизнь с Дмитрием была спокойной, даже рутинной, и, возможно, оттого ей хотелось драмы. В салоне пахло дешёвым одеколоном, как у её отца. Водитель, мужчина лет шестидесяти с седыми висками и морщинистой шеей, зевал и потирал ухо — точь-в-точь как папа, когда уставал. Он резко тормозил, и Светлана вцепилась в подлокотник.

«Девушка, как вас зовут?» — спросил водитель. «Светлана», — ответила она. «А я Владимир. Света, у вас поезд скоро? Можно заправиться?» Поезд был не раньше чем через три часа, и она кивнула: «Ещё успеем, я люблю приезжать заранее». Владимир усмехнулся: «Женщины все такие! Моя супруга тоже: в аэропорт за пять часов, вдруг пробка!» Светлана пожала плечами — она терпеть не могла опаздывать. «Кстати, Светлана Владимировна», — добавила она просто так. «Вот те на! Мою дочку тоже Светой звали. И бабушку мою», — оживился он.

Он заговорил о своей жизни, и Светлана слушала, поражённая. Владимир вырос в бедной многодетной семье, с четырнадцати лет работал, образования не получил, здоровье подвело, а ипотека едва выплачивалась. Сыновья от первого брака с ним не общались — не простили, что ушёл от их матери. Единственная радость — дочь, за учёбу которой он платил, надеясь, что она выберется из нищеты. Светлана невольно подумала: если бы он был её отцом? Она, дочь успешного предпринимателя, вряд ли бы встретила Дмитрия — он при знакомстве сразу спросил, кто её родители и где она училась.

«Ну как вам наш город?» — спросил Владимир, подъезжая к вокзалу. «Красивый», — улыбнулась Светлана. «А сами откуда?» — «Из Уфы». — «Ого, далековато! Был там когда-то, на свадьбе друга. По работе приехали?» — «Да, по работе». — «Приезжайте ещё! Вот, возьмите визитку — я таксист с опытом, возраст не помеха!» Он протянул карточку, и Светлана, глядя на него, снова подумала: так похож на папу — жестами, голосом. Как будто где-то живёт его двойник.

В поезде она, как в детстве, придумывала истории. Мечтала стать писательницей, но отец настоял на экономическом — чтобы она продолжила его дело. Жалела ли? Наверное, нет. Её жизнь была предсказуемой, и это грело. Дмитрию она не сказала о возвращении, представляя его радость. Но всё изменилось, когда телефон ожил, и на экране всплыло сообщение от матери: «Папа в больнице. Инфаркт».

Она никогда не видела отца слабым. Он был крепким, нерушимым. А теперь лежал на больничной койке, бледный, с проводами на груди. Мать вышла поговорить с врачом, и они остались вдвоём. «Как ты?» — спросила она, сжимая его руку. «Ничего, дочка», — тихо ответил он. Чтобы не расплакаться, она заговорила о командировке: «Город хороший, а таксист, представь, твой тёзка, Владимир…» Отец вдруг перебил: «Я родился там».

Светлана замерла. Отец никогда не рассказывал о детстве. «И зовут меня не Владимир», — добавил он, и слова повисли в воздухе, как начало её выдуманных историй. Он продолжил: «Молчал всю жизнь. Знает только мама. Даже те, кто меня вырастил, не в курсе. Мне было три года, когда всё случилось. Я родился в Твери, но моё настоящее имя — Андрей. Владимиром звали старшего брата, он меня растил. Семья была большая, отец пил, мать… не помню. Помню только хлеб с маслом и сахаром».

Он рассказал, как мать оставила его одного в старом доме, пахнущем сыростью. Брат умолял её не бросать его, но она ушла. Испуганный, маленький Андрей сбежал, затерялся среди детей, сел в автобус и оказался в деревне. Там его нашли, спросили имя. Почему назвался Владимиром — не знал. Родных не искали, или они не заявили о пропаже. В деревне его приютила женщина, кормившая его пирогами. Она стала его матерью. «Я ничего не помню, Света, — закончил он. — Только брата. Хотел бы узнать, что с ним».

Светлана слушала, не веря ушам. А вдруг таксист Владимир — тот самый брат? Она вспомнила его лицо, его рассказ о большой семье. «Ты не искал их?» — спросила она. «Зачем? Не помню их. Только имя Света в голове крутится — может, сестра была, может, мать. Но это всё. Я хочу, чтобы внуки меня знали. А их нет. И тебя замуж выдать надо. Пожалей старика, Света, знаю, свадьбы сейчас не в моде, но поженитесь вы с Димой».

Светлана вздохнула. Она не была против брака, но Дмитрий не предлагал. «Выздоравливай, — сказала она. — Будет тебе свадьба». Дома Дмитрий встретил её за компьютером, увлечённый игрой. «Вот это сюрприз! Почему не сказала, я бы встретил!» — обрадовался он. Светлана, измотанная, вдруг расплакалась. Дмитрий обнял её, а она рассказала об отце, умолчав о его тайне. И вдруг выпалила: «Давай поженимся?»

Дмитрий отстранился, нахмурился: «Света, нам и так хорошо. Зачем? Это папа твой надумал, под впечатлением. Остынь». — «То есть ты не хочешь?» — голос её дрогнул. Она догадывалась, но услышать это было больно. «Мы говорили об этом, — мягко сказал он. — Хочешь ребёнка — родим, без печатей. Мы же не ссоримся». Светлана замолчала, но обида засела глубоко.

Когда отец попКогда отец поправился, Светлана тайком вернулась в Тверь, твёрдо решив найти Владимира и раскрыть тайну прошлого своего отца.

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How was this fair? “Nick,” she said, as Maisie rushed off to dress. “We need to decide—now.” He set the brush aside. “I thought about it all night.” “And?” “I’m not going to the hospital.” Lera felt something tighten in her chest, but hid it. “Why?” “Because if I go, I’ll give hope—to her, to myself, to that child. I can’t be a part-time dad, split between two homes. I don’t want to lie to you, Lera. I don’t want to steal time from Maisie or the boys.” He looked at her, exhausted. “I chose you eleven years ago. You’re my wife. This—this is my family.” “And the boy?” Even she was surprised to hear herself ask it. “I’ll pay support. Through the courts or with a bank account—whatever’s needed. But visits? No. Better he grows up never knowing me, than waiting for a father who’s just watching the clock, desperate to get home to his real family. That’s fairer.” Lera was silent, rolling her wedding ring around her finger. “You’re sure you won’t regret this?” “I probably will,” Nick admitted. “I’ll worry, I’m sure. But if I go, I lose you—and you won’t stand for that. You’re strong, but not made of stone. You’ll start to hate me, and I can’t let that happen.” He crossed the kitchen, resting his hands on her shoulders. “I don’t want another life. I want you—and the kids. The rest is the price for my mistake. I’ll pay in money, and only in money. No time. No attention. That’s all I’ve got to give.” She placed her hand over his. “Your own money?” she smirked. “I’ll earn it. I’ll find a way. I’ll never ask for your help with this.” And with that, she was at peace. Her husband may not have behaved honourably toward her, but these were exactly the words she had needed. No sharing. The other woman could deal with her choices. Nick never went to the hospital. The mistress soon flooded his phone with angry voicemails. 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I’ve had a son by you, but we want nothing from you, rang the voice down the phone his mistress....