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On Our Golden Wedding Anniversary, My Husband Confessed He’d Loved Another Woman His Whole Life

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On the day of our golden wedding anniversary, my husband confessed he’d loved someone else his entire life.

“Not that one, John, not that one! I’ve told you a hundred times!”

Margaret waved her hand impatiently at the old record player. John, her husband, shrugged sheepishly and went back to flipping through the stack of vinyls neatly lined up on the wooden dresser.

“This one then? ‘Nightingale’?” He glanced at her uncertainly.

“What ‘Nightingale’? I asked for ‘Lavenders Blue’! The kids will be here soon, guests are arriving, and weve got silence like a funeral. Its our golden wedding, for heavens sake! Fifty years! Do you even understand what that means?”

John sighed, his stooped shoulders slumping further. Hed always been quiet, but over the years, hed retreated even more into himself. Margaret had long grown used to his silence, that distant gaze that always seemed to look past her, through the walls of their cosy two-bedroom house in Surrey. Shed put it down to exhaustion, age, just his nature. Fifty years was no joke. You got used to things.

Finally, the familiar melody began to play. Margaret softened immediately, smoothing the creases in her new champagne-coloured dressa gift from their daughter, Emily. The house smelled of warm pies and vanilla. The big round dining table, draped in a lace tablecloth, was already set with salad bowls and crystal glasses that caught the evening light. Everything was ready. For their celebration.

“Thats more like it,” she muttered, more out of habit than irritation. “Go put on your good shirt, at least. Dont embarrass me in front of the grandchildren.”

He nodded silently and shuffled out. Margaret stayed behind, surveying her handiworkthe gleaming hardwood floors, the starched curtains, the framed photos on the walls. There they were, young and smiling, in a black-and-white wedding photo. She, slim and laughing, with a crown of daisies in her hair. He, serious in his sharp suit, looking straight at the camera. Then another with their baby boy, little James in his arms. And there, the four of themJames and Emily, grown nowon holiday by the seaside. A whole life. Fifty years.

It felt like yesterday. How she, a city girl fresh out of teacher training, had moved to a small village for her first job. How shed met him, the local engineer, quiet and a little awkward. Hed never been one for grand speeches or bouquets of roses. Hed just been there. Fixing her leaky tap, meeting her after work in the snow, bringing jars of his mothers homemade jam. His steadiness had won her over more than any romance ever could. And when hed proposed, shed said yes without hesitation.

The doorbell snapped her out of her thoughts. The kids burst in with armfuls of flowers and noisy grandchildren. The house filled with laughter, chatter, chaos. James, her serious sonnow a doctorshyly handed them a voucher for a spa weekend. Emily, always the chatterbox, recited a teary poem shed written herself. The grandchildren proudly presented their crayon drawings.

Margaret beamed. She sat at the head of the table beside John, feeling like a queen. Her life had been good. A wonderful husband, lovely children, a home full of love. What more could she want? She glanced at John fondly. He sat straight in his best shirt, smiling. But his smile was strained, his eyes distant again.

The evening flew by. The guests left, the children bundled the sleepy grandchildren into the car, and the house fell quiet once more. Only the soft crackle of the old record player remained.

“Lovely evening, wasnt it?” Margaret said as she cleared the table. “The kids did us proud. And the grandchildren”

John didnt answer. He stood by the window, staring at the dark street outside. She walked over, resting a hand on his shoulder.

“John? You all right? Tired?”

He flinched at her touch, turning slowly. In the dim lamplight, his face looked hollow, exhausted.

“Maggie,” he began quietly, his voice unsteady. “Maggie, I”

“What is it?” Her stomach twisted. “Is it your heart? Should I call the doctor?”

“No,” he said, shaking his head. “I have to tell you. I cant keep it in any longer. Fifty years thats too long.”

Margaret froze, her hands dropping to her sides. A cold dread settled in her chest.

“Tell me what, John? Youre scaring me.”

He took a deep breath, eyes fixed on the floor. His fingers fidgeted with the edge of the tablecloth.

“On our golden wedding seems right. To be honest. Just once.”

He fell silent, gathering himself. The room was dead quiet except for the ticking of the clock.

“Ive loved someone else my whole life, Maggie.”

The words landed like stones in a well. Margaret stared, uncomprehending. It couldnt be. It had to be some cruel, senseless joke.

“What?” she whispered. “Who?”

“Lydia,” he breathed, and just the way he said the namesoft, tendercut deeper than a slap. “Lydia Hart. You remember her? We were in school together.”

Lydia Hart. Of course she remembered. Bright, vivacious, with thick blonde plaits and dimples. The prettiest girl in their year. Every boy had fancied her. But shed married a soldier and left the village right after graduation. Margaret hadnt seen her since.

“But that was school,” she stammered, clinging to the thought like driftwood. “A childhood crush”

“No, Maggie,” he gave a bitter little laugh. “Not a crush. I was going to propose after my national service. Wrote her letters. When I got back she was already married. Gone to Germany with her husband a month later.”

As he spoke, Margarets worldsafe, familiarsplintered apart. Fifty years of marriage shrivelled to dust, nothing but one long lie.

“Then why did you marry me?” Her voice broke. Tears she hadnt felt spilled down her cheeks.

“I was broken,” he murmured, as if to himself. “Mum said, ‘Stop moping, life goes on. That Margarets a good girl. Clever, decent.’ And I thought why not? You were good. Steady. I thought Id learn to love you. Thought Id forget her.”

“And did you? Forget?” The words tore out of her, raw with pain.

John stayed silent. That silence was worse than any answer.

Margaret recoiled like hed struck her. This wasnt her John, her steady, quiet husband of fifty years. This was a stranger whod stolen her life.

“All this time” she whispered. “When you said you loved mewere you lying? When our children were bornwere you thinking of her? When we built this house, when we went on holidayalways?”

“I was grateful to you, Maggie,” he said hoarsely. “I respected you. You were a wonderful wife, mother. I I grew fond of you. In my way, I did love you. But not like that. Not the kind that makes your heart stop.”

He reached into his jacket pocket, pulling out a worn leather wallet. From a hidden compartment, he slid out a tiny, faded photo. Margaret peered over his shoulder. Lydia Hart smiled up at heryoung, radiant, wind in her hair.

“I carried this with me. Always.”

That was the final blow. Margaret turned and stumbled to the bedroom. She collapsed onto the bed, still in her good dress, and sobbednot delicate tears, but great, heaving gasps that shook her whole body. The world had gone grey. Nothing left but a hollow ringing and one word: *lie*.

She didnt know how long she lay there. John didnt follow. Maybe that was for the best. She didnt want to see him. Didnt want to see anyone. Fragments of memories buzzed in her head like flies. Them planting an apple tree in the garden. Him saying, *Well feed our grandchildren with these.* All the while picturing Lydia beside him. Their housewarming. Friends yelling, *Kiss the bride!* His lips on hers, that same faraway look in his eyes.

She got up, faced the mirror. A tired, tear-streaked woman stared back. She traced the wrinkles, the grey streaks. Fifty years. Shed given this man everythingher youth, her love, her life. And he hed just been passing time, keeping another woman in his heart.

She didnt sleep that night. Just lay there, eyes open, staring at the ceiling. John crept in later, perching on the very edge of the bed, careful not to touch her. Inches apart, an ocean between them.

Morning came. Margaret got up at six, same as always. Made tea, buttered toast. Moved like an automaton. When John came into the kitchen, she didnt look up. Just set a

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