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I know they’re my children,” he murmured without lifting his gaze. “But… I can’t explain why—there’s just no bond between us.

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“I know they’re my children,” he murmured without looking up. “But… I can’t explain why, theres just no bond between us.”

“Look at her! Shes so beautiful!” I exclaimed, cradling the warm little body of our newborn daughter. Little Lily lay curled up in a soft blanket like a tiny bundle of life, breathing softly. I couldnt tear my eyes away. In that moment, the world narrowed to just her face, her breath, her existence: “Shes ours. Shes here.”

Beside me stood James. He gazed at the baby, but his expression held tenderness mixed with something elsesomething uncertain, almost fearful. He reached out, gently brushing a finger against her cheek.

“She looks like you,” he whispered. But his voice lacked the joy I had hoped for, the overflowing happiness that should have been there. At the time, I brushed it off. So she resembled mewhat did it matter? We were a family now, our daughter was healthy, and we were parents at last.

Yet as the years passed, and when our second daughter, Emily, was born, I began noticing what I had refused to see before. Both girls looked strikingly alikelarge brown eyes, delicate noses, high foreheads, thick dark hairall mirroring my fathers childhood portrait. Not a trace of Jamess blue eyes, dimples, or even his expressions remained in them. It became a problema painful one.

I sat at the kitchen table, stirring long-cold tea. Behind me, the girls slept soundly, while across from me sat my mother-in-law, Margaret, her face unreadable. She had “just dropped by,” as she often claimed, but I knew better. Especially after months of tension, unspoken words, and cold resentment.

“Sophie,” she began carefully, as if choosing each word with precision, “the girls are beautiful, of course. But… are you certain theyre Jamess? They look just like your father. Spitting image, really. Its uncanny, dont you think?”

The spoon clinked against the mug. I froze. Those words had been whispered beforein jokes, hints, gossip. But hearing them from her, from the woman who called me “family,” cut deep. Like a punch to the gut.

“Margaret, how could you even say that?” My voice trembled. “Of course theyre Jamess! You know everythingwe waited so long, he was there when they were born! How could you doubt it?”

She merely shrugged, as if to say, “Who knows?” And in that gesture lay her certainty that doubt had a right to exist. My chest tightened with hurtand fear. Because the worst part wasnt her words. The worst part was that James, too, had begun pulling away from our children.

“James, why didnt you pick Lily up from nursery again?” I asked when he stumbled home late, long past bedtime. Lily was asleep, Emily dozed on the sofa, and I, exhausted from a double shift and endless worries, barely stayed upright.

“Forgot. Sorry,” he muttered, tossing his jacket onto a chair without glancing at me. “Works been mad.”

“Youre always busy,” I snapped. “When was the last time you spent time with them? Played with Emily? Read Lily a story?”

Silence. Heavy, suffocating silence, until his quiet, strained voice broke it:

“I dont feel drawn to them, Sophie. Dont know why. They… they feel like strangers. I try, but I dont feel like theyre mine.”

Tears welled up. How could he say such things about his own daughters? The children he had once longed for? But then I realisedhe meant it. James had imagined a daughter with his features, someone he could see himself in. Instead, he got two girls who resembled my father. As if Id made them alone.

I scoured the internet, reading about genetics, dominant and recessive traits. It happened, apparently. Sometimes children took after grandparents more than parents. My father had strong genesbrown eyes, dark hair, high foreheadsand both girls inherited them. But how could I convince James and his family when theyd already made up their minds?

I suggested a DNA test. Not because I doubted, but to end the whispers. He refused.

“I believe theyre mine,” he said, staring at the floor. “I just… dont feel connected.”

“Have you even tried?” I nearly shouted. “Spent time with them, played, talked, been their father? Or did you just expect them to magically feel like yours?”

Silence again. And in that silence, I felt our family crumbling.

His relatives made it worse. Margaret and his sister, Charlotte, treated the girls as if they werent family. They visited less, and when they did, theyd murmur about how the girls “werent like James.” Once, Charlotte laughed, “Sophie, sure you didnt have them with your grandad?”

I snapped. “Thats not funny. Theyre your brothers children. If you cant accept that, dont come back.”

She sulked, of course. But what choice did I have? I was raising two girls alone while James “didnt feel connected,” and his family poured salt on the wound. My parents lived far away, too old to help. Id never felt so alone.

One evening, after the girls were

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