З життя
A Terrifying Discovery by Pure Chance: My Four-Year-Old Sister Lucy Developed an Umbilical Hernia. Doctors Warned Us Not to Delay—The Sooner the Surgery, the Better. Lucy Refused to Go to the Hospital Without Dad, So We Waited for His Return from a Work Trip, and He Walked Her All the Way to the Operating Room.
 
																								
												
												
											The terrible truth came to light by pure chance. My four-year-old sister, Lucy, had developed an umbilical hernia. The doctors said not to delaythe sooner they operated, the better. Lucy refused point-blank to go to the hospital without Dad. We waited until he returned from his trucking route, and he walked her all the way to the operating theatre.
“Daddy, youll wait here for me, wont you?” sobbed my little sister.
“Where else would I go, darling? Of course Ill wait. Why are you crying? Youre my brave girl, arent you?”
“Im not crying! Im just breathing funny!”  
And with that, they wheeled her away. A simple, routine procedure. But the hospital required Mum and Dad to donate bloodit was mandatory.
“Only one of us should match her blood type, right?” Dad asked. “Shouldnt you test first? So we dont give more than needed.”
“Theres no such thing as too much blood!” the doctor said firmly.  
Mum and Dad both gave blood. Mum was pale, swaying on her feet like she might faint at any moment. She couldnt sit still afterwardkept darting into the treatment room, chatting with the nurses. Eventually, Lucy was wheeled out of surgery, and Dad went to meet her as promised. He stayed with her the entire weekend. Mum seemed to relax a little, checked on Lucy, then took me home despite my protests.
“I could stay with her too,” I insisted stubbornly.
I was eleven by then. Lucy, my tiny blonde-haired sister, was the person I loved most in the world. Maybe even more than Mum and Dad. And how could you not love her? She was an angela blonde little angel in the flesh.
Picture a small market town with its modest local hospital. New, fully equipped, even with a blood bankimpressive for a place like this. But a small town was still a small town. Three days later, Lucy was home, and Dad was preparing for another haul. He went out to buy cigarettes for the road, but when he returned, his face was dark as thunder.
“Daddy!” Lucy wailed from the nursery (she was still on bed rest). “Did you bring my marshmallows?”
Dad left the shopping bag in the hallway. He ordered me straight into the nursery, then took Mum by the elbow and steered her into the kitchen.
“John John, whats wrong?”
The conversation in the kitchen was one I wouldnt understand until years laterback then, Lucy and I were clueless. She was too young, and I obeyed Dad without question. To the nursery we went. Lucy started whimpering, demanding marshmallows and Daddy, so I offered to read to her instead. Thank God she agreed.
In the kitchen, John, wild-eyed, closed in on Jean until she was pressed against the wall with nowhere left to retreat.
“Is it true? That Lucy isnt mine?”
“WhathowJohn, have you lost your mind? How could you say such a thing?”
“Ill tell you how. My blood is A positive. Yours is O positive. Hers” he jerked his head toward the nursery “is B negative. If theres been a mix-up, we can always retest.”
Jean pushed past him, sank into a chair, dropped her head into her hands, and groaned.
“Bastards. I begged them! Why do they have to ruin everything? Theyre jealous, John, jealous of our life. We had everything. Such beautiful children.”
“You begged them right. Got it.”
He stormed out, leaving Jean weeping at the kitchen table. Just one slipone moment of boredom with an engineer passing through town. Her husband always away, always on the road. In films, trucker husbands were romantic, exciting. In reality? Lonely. Cold. She thought she was owed somethingafter all, he probably wasnt faithful either, out there for weeks at a time. She jumped up to chase after him, but he was already gone. A box of marshmallows sat abandoned on the table.
After his next haul, Dad had a serious talk with me. He wanted me to come with him.
“Dad, what about what about Lucy? Mum? Cant you stay?”
It felt like a concrete slab had been dropped onto my shoulders. Slabs were made of rockId seen videos. And this weight crushing me wasnt simple either. Fear of losing Dad. Fear of choosing. Either way, I lost someone. Doing the maths in my head, I decided to stay. Lucy and Mum outnumbered Dad. Though in value, my sister alone mightve tipped the scales.
Dad met with me often after that. Lucy, though? It was like hed forgotten her. I didnt understand, but I knewif he couldve explained, he would have. At first, Lucy was heartbroken, crying so hard it hurt to look at her. But slowly, she asked for Dad less and less. She withdrew, lost in her toys. I didnt know exactly why this punishment had fallen on her, but I could guess. As for Mum
Mum lost it. She started dragging rubbish from the bins into the house. At first, harmless thingsmaybe even useful. Then just anything. She stopped caring about us entirely. Mum sat among her scavenged treasures, whispering, sorting. How a young, beautiful woman could turn into this in just a year and a halfI couldnt fathom it. But I never told Dad. Our neighbour, Auntie Mary, looked after us sometimes. I managed food with Dads child support, but the stench that clung to our flat? Kids at school laughed, but I avoided fights.
“Auntie Mary, could you teach me how to iron?” I knocked on her door.
“Goodness, George, you need to wash first” Mary wrinkled her nose.
“Washings useless. I did it. But Im seeing Dad tomorrow, and I need to look decent.”
“So he” She gasped. “He doesnt know about Jean?”
“I wont tell him. He leftits not his problem anymore!”
She let me in, then paused.
“Bring Lucy too. Ill get you both sorted. And bring your clothes herechange at mine. Whatever I can do”
So we did. At least I didnt reek like a tramp at school anymore. But kind Auntie Mary didnt stop there. She went to Dad and shamed him. He met me after school.
“Why didnt you tell me?”
“Would you have come back?”
“No. But you could live with me.”
“And Lucy?”
Dad was silent. I shook my head and turned toward home.
“Wait! Lucy could stay with Nan.”
“Nans got a new husband. She doesnt want us.”
“Right. Takes after” Dad cut himself off.
He tried talking to his ex-mother-in-law anyway.
“John, youve lost it! Why would I want little kids? Im living my second youth.”
“But Lucys your granddaughter!”
“Pity.”
“What?!” Dad froze.
“Pity motherhoods obvious, but fatherhood isnt. If Id had a son, and he had kidswhos to say theyre mine? But this ones mine, alright. And Ive got my own life.”
“Yeah. Shouldve looked closer at you before marrying Jean.”
One morning, I woke up to find Mum gone. All her rubbish remainedshed only spared mine and Lucys roombut she was nowhere. I opened the window, letting freezing air dilute the stench. Fed Lucy, nibbled something myself, then took her to Auntie Marys.
“Mums gone. Ive got school.”
“Gone? In this freeze? Where?”
My reckless, broken mother ended her days at a far-off landfill. Why she froze instead of coming homeno one knew. Mary said social services would step in now. And they did. A woman eyed our flat and turned to Mary.
“Could we do the paperwork at yours?”
“Of course,” Mary sighed.
“Hold on.” Dads voice cut through as he climbed the stairs. “Sorryjust back from a haul. Theyre my kids.”
“And the flats yours?” The social worker smirked.
Dad didnt even glance inside.
“Pack up, George. Were going home. Well sort this place later.”
“And Lucy?” I asked, terrified.
“Of course. Lucy, love, get your things.”
My sister peeled herself from the wall and shuffled toward Dad.
“Daddy?”
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“Is it really you?”
He swept her into his arms, holding her tight with a heavy sigh.
“Its me. Im here. Its alright.”
“Dont leave again, Daddy!” Lucy wailed.
I froze. Shed give us away, and that stern woman would take us despite having a living father. But the social worker had lost interest, gossiping with Mary instead. And Dad? He held Lucy, tears streaming down his face. Hed tried so hard
 
																	
																															
 
														 
																											 
														 
																											 
														 
																											 
														 
																											 
														 
																											 
														 
																											 
														 
																											 
														