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Where Did You Get That Photo? — Ivan Went Pale the Moment He Spotted the Picture of His Missing Father on the Wall…
Where did you get that picture? William went pale the moment he saw his missing father’s photograph on the wall.
When William came home from his shift at the plant, his mother, Margaret, was tending the pots on the balcony. She leaned over the hanging baskets, gently smoothing the leaves. A soft, steady glow seemed to emanate from her face.
Mum, youre like a busy bee, William shrugged off his jacket, walked over and slipped his arms around her shoulders. Another long day on your feet?
Oh, that job? she laughed, waving her hand. My spirit is at rest. Look how everything is blooming. The scent it feels as if this balcony were an entire botanical garden.
She chuckled, low and kindly as always. William inhaled the delicate perfume and was suddenly reminded of the cramped council flat they had once lived in, where the only garden was a pot of kalanchoe that dropped its leaves forever.
Years slipped by. Now Margaret spent most of her time at the cottage William had bought her for her seventieth birthday. It was a modest stone house, but the garden was hugeplant anything you like. In spring they sowed seedlings, in summer they tended the greenhouse, in autumn they harvested root veg, and in winter they simply waited for the first thaw.
William knew, though, that beneath her smile there always lived a quiet, bright sadness that would not fade until her deepest wish came trueseeing the man she had waited for all her life.
Her husband. He had walked out for work on an ordinary morning and never returned. William was only five then. Margaret would tell him how, that day, his father had kissed her on the temple, winking at his son, and said, Be a good lad. Then he left, never knowing he would never come back.
There were statements, the police, endless searches. Neighbours whispered: Maybe he left, Hes got another family, Something happened. But Margaret kept repeating, He wouldnt have just walked away. He cant come back.
That thought haunted William for more than thirty years. He was convinced his father could not have abandoned them; he just couldnt.
After school William enrolled at a technical college, though his heart longed to be a journalist. He knew he had to stand on his own feet quickly. Margaret worked as a nurse in the local hospital, taking night shifts without complaint. Even when her feet swelled and her eyes were bloodshot from lack of sleep, she would say,
Its all right, Will. The important thing is you keep learning.
And so he studied. By night he scoured missingperson databases, poured over archives, posted on forums. Hope never dwindled; it became his very core. He grew strong because he knew he had to be a pillar for his mother.
When his first decent job came, he first cleared his mothers debts, then set aside savings, and eventually bought the cottage back for her. He told her,
All right, Mum, now you can finally rest.
She wept openly, unashamed of her tears. William held her close and whispered,
Youve earned this a thousand times. Thank you for everything.
William dreamed of a family of his owna house where the air smelled of roast and fresh scones, where every Sunday the whole clan gathered and childrens laughter filled the rooms. For now he worked hard, saving for his own venture. Hed always been handy, ever since he was a child.
Yet his heart still held the longing to find his father, to walk into a home one day and say,
Forgive me I couldnt come sooner.
Then everything would fall into place. They would understand, forgive, and the three of them would finally embrace.
Sometimes William caught himself remembering his fathers voice, the way he would lift him onto his shoulders and say, Ready, champion, lets soar? and then toss him lightly into the air.
That night he dreamed of his father standing on a riverbank in an old coat, calling his name. The face was blurred by mist, but the eyesthose familiar grey eyeswere his.
Williams job paid steadily, but a single salary wouldnt stretch far enough for his own business. So in the evenings he did odd jobssetting up computers, smart systems. In a nights work he could visit two or three houses, fixing printers, routers, updating software. He knew every step by heart, and the elderly loved his polite, patient manner.
One day a request came through a friend: a wealthy family in a gated community outside town needed a home network installed.
Arrive after six, the lady will be home and show you everything, they said.
William arrived on time, passed the gate guard, and pulled up to a white manor with columns and large windows. A young woman in a light dress, about twentyseven, opened the door.
Are you the technician? Please come in. Everythings in the masters study. Hes away on business but asked you to finish today, she said with a gentle smile.
Inside, the house was bright, spacious, faintly scented with expensive perfume. The sitting room held a grand piano, paintings on the walls, shelves of books, framed photographs. The study was austere: dark wood, a green lamp, a massive desk, a leather chair.
He set his tools down and went to work. Everything proceeded smoothly until his eyes fell on a framed photograph on the wall. A young couple: a woman in a white dress with flowers in her hair, a man in a grey suit, both smiling.
Though years had altered their features, the inner voice rang clear: that was his father.
William stood, approached. Grey eyes, familiar cheekbones, a dimple beside the mouth. No mistake could be made.
Excuse me who is in this picture? he asked softly.
The woman stared at him, surprised.
Thats my father. Do you know him?
William felt his throat tighten, his heart hammering as if the woman might hear it. He managed,
I think perhaps. He exhaled heavily. Could you tell me how your parents met? I know it sounds odd, but it means a lot to me.
She blushed, then replied,
My dad led an unusual life. He was once an ordinary engineer. He met my mother by chance on holiday, and they fell in love
She looked at William with concern,
You look quite pale. Are you alright? Want some water?
He nodded silently. She disappeared into the kitchen, leaving him alone, unsure why he was doing this. Perhaps it was unethical, perhaps illegal, but curiosity drove him to her computer.
The Personal folder was passwordprotected. He entered his birthdate, and, astonishingly, it opened. Inside were old photos, scanned documents, and a nameless text file. He clicked it.
The letter began abruptly, as if it had been written in a longsuppressed moment:
I knew from the first day that this was wrong. You were beautiful, intelligent, welloff and in love. I was nobody, just starting out. I lied, saying I was single, that I owned nothing. I thought it would be a brief affair. But then you introduced me to your parents as a fiancé, we started planning a wedding I wanted to run, but I couldnt. Your trust, your fathers money kept me. They gave me new papers, a passport with no marriage stamp. Im not proud of this. I thought it would make things easier for everyone. Lily will forget. Our son is still smallhe wont understand. Now I dont recognise myself. I live comfortably, yet every morning I drink coffee with the thought that Im a betrayer. Theres no going back
Williams eyes clouded. He slumped back in the chair, staring at a point on the wall, unsure of what to feelanger? Disgust? Regret?
Before him lay a betrayal stretched across decades. A mother who had spent her life scraping together pennies, never remarrying, living for her son. And a father who had slipped into comfort, rewriting his own fate.
William finished the job quickly, received a crisp white envelope with cash, and left. He didnt remember how he got to his car. He sat in the drivers seat, hands trembling.
For three days he could not find words, rehearsing how to tell the truth. Finally his mother, as always, sensed something was wrong.
Something happened, Will? You seem out of sorts
He poured out everything the house, the photograph, the laptop, the letter.
She listened in silence, never interrupting, only once closing her eyes and clenching her fists until her knuckles turned white.
When he finished, the room fell into a heavy hush. She rose, walked to the window, stared out at the distant fields, then said calmly,
You know it eases me.
William looked at her, puzzled.
Eases you?
Yes. Ive spent years asking Why? Is he in trouble? Is he suffering? What if looping over and over. Now I know. He isnt in trouble. He simply chose a different life.
She sat back down, rested her elbows on the table. There were no tears, only exhaustionthe kind that follows a long journey.
Now I dont have to wait, Will. I dont have to fear that I missed something. Im free.
Im sorry for digging this up, he whispered.
She shook her head.
No apologies. Everything in life turns out for the best. We just dont always see it straight away.
She stood, embraced him just as she had when he fell off his bike as a child.
Youre my greatest gift. And even he she paused, thoughtful he gave me you. So nothing was wasted.
That evening William sat by the pond, watching the sky turn a soft pink at sunset. He realised he no longer wanted to see his father, to hear words, explanations, empty apologies. His father was not the man living in some distant manor; he was a childhood imagewarm, pure, uncomplicated. Let it stay there, in memory.
Living is not about clutching onto evil, not dragging a past that no longer walks beside you. Living is learning to let go.
And that night, William finally released everything, and peace settled over him.
