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My Husband Didn’t Like My Curves and Left Me for a Slim Woman, but Five Years Later We Crossed Paths Again
After my son was born, I put on a bit of weight. It wasnt even a dramatic change, but My husband started complaining about it, again and again, tossing sharp words in my direction as if nothing else mattered.
Instead of telling me, Dont worry, love, youre still the best, and waiting until I was myself again, he simply walked out. He left so suddenly, shutting the door one day and never coming back. I was left standing in our cramped London flat, holding my baby close, and I dont need to go into further detailanyone in my shoes would know that lonely echo.
I grew tired of mourning, of feeling swallowed whole by misery. Somehow, I found a spark buried deep and clawed myself back. I got myself a spanielcalled him Charlieand started jogging with him in the misty mornings across Hyde Park. I put my mind to tightening up my stomach muscles, forcing myself through the pain and the doubts. The emotional toll was crushing at times, but keeping my body moving took my mind off the darkness. It became a habitone I could cling to. When I landed a job at a busy office near Tottenham Court Road, I joined a fitness club.
Unlike the old, gruff gym instructor at our old council centre, the fitness trainer hereRobwas thoughtful and patient. Year after year, through constant visits to the gym, I didnt just get my figure backI sculpted it, better than before. I reckon I improved it by half again, at least. I began to love myself, to admire the body Id rebuilt from scratch.
One day, walking home with my gym bag, clad in leggings and trainers, I spotted my ex-husband standing right outside my block. He had a bunch of roses and a box of chocolates apparently ringing the bell, while my son refused to answer the door. I realised in that moment, right then and there, that I had the chance so many abandoned women dream of
To make him regret. To make him ache with remorse. I clasped my hands behind my neck, quickly did five squats, adjusted my top, and strode towards him.
And do you know what he said? Excuse me, miss, do you live here? Can you let me in?
I snorted bitterly, shielding my face, feeling a rush of victory I couldnt put into words, and stepped aside He bristled, suddenly frustratedDid I say something funny? Whats made you laugh? he asked. I looked straight at him and replied, In the registry office, when I promised to love and protect I dont find it funny now, even a bit.
He stared at me, lost. Can I at least see my son? he pleaded.
Walk out just go, I told him, all emotion drained. As he left, glancing back over his shoulder again and again, I watched. But it didnt change anything. Sometimes, if you wish it hard enough, dreams do come true.
