З життя
Чоловік моєї мрії пішов від дружини до мене, але я не знала, чим це обернеться
Мрії про чоловіка мого серця втілилися у стосунки, але навіть не здогадувалася, якими будуть наслідки
Я мріяла про нього ще з університетських часів, живучи в невеличкому містечку під Києвом. Це було кохання, що сліпило, несло у вихор забуття. Коли він нарешті звернув на мене увагу, я втратила останні краплі здорового глузду. Наші шляхи перетнулися через роки після університету — ми зустрілися в одній юридичній конторі. Спільна професія, інтереси — я вирішила, що це не просто випадковість, а знак долі, моя казка, яка ось-ось стане реальною.
Він здавався мені ідеалом, чоловіком з моїх мрій. Те, що у нього була дружина, мене в молодості не бентежило — я не розуміла, що означає руйнування шлюбу, та яка біль ховається за цими історіями. Я не відчувала сорому, коли Роман залишив свою дружину заради мене. Хто міг подумати, що це рішення обернеться для мене таким болем? Народна мудрість не бреше: на чужому горі свого щастя не збудуєш.
Коли він обрав мене, я була на сьомому небі, готова була пробачити йому все. Але в повсякденності він виявився далеко не принцем. Його розкидані речі заполонили квартиру, він відмовлявся мити посуд, і весь побут навалився на мене важким тягарем. Я закривала очі на це — любов засліплювала, робила мене м’якою, піддатливою, майже безвольною.
Про свій минулий шлюб він забув швидко, немов стер його з пам’яті. Дітей у них не було, а весілля, як він зізнався, влаштували за наполяганням її батьків. «З тобою все інакше, ти — моя доля», — шепотів він мені, і я розчинялася в цих словах. Моє щастя було яскравим, але коротким, мов блискавка. Все змінилося, коли я завагітніла.
Спочатку Роман сяяв від радості — дитина, його дитина! Ми влаштували велике сімейне свято, запросили рідних, друзів. Тости, побажання щастя і здоров’я малюкові — той вечір залишився світлим острівцем тепла в моїй пам’яті. Я не шкодую про нього, але після цієї ночі моя сліпа любов почала згасати, ніби свічка на вітрі.
Чим більше ріс мій живіт, тим рідше я бачила Романа вдома. Я пішла у декрет, і наші зустрічі скоротилися до пізніх вечорів. Він затримувався на роботі, зникав на корпоративних заходах. Спочатку я терпіла, але невдовзі це стало нестерпним. Побут перетворився на тортури: я, вагітна, ледь рухалася, а його шкарпетки та сорочки валялися повсюди, як німі докори моїй наївності. Я запитувала себе: чи не поспішили ми з дитиною? Кохання згасає з часом, я це знала, але не думала, що воно так швидко щезне.
Він ще приносив квіти, шоколад, але мені було потрібно не це — я хотіла його поруч, його підтримки, тепла. А потім з’ясувалася правда. Випадкова розмова з колегами під час кави відкрила мені очі: в відділ прийшла нова працівниця, молода, енергійна. Штат і так був переповнений, а мій вихід у декрет загострив ситуацію. Випадковість? Я не знала, вона це чи ні, але Роман явно мав на стороні когось. Його життя тепер складалося з «роботи», «зустрічей» і «невідкладних заходів». Одного разу я знайшла в кишені його піджака записку з незнайомими ініціалами. Серце стиснулося, але я мовчки поклала її назад, вирішивши вдавати, що нічого не бачу. Страх залишитися однією на сьомому місяці вагітності паралізував мене.
Він почав скаржитися, що я «вічно на нервах», а кожна сварка закінчувалася його втомленим зітханням, наче я була тягарем. Я боялася заговорити про головне — знала, що це кінець. І він настав. Найжахливіші слова, які я чула в житті, були: «Я не готовий до дітей. У мене є інша». Як він це сказав — не пам’ятаю, в голові шуміло, світ розвалювався. Я думала, що зійду з розуму від болю і приниження.
Але я знайшла в собі сили. Подала на розлучення, хоча кожна буква в заяві була як удар по серцю. Він не чекав, що я наважусь, що викину його речі за поріг наступного ж дня. Слава Богу, квартира була орендована — ділити її не довелося.
— А дитина? Подумай про дитину! Як ти його виростиш? — кинув він на прощання.
— Впораюся. Працюватиму з дому. І батьки допоможуть. Мама завжди казала, що ти зрадник, треба було її слухати, — відрізала я, закривши двері.
Відповідальність за сина дала мені сили, яких я в собі не підозрювала. Сама б я ніколи не пішла, але заради нього — змогла. Його зрада була настільки підлою, що я викреслила Романа з свого життя, немов його ніколи не існувало. Очі мої відкрилися, і я побачила його справжнього.
Перші місяці після розлучення, разом з пологами, були жахливими. Я повернулася до батьків у сусіднє містечко — вони прийняли мене з розпростертими обіймами, особливо радісно вітали онука. Я сумувала за Романом, але проганяла ці думки. В глибині душі я знала: я зробила правильно і дам синові все можливе.
Як тільки сили повернулися, я взялась за роботу — перекладала юридичні тексти вдома. Бували місяці без доходу, але батьки підтримували мене, поки я не здобула клієнтів. Син ріс, роки летіли непомітно. Я усвідомила це, коли зрозуміла, що йому потрібен власний куток. Батьки не хотіли нас відпускати, але я мріяла про незалежність — свій кабінет, його кімнату для навчання. На той час я могла дозволити собі зняти квартиру.
Життя налагодилося. Дитячий садок змінився школою, перший клас — п’ятим, і я вперше за багато років відчула свободу і спокій. Але тут він з’явився знову. Наше містечко мале, а в юридичній сфері всі один одного знають. Роман знайшов мій офіс без труднощів. Як я жаліла, що не поїхала далі! Він заявив, що «надивився на світ», що шкодує про минуле, що був «молодий і дурний». Благав познайомити його з сином, якого навіть не бачив.
За законом він має право на зустрічі, і якщо захоче — доб’ється свого. Але сама думка про це лякає мене до нестями. З того часу пройшло кілька тижнів. Я сказала, що подумаю, але в голові хаос — я не вірю йому і не хочу підпускати до сина. Можливо, це моя кара? Покарання за те, що забрала його у першої дружини? Я серйозно думаю переїхати в інше місто, аби захистити нас від минулого, яке знову стукає в мої двері.
I Will Always Be With You, Mum: A Heartfelt Story You Can Believe Grandma Valerie couldn’t wait for evening to come. Her neighbour Natalie, a single woman approaching fifty, had just confided something so astonishing that Valerie’s head was spinning. To prove her point, Natalie had even invited her round later to show her something remarkable. The story began quite simply. That morning, Natalie had dropped by as she was on her way to the shop: “Is there anything you need, Valerie? I’m popping to the corner shop to pick up bits for a pie and a few other things.” Valerie smiled. “You’ve always been so good and caring, Natalie. I remember you as a little girl. It’s a shame things haven’t worked out for you—but you never seem sad or complain, not like some.” Natalie laughed. “What’s there to complain about? I do have a man I love, it’s just we can’t be together for now. Would you like to hear the reason? I’ve never told anyone else, but I want to tell you. Well, partly because you probably wouldn’t be believed if you repeated it!” She grinned. “Just let me know if you need anything from the shop. I’ll pop in on my way back, and over a cup of tea, I’ll tell you all about my life. Maybe then you’ll be happy for me and stop worrying.” Valerie didn’t really need anything, but asked Natalie to fetch a loaf of bread and some sweets for tea, her curiosity well and truly piqued. Later, as they sat together over tea and cake, Natalie began: “Valerie, you remember that thing that happened to me twenty years ago? I was nearly thirty. Met a bloke—nice enough, so I thought I’d marry him even if I didn’t love him. At least I’d have a family. He moved in and I got pregnant. When the baby came, a little girl, she lived just two days and passed away. I thought I’d go mad with grief. My husband and I split up soon after. A couple of months later, once I’d stopped crying, something happened. It’s hard to explain, Valerie. I’d got everything ready for my daughter—the cot, bedding, toys, the lot. They say it’s bad luck to buy these things early, but I didn’t believe that. Then one night I was woken by the sound of a baby crying. I thought I was imagining it, but the crying came again. I went to the cot—and there she was. My little girl. I picked her up, my heart nearly bursting with happiness. She looked up at me and then drifted peacefully to sleep. And from then on, almost every night, she would come to me. I even bought formula and a bottle, but she hardly ever fed—just smiled, closed her eyes and slept in my arms. Is that even possible?” Valerie leaned forward, utterly enthralled. “I know it sounds mad, but it’s true,” Natalie insisted. “It just went on—we got used to those nightly visits. I knew my little girl was living in another world, with her own mum and dad, but she never forgot me. She would visit, and one night she said to me: ‘I will always be with you, Mum. We are bound by an invisible thread, and nothing can ever break it.’ Sometimes I wonder if it’s a dream, but she even brings me gifts from her world. They don’t last long here though—they fade away like snow in spring.” That evening, Valerie finally visited Natalie’s flat. No one else was home—just the two of them. Suddenly, a gentle light shimmered in the air and a sweet young woman appeared: “Hello, Mummy! I’ve had such a good day, I want to share it with you. And here’s a present for you.” She placed a small bouquet on the table. Turning to see Valerie, she smiled again. “Oh, hello! Mum said you wanted to meet me. I’m Marianne.” After chatting a while, Marianne faded away like morning mist. Valerie sat silent, absolutely stunned. “Well, I never… that really happens!” she whispered. “Your daughter’s a beauty, Natalie, just like you. I’m so happy for you. You really are a lucky woman—maybe luckier than anyone I know. I would never have believed it if I hadn’t seen it myself. Thank you for opening my eyes. The world is so much bigger than I thought; life goes on everywhere. I’m not afraid anymore.” The flowers on the table became paler and then vanished altogether. But Natalie smiled, full of hope. Tomorrow would be a wonderful new day. She was going to meet Arkady, the man she loved and who loved her back—she just knew it. And someday soon, she’d introduce him to the two people she loved most in the world: Marianne and Arkady.
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She’s got grandchildren, even though she’s about fifteen years younger than me. But her childhood, her memories—they’re so different from mine. I just long for a chat with peers, people like me,” Nina Anderson explained, though she realised perfectly well that her daughter wouldn’t understand. She was still young. Her time wasn’t gone—it was just outside the window. She didn’t yet yearn for memories. Sveta was wonderful and caring; it wasn’t about her. “Mum, I got us tickets for a night of classic ballads on Tuesday. Remember you wanted to go? No more sulking—put on your burgundy dress, you look stunning in it!” “All right, darling, everything’s fine. I don’t know what came over me, good night, we’ll speak tomorrow. Go to bed early—you hardly get any sleep,” Nina changed the subject. “Yes, Mum, goodnight. Bye,” and Svetlana hung up. Nina Anderson gazed silently at the glittering evening lights outside… Year Eleven, also spring. So many plans. It seemed so recent. Her friend Irene fancied Simon Mallory from their class. But Simon liked Nina. He’d call her every evening, invite her out. But Nina thought of him as just a friend—why raise his hopes? Later Simon left for the army. He came back, married, lived in Irene’s old house. Back then everyone had a landline. The number… Nina Anderson dialled the number from memory. The tone didn’t come at once—then someone picked up, there was rustling and then a quiet man’s voice: “Hello, I’m listening.” Maybe it’s too late? Why did I call? Maybe Simon doesn’t even remember me, or maybe it’s not him at all! “Good evening,” Nina’s voice rasped a little with nerves. There was more static on the line, then suddenly she heard an astonished voice: “Nina? Is that really you? Of course it is. I’d know your voice anywhere. How did you find me? I’m only here by chance….” “Simon, you recognised me!” A wave of joyful memories swept over Nina Anderson. No one had called her by her name for ages—just “mum”, “granny”, or “Mrs Anderson”. Well, except Irene. But just “Nina” sounded so wonderful, so fresh—as if the years hadn’t passed at all. “Nina, how are you? I’m so glad to hear from you.” Those words made her ridiculously happy. She’d feared he wouldn’t recognise her, or her call would be out of place. “Do you remember Year Eleven? When Simon and Victor took you and Irene out in that rowing boat? He’d blistered his hands on the oars and tried to hide it. Then we ate ice cream on the riverside while the music played,” Simon’s voice was soft and wistful. “Of course I remember!” Nina laughed joyfully, “And that class camping trip? We couldn’t get the tins open, we were so hungry!” “Oh yes,” Simon chuckled, “Then Victor opened them and we sang songs by the campfire. Do you remember? After that, I decided to learn the guitar.” “And did you?” Nina’s voice rang with youthful delight at all these shared memories. It was like Simon was reviving their happy past, recalling detail after detail. “So, how are things now?” Simon asked, but immediately answered himself, “Actually, I can tell from your voice you’re happy. Children, grandchildren? You still writing poems? I remember: ‘To dissolve into the night and be reborn by morning!’ So full of hope! You always were like sunshine, Nina! You bring warmth to everyone, no one could be cold around you. Your family’s so lucky—to have a mum and granny like you is pure gold.” “Oh, come off it, Simon, I’m long past that. My time’s over, I—” He interrupted. “Come on, you give out so much energy I think my phone’s about to melt! Just kidding. I don’t believe you’ve lost your zest for life—not a bit. That means your time isn’t over yet, Nina. So live—and be happy. The sun shines for you. And the breeze chases clouds across the sky for you. And the birds sing for you!” “Simon, you’re still such a romantic. What about you? I’m going on and on about myself…” But suddenly there was a crackle and the call cut out. Nina sat there, phone in hand. She wanted to ring back, but it was late—better not. Another time. What a wonderful chat they’d had—so many memories! The sudden ringtone made Nina jump. Her granddaughter. “Yes, Daisy, hello, I’m still up. What did Mum say? No, my mood’s fine. I’m going to a concert with Mum. Are you coming over tomorrow? Wonderful, see you then. Bye.” In an unexpectedly good mood, Nina Anderson went to bed, head full of plans. As she drifted off, she found herself composing lines for a new poem… In the morning, Nina decided to visit Irene. Just a few stops on the tram—she wasn’t a creaky old nag yet. Irene was delighted: “At last! You’ve been promising for ages. Ooh, is that an apricot tart? My favourite! Well, spill, what’s brought this on?” Irene coughed, pressing her hand to her chest, then waved Nina’s concern away. “It’s all right, new inhaler—I’m better. 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Then she surprised Nina by saying: “Nina, I don’t know how, but it really does sound like it was him. His words, his style. Simon loved you. I think he wanted to support you… from the other side. And it looks like he did. I haven’t seen you so happy and full of energy for ages. One day, someone will piece your tattered heart back together. And you’ll finally remember—what it feels like to be… simply happy.”
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