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I’ll Leave You and You’ll Never See the Child Again!” Jeanne Shouted. “I Want Us to Have a Proper Family—No Outsiders!
“I’m leaving you, and you’ll never see the child again!” shouted Jane. “I want us to be a proper family! No outsiders!”
“Jane, calm down! There are no outsiders in our family!” Alexander tried to soothe his wife. “Emily is our daughter too!”
“Alex, lets send Emily back to the orphanage!”
“Have you lost your mind? ‘Send her back’? What are you talking about?” Alexander stared at her in disbelief.
“Its simplewe just take her back! Were having our own child soonwhy do we need someone elses?”
“Jane! Maybe this is Gods way of rewarding us for giving an orphaned little girl a home! You were the one who insisted on adopting her!”
“I never thought wed have our own babythats why I pushed for it. What kind of family is it without children?”
Five-year-old Emily stood outside her parents bedroom door, unable to believe what shed heard. She wasnt their real daughter? They wanted to send her back to the orphanage?
Tears streamed down her face. Shed been so happy about the new baby brother or sister on the way but now, because of them, she would lose her parents.
As if sensing something, Alex got up and walked to the door. There stood Emily, crying.
“Daddy am I not really yours?” Her big eyes stared up at him, full of fear.
“Of course you are, sweetheart!” He scooped her into his arms.
“But you said you want to send me away! That means Im not really yours!” she insisted, wiping tears across her cheeks.
“Yes, we adopted you from the orphanage, but that doesnt mean youre not ours! We love you so much! Mummys just hormonal with the baby coming Lets get you to bed.”
***
“I’m leaving you, and youll never see the child again!” Jane screamed. “I want a normal familyno outsiders!”
“Jane, stop it! There are no outsiders in this family!” Alex pleaded. “Emily is our daughter too!”
“I didnt give birth to her! Shes not mine! Chooseher or me!”
Alex helped pack Emilys things.
“Youll stay with Granny for a while, just until Mummy calms down,” he told her. “Once the babys here, shell come to her senses, and well bring you home, alright?”
Emily nodded.
Shed agree to anything if it meant not going back to the orphanage. And she loved Grannyshe was kind and always had treats for her.
“Granny if Mummy tries to send me away, can I just live with you instead?” Emily asked the moment she stepped inside.
Lydia gave her son a sharp look. He shrugged helplessly:
“Janes hormones are all over the place!”
“Of course, my darling!” Granny helped Emily out of her coat. “But Mummy wont send you anywhereyoure her daughter! Shes just upset, thats all.”
***
Two months passed with Emily at Grannys. Her father visited less and less, torn between work and the hospital, where Jane was on bed rest.
One morning, while Granny made breakfast, Emily watched out the window. Spotting her fathers car, she cheered:
“Granny! Dads here!”
“This early?” Lydia frowned.
He never came before noon. Sensing something wrong, she told Emily to stay in the kitchen and went to meet him.
“Jane didnt make it last night. The labour started, and she couldnt pull through. The baby either.” Alexander slumped onto the hallway bench.
The three of them sat in the kitchen, untouched tea cooling in their cups.
“Mum, Im taking Emily home. Its time.”
“If you need me, I can stay with you for a while,” Lydia offered gently.
“Thanks, Mum”
***
Emily excitedly examined her new hair ribbons. Soon, shed be a proper schoolgirl! A smart uniform and a bright backpack waited for the big day.
The front door clicked open. Dad!
“Daddy!” She rushed to greet himbut he wasnt alone. A petite woman stood beside him.
“Sweetheart, this is Lisa. Shell be living with us.” His forced cheer didnt fool her.
“Hello, Emily.” Lisa smiled softly, holding out a bouquet. “For your first day.”
“Hi.” Emily ignored the flowers and stalked off to her room.
“Dont take it personally,” she heard her father say. “Shes really a sweet girl.”
“Im sure well be friends,” Lisa replied.
“Yeah, right!” Emily slammed her door.
Dad and Lisa married quietly. Soon, he was promoted and barely home.
All Emilys care fell to Lisa, who tried everythinghelping with homework, attending parents evenings, taking her to films and cafés.
Eventually, Emily softened. The house settled into peace.
But the school years end brought another shockLisa was expecting. Emily locked herself in her room, sobbing. Lisa pleaded through the door:
“Emily, please dont cry! I love you! Id never give you up! Youll always be my girl!”
“Really?” Emily emerged, tear-streaked.
“Of course!” Lisa hugged her tight. “Youre my child, and no ones taking you away!”
Months later, Emily cradled her baby brother, amazed at how tiny he was.
“Mum! Look how funny he is!” She hadnt even realised shed called Lisa “Mum.”
Lisa, fighting happy tears, hugged her.
Two more years passed.
Then disaster struckAlexander died in a car crash. Emily and Lisa moved through chores, caring for little Charlie, barely speaking.
Afraid words would bring tears. Charlie, too young to understand, just fussed.
One night, after hed fallen asleep, Lisa sat beside Emily.
“We cant go on like this. Dads gone, but life isnt. We have to keep living. Okay?”
“Okay.” Emily agreed. But then the doorbell rang.
A stern woman introduced herself as a social worker. Emily, she declared, must go to a childrens homeshe had no legal guardian.
“What? But Im right here!” Lisa protested.
“Show me the adoption papers.” There were none. “Exactly. The grandmothers too old, and youre no relation. Pack your things, Emily.”
Unlike Lisa, Emily didnt cry. She didnt care anymore. Her worst fear had come trueshe was alone.
“Ill get you out of there!” Lisa called after her. But Emily didnt believe her.
Who wanted an orphan? When Dad was alive, shed been loved. Now, she was nothing.
Lisa visited often, but Emily refused to see her. She watched from windows as Lisa waited on the bench, then left. Eventually, the visits stopped.
“Got tired of playing mother,” Emily thought bitterly.
Two months later, the headmistress summoned her.
“Congratulations, Emily! Youve been placed with a family!”
“I dont want a family. They never last.”
“Be that as it may, pack your things.”
Outside, Lisa stood waiting.
“What are you doing here?” Emily asked flatly.
“Ive come for you.”
“Ive already been adopted.”
“By me.”
Emilys heart leapt. “You?”
“I told you Id never give you up. Single mothers arent first choice for adoption, but I proved I could provide for you. And, well bribes still work.” She smiled. “Were a proper family now. Come homeCharlies missed you.”
“Okay Mum.”
THE MOTHER-IN-LAW Anna Petrovna sat in the kitchen, watching the milk quietly simmer on the stove. Three times she’d forgotten to stir it, and each time she remembered too late: the froth would rise and spill over, and she’d wipe the stovetop in irritation. In those moments, she realized: it wasn’t about the milk. Ever since her second grandchild was born, it was as if everything in the family had gone off the rails. Her daughter grew weary, lost weight, and spoke less. Her son-in-law came home late, ate in silence, and sometimes retreated straight to the bedroom. Anna Petrovna noticed all this and thought: how could anyone leave a woman alone like this? She spoke up—first gently, then with more edge. At first to her daughter, then to her son-in-law. But she began to notice a strange thing: after her words, things in the house didn’t get lighter—they got heavier. Her daughter defended her husband, her son-in-law grew more withdrawn, and she herself went home with the feeling she’d once again done the wrong thing. That day, she went to the vicar not for advice, but because she simply had nowhere else to go with these feelings. ‘I suppose I’m just a bad person,’ she said, not looking at him. ‘I do everything wrong.’ The vicar was sitting at his desk, writing. He put down his pen. ‘Why do you think that?’ Anna Petrovna shrugged. ‘I wanted to help. But it seems all I do is make everyone angry.’ He looked at her kindly, without judgment. ‘You’re not a bad person. You’re tired. And very anxious.’ She sighed. That felt like the truth. ‘I’m scared for my daughter,’ she said. ‘She’s so different after giving birth. And him…’ she waved a hand. ‘It’s like he doesn’t even notice.’ ‘And do you notice what he does?’ asked the vicar. Anna Petrovna thought. She remembered last week, when he quietly washed the dishes late at night, thinking no one noticed. Or on Sunday, when he took the pram out for a walk, even though it was clear he just wanted to lie down and sleep. ‘He does things… I think,’ she said uncertainly. ‘But not the way he should.’ ‘And what is “the way he should”?’ asked the vicar calmly. Anna Petrovna wanted to answer right away, but suddenly realized she didn’t know. In her head: more, more often, more attentively. But specifically what, she couldn’t say. ‘I just want it to be easier for her,’ she said. ‘Then say that,’ the vicar responded gently. ‘But say it to yourself, not to him.’ She looked up at him. ‘What do you mean?’ ‘I mean that right now, you aren’t fighting for your daughter—you’re fighting with her husband. And fighting means tension. Everyone gets tired of that. You. Them.’ Anna Petrovna was silent for a long time. Then she asked: ‘So what should I do? Pretend everything’s fine?’ ‘No,’ he said. ‘Just do what helps. Not words, but actions. And not against anyone, but for someone.’ On the way home, she thought about this. Remembered how, when her daughter was little, she didn’t lecture her but just sat beside her when she cried. Why was it different now? The next day she showed up without warning. Brought soup. Her daughter was surprised, her son-in-law awkward. ‘I won’t stay long,’ Anna Petrovna said. ‘Just came to help.’ She watched the children while her daughter slept. Left quietly, without saying a word about how hard things must be or how they ought to live. A week later, she came again. And a week after that. She still saw her son-in-law wasn’t perfect. But she began to notice other things too: how carefully he lifted the youngest, how he tucked a blanket around her daughter at night, thinking no one saw. One day, she couldn’t help herself and asked him in the kitchen: ‘Is it hard for you right now?’ He looked surprised, as if no one had ever asked him that. ‘It’s hard,’ he said after a pause. ‘Really hard.’ And that was it. But after that, something sharp disappeared from the air between them. Anna Petrovna realized: she’d been waiting for him to change. But what needed to change was herself. She stopped discussing him with her daughter. When her daughter complained, she didn’t say, ‘I told you so.’ Just listened. Sometimes she took the children so her daughter could rest. Sometimes she called her son-in-law to ask how he was. It wasn’t easy. It was much easier to get angry. But slowly, the house grew quieter. Not better, not perfect—just quieter. Without the constant strain. One day her daughter said: ‘Mum, thank you for being with us now, not against us.’ Anna Petrovna thought about those words for a long time. She realized something simple: peace isn’t when someone admits they’re wrong. It’s when someone is the first to stop fighting. She still wished her son-in-law was more attentive. That wish didn’t go away. But living alongside it was something more important: wanting peace in the family. And every time the old feelings came up—indignation, bitterness, the urge to say something sharp—she asked herself: Do I want to be right, or do I want life to be easier for them? The answer almost always told her what to do next.
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And mind you don’t start pestering the new lot—they’re proper and busy people.” “Oh, they’re not so serious! They’re young, and they have a little girl—nine years old, Natasha,” Anna replied, giving her mum a wounded look. “They’re practically my age, just five years older at most.” The new neighbours turned out to be polite and cheerful—Lydia worked as the school librarian, Ivan had been at the factory for ten years. Anna became the neighbourhood news source, chatting with the ladies in the courtyard each evening as her mum listened in. “How do you already know all this, Anna?” they would tease. “Oh, I pop in to use their phone! Unlike some people, they actually let me,” Anna retorted, referencing the times neighbours refused to open their door, suspecting she’d yak away for ages to her girlfriends. 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Her Cheeks Were Rosy From The Oven And She Was Smiling. “Mum, Let Me At Least Have Coffee First,” I Moaned. “Coffee Later! First, The Salad!” She Laughed, Tossing Me A Bowl Of Roast Veg. “Chop It Fine Like I Like — Not Fist-Sized Chunks Like Last Time.” We Chopped And Chatted About Everything Under The Sun. She Told Me About New Year’s In Her Childhood — No Fancy Salads, Only A Herring Under Its Coat And The Tangerines Her Dad Brought Home Especially. Soon Dad Brought In The Christmas Tree — Huge, Nearly To The Ceiling. “Ladies, Come Admire The Tree!” He Announced Proudly. “Dad, Did You Chop Down The Whole Forest?” I Gasped. Mum Walked In, Threw Her Hands Up: “It’s Lovely, But Where Will We Put It? Last Time Was Smaller.” Still, She Helped Us Decorate. My Sister Lera And I Hung Up The Lights, Mum Dug Out The Old Decorations From My Childhood. I Remember Her Picking Out The Little Glass Angel. She Whispered, “I Bought This For Your First New Year, Remember?” “I Do, Mum,” I Lied. 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