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Diagnosis: BetrayalDiagnosis: Betrayal
“You two are already in such a serious relationship,” Margaret said insistently, almost demandingly, fixing her gaze on the prospective daughter-in-law. “So when are you planning the wedding?”
“It’s probably not the right time yet,” Emily replied with a strained smile, carefully selecting her words to avoid offending her future mother-in-law. “We’ve only been living together for a month. We ought to wait a little, get to know each other better in daily life… Who knows, we might start arguing over the smallest things?”
Margaret raised an eyebrow slightly but did not abandon her aim to probe further. Essentially, she approved of Emily, far more than her son’s earlier girlfriend. That one had been intolerable and arrogant! It was fortunate that Daniel had ended things with her.
“And how are things with Oliver?” she inquired, shifting the topic while keeping her look attentive. “The lad is grown now, but still…”
Emily felt a warmth spread through her at the thought of Daniel’s son. Recollections of their first days together rose unbidden. Back then she had fretted terribly: how would the teenager view a new woman in the house? Would he see her as a threat or an attempt to take his mother’s place?
“He’s wonderful,” Emily answered sincerely, her smile growing warmer and more genuine. “At the beginning I was nervous, of course. I worried Oliver might take against me or stay guarded. But it worked out for the best! He turned out to be a very open and kind-hearted boy!”
She fell quiet briefly, recalling how once Oliver had returned from school, tried her pie with delight, and promptly announced that from then on there would always be tasty meals at home.
“More than that,” Emily went on with a light smile, “he was openly pleased that someone far better at cooking than his father would now prepare the meals. He even asks me sometimes to show him a recipe or two.”
Daniel, who had listened in silence until then, finally looked up and gave a short nod in support of her words. A faint smile crossed his face, as though he too was glad the bond between his son and his partner had developed so smoothly.
“And he hasn’t asked for a little brother yet?” the woman asked with a clear suggestion.
Hearing his mother’s question, Daniel winced and shot her a brief reproachful glance. His eyes said plainly, “Why bring that up again?” He knew his mother’s habits wellshe never shied from the most sensitive subjects, seemingly unaware such talks could unsettle those around her.
“What’s the harm in it?” Margaret replied without embarrassment, pressing on with her usual assurance. Her tone was brisk and almost playful, as if discussing something everyday. “Oliver loves children; he’s always playing with his cousins. And you’re only thirty-fiveyou’ll still have time to bring up a couple of little ones!”
Emily felt a surge of discomfort within. It pained her to discuss such a private and troubling matter before a woman she scarcely knew. She tightened her fingers under the table, striving to keep a composed exterior.
“I’m afraid that’s not possible,” she said evenly, keeping her voice steady. “The doctors firmly advise against me having children.”
Silence hung in the room for a moment. Margaret lifted her eyebrows a fraction, seeming to weigh the words. Her expression shifted at oncethe earlier friendly mask vanished, replaced by a cool, distant look.
“Women’s issues, is it?” she said with pretended sympathy, a trace of condescension entering her voice. “But don’t lose heartmedicine keeps advancing. What once seemed out of reach can now be managed without trouble.”
Emily let out a soft sigh. She wished to drop the subject, yet knew silence would not suffice. She glanced at Daniel, hoping for his support, but he merely shrugged lightly, as if to say, “You’ll have to explain.”
“In my case it won’t work,” she said quietly, staring ahead. Truthfully, she could not fathom why she must bare her soul to this relative stranger. Yet silence was no option eithershe might imagine all sorts of things. “I have serious problems with my sight. The diagnosis came when I was eighteenin that time I’ve accepted the reality that I won’t have children.”
Margaret paused, plainly trying to take it in. Her brows rose and her face showed real puzzlement, as though confronting something beyond comprehension.
“What has sight to do with it?” she asked, tilting her head. She saw no link between vision and children, and even wondered if this was merely a feeble excuse. “I don’t follow.”
Emily drew a long breath, selecting her words. She had no wish to delve into medical details, yet could not dodge the reply.
“There is a ninety percent chance I will lose my sight,” she explained in a level, controlled voice. “That kind of strain on the body is strictly off limits for mefar too great a risk! It’s not worth it, don’t you see! What use is a child you might never even see?”
She stopped to let her listener absorb the point. Emily adjusted her glasses nervously. She needed Margaret to grasp that this was no caprice or wish to preserve her figure. It was a genuine peril!
The young woman sensed her companion’s growing disappointment in the air. Margaret made no further effort to chat, only casting occasional glances at Emily filled with open displeasure. It was plain that such a partner for her son fell short of her notion of the ideal match. In her mind’s eye she likely pictured a robust, energetic woman who would soon present her with grandchildren.
Yet Emily felt no guilt and no urge to defend herself. She and Daniel had already talked the matter through, weighing every advantage and drawback. Talks with doctors, long evenings poring over information, honest exchanges between themall had led to one shared choice. The danger to her health was too high, and neither wished to expose her to it. If need be they could look at adoption or a surrogate. These days such arrangements are straightforward enough.
When the couple at last prepared to leave, the mood had lightened a little. Margaret embraced her son in farewell and nodded to Emily, though the gesture held no warmthmerely a matter of form. As they put on their shoes in the hallway, Emily caught Daniel’s eyein it was a clear silent apology.
Outside, both breathed easier. The evening air felt especially fresh after the strained exchange. Emily took Daniel’s hand and he squeezed her fingers at once. Nothing was said about what had passed, yet both knew the visit to his mother had not gone well. Still, it changed nothing essentialtheir resolve to stay together, whatever others expected or assumed…
Three months later.
Emily noticed more and more that she felt unlike herself. At first she paid it little mindsupposed she was simply worn out from work or had picked up a mild bug. But when the discomfort lingered for several days she grew concerned.
She felt constant mild weakness, nausea often rose in the mornings, and everyday scents suddenly turned bothersome. Emily tried to manage alonebought antiviral remedies at the chemist’s, drank plenty of water, went to bed earlier. Yet no improvement came. She found herself distracted more often at work, and by evening she was exhausted even though she had done nothing especially demanding.
One evening, speaking on the phone with her mum, Emily shared her worries without meaning to. Her voice was subduedshe still felt that odd sluggishness she could not shake.
“Emily,” her mum asked cautiously after a short pause, “are you certain you’re not pregnant?”
Emily was mildly taken aback by the suggestion. She paused a moment, considering, then answered firmly:
“Completely! I haven’t missed a single pill. The doctor prescribed them after a full check-up, exactly as directed.”
Her mum did not argue, but her tone carried insistence:
“Buy a test anywayfor your own peace of mind. This is too important to ignore.”
Emily had meant to insist it could not be pregnancy, yet something in her mum’s manner made her reconsider. In the end a test was quick and simple, and extra reassurance did no harm.
“Very well, mum. I’ll go to the chemist’s now. Daniel’s at work, so I’ve time,” Emily said and ended the call.
She gathered her things quickly, slipped on her jacket, and left the flat. The chemist’s in the next building was closeno more than five minutes’ walk. Emily moved a little faster than usual, as though trying to outpace her thoughts. The same questions circled: “What if mum is right? But how could it happen? Everything was controlled…”
At the chemist’s she paused before the shelf of test kits. The selection was surprisingly widevarious makes and styles. Emily glanced uncertainly at the pharmacist, then back at the display. At last she chose two medium-priced onesthere was no sense cutting corners on this. She paid, slipped the packets into her pocket, and headed home.
Back inside, she paused a moment in the hallway to steady a flutter of nerves. Her hands shook slightly as she unpacked the tests. She followed the instructions precisely and waited.
The first minutes crept by unbearably. Emily kept checking the clock, then the tests. Then two clear, bright lines appeared. She looked at the second testclear lines had formed there too.
“How can this be?!” she exclaimed before she could stop herself, feeling confusion well up inside. “It’s impossible! I was so careful!”
Just then the doorbell rang sharply. Emily jumped. She checked the timeit was not the hour for callers on business. Then she realised it must be Oliver. The teenager often forgot his keys when rushing home from school.
Emily quickly dropped the tests into the bin, smoothed her hair, and hurried to the door. Opening it, she found a slightly breathless Oliver with a rucksack on his back.
“Forgot your keys again?” she smiled, stepping aside to let him in.
“Yes,” Oliver nodded sheepishly, kicking off his trainers. “I was rushing and only noticed once I was outside…”
The young woman headed for the kitchenshe needed to feed the plainly hungry teenager. She did not yet know that one of the tests had missed the bin and now lay traitorously on the floor…
“Daniel, I’m going to my mum’s for a weekshe’s not well,” Emily said, avoiding her partner’s eyes. She hated deceiving the man she truly loved, yet just now she could not reveal the full truth. And she could do nothing else! One cannot gamble with health; the choice was made…
Daniel looked up at once from his laptop, studying her with real concern.
“Do you need anything?” he asked promptly. “Shall I fetch medicines? Or come with you? Your mum’s on her own, after all…”
Emily smiled despite herselfwarmly and a touch guiltily. His eagerness to help touched her, yet it only made matters harder now.
“Nothing’s needed for the moment, thank you,” she answered as steadily as she could. “I’ll ring if anything comes up.”
She turned away and went on packing a small holdall in haste. Jumper, pair of jeans, a few T-shirts, underwear, toothbrush… The minutes were counting downless than an hour remained before the last coach to the nearby town, and she still had to reach the station. Her mum would meet her there, which brought some comfort: someone who would understand and not press with questions would be waiting.
“Keep in touch, won’t you? Call straight away if you need to. I can come at once.”
“Of course,” Emily nodded, leaning against him briefly. “I’ll be back soon. You won’t even have time to miss me.”
The trip to the station passed in a blur. She checked her phone repeatedlyhad Daniel messaged, was her mum calling. Her thoughts were tangled, but she kept the plan fixed: arrive, settle the matter, return. Only afterwards, once things calmed, would she speak to Daniel. Honestly, openly, without half-truths.
The following day Emily visited a private clinic. She had booked ahead online, chosen a doctor from reviews, and arranged matters to avoid awkward questions. The appointment was swift and ordinary: examination, tests, ultrasound. The doctor, a middle-aged woman with a calm manner, reviewed the results carefully, checked the dates, and asked once more about her medical history.
“Yes, you are pregnant,” she confirmed at last. “It’s earlyaround five or six weeks.”
Emily nodded without a word. A faint hope still lingered deep down that it was an error, that the tests had misled or the results been mixed. But now the truth stood plain.
“But I was taking the pills! How could this happen?” Her voice wavered, carrying not only bewilderment but barely checked distress. How was it possible? She had followed every instruction exactly!
The doctor inclined her head slightly. She did not rush to replyfirst she tidied the papers on her desk, then met the patient’s eyes.
“Perhaps the medication was faulty,” she suggested in a steady, professional tone. “Or other factors reduced its effect: taking antibiotics or other drugs at the same time, missing doses, stomach upsets. It happens, though uncommonly.”
She paused briefly, watching Emily’s reaction, then continued gently:
“From what I gather, you do not intend to continue the pregnancy?”
Emily shut her eyes for a moment. She had asked herself that same question countless times in recent days. The doctors’ warnings from years ago returned, the risks that had never vanished. She drew a deep breath and answered, keeping her voice firm:
“The chance of blindness is nine to one. Do you think I can take that risk?”
The doctor nodded with understanding. She had already examined the patient’s notes and confirmed the risk was real. In such circumstances the young woman’s decision was the soundest.
“I understand,” she said softly. “This is a grave choice, and you are entitled to base it on your health. I’ll issue referrals for further tests now. They will give a clearer picture and help decide the best course.”
She turned to the computer, entered details swiftly, then printed several forms. Folding them neatly, she passed them to Emily.
“I’ll see you tomorrow for a follow-up. By then we’ll have the results and can discuss next steps. If questions arise or you feel unwell, ring the clinic and ask for me.”
Emily took the papers and smoothed them absently. Thoughts still whirled, yet now they felt a shade more ordered. She thanked the doctor with a brief nod and rose slowly. In the corridor she paused against the wall, breathing deeply in and out. Tomorrow would bring a fresh dayand the next stage of this difficult path…
“Emily!” Daniel cried joyfully down the phone, his voice so animated that Emily tensed at once. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
Emily felt everything inside her contract. She gripped the phone tightly, trying to steady a sudden shake.
“About what?” she asked guardedly, keeping her voice even. The thought raced through her mind: “Has he found out? But how?”
“That you’re pregnant!” Daniel said with unmistakable delight. His tone held such excitement, as though he already pictured their shared future.
Emily closed her eyes briefly to collect herself.
“What makes you say that?” she replied, striving for calm though her heart raced.
“I found a test with two lines on the floor,” Daniel explained, no trace of doubt or worry in his voiceonly pure joy. “I’ve booked you with a top specialist. Shall we go together? I want to be there to support you.”
Emily sighed heavily, choosing her words. She needed to temper his eagerness without wounding him.
“Don’t get ahead of yourself,” she said gently but firmly. “It’s probably a mistake. You know I take the pills. Everything was by the book, no misses. This can’t be real.”
Silence stretched on the line. Emily could almost feel Daniel struggling to absorb her words.
“Well, about that…” he hesitated at last, embarrassment creeping into his tone. “You see, mum came round recently. She spotted your pills and started telling me your condition isn’t as serious as all that. She said plenty of people have children despite far worse illnesses and it turns out fine. She mentioned acquaintances, spoke of modern ways to manage pregnancy… She was so insistent that… well, I gave in.”
Daniel stopped, awaiting a response. Emily listened in silence, a mix of conflicting feelings rising. On one side she understood he had simply wanted to believe the best. On the other it angered her that someone else was meddling in their private life, attempting to decide for her.
“Are you saying she persuaded you to tamper with my pills?” she asked evenly, though everything inside seethed.
“No, of course not!” Daniel protested quickly. “Nothing like that. Just… she convinced me not to stick so rigidly to the instructions. That it might be worth taking a chance. I didn’t realise it could lead to this. I’m sorry.”
Emily felt a chill run down her spine. Words caught in her throat and she forced out the question:
“What exactly did you do?”
Daniel lowered his gaze, gripping the table edge nervously. He looked awkward, yet he gathered himself and spoke:
“I… dropped your bottle by accident and the pills scattered. Then I thoughtmaybe it’s a sign? So I replaced them with vitamins. I wanted us to have a child. Mum assured me everything would be all right…”
Emily stood frozen, trying to make sense of it. It seemed impossible that the man she loved could act this way. She had explained repeatedly how vital the daily medication was, what even one missed dose threatened, what the consequences might be…
“Are you serious?!” Her voice shook. She clenched her fists, indignation surging. “You did this on purpose? Listened to your mother and swapped the medicines?”
Daniel shifted awkwardly, as though seeking an escape.
“I thought it would be better for our family…” he answered quietly, eyes down.
“For the family?!” Emily could no longer contain herself. Her voice trembled with anger, yet she spoke distinctly so he grasped the gravity. “You didn’t even ask me! You knew my diagnosis, knew the risksand still went behind my back!”
She paused, trying to still the tremor in her hands. Her temples throbbed, thoughts scattered, but one truth stood clear: she could not carry on this talk now.
“I just wanted children…” Daniel attempted to explain, his voice almost pleading. “I believed we could manage it all together.”
Emily took a deep breath, striving to steady herself. She needed time to reflect and order her thoughts.
“I haven’t time to talk now,” she said more calmly, though feelings still churned inside. “Can you come the day after tomorrow? We’ll meet in the park at noon?”
“Of course I’ll come!” Daniel replied at once, hope returning to his voice. “I’m sure it’ll all be fine!”
Emily did not argue or elaborate. She simply needed to finish the call.
“See you then,” she said briefly and ended it.
Emily seethed with fury! Daniel’s words replayed ceaselesslyhow he had “accidentally” dropped the bottle then deliberately swapped the essential medication for vitamins. He had known every risk, every warning from years of medical advice, how critical those daily doses were to her health. Yet he had chosen to trust his mother, who, lacking any medical training, had insisted “everything will be fine.”
The thought scorched her. How could anyone treat her health and life so lightly? Emily saw clearly that with such disregard for the basicstrust, respect, caretheir relationship could not survive. And the day after tomorrow she intended to state exactly that.
On the set day Daniel reached the park half an hour early. He had bought a bouquet of white rosesher favouritesand now shifted nervously by the gate, glancing at his watch. Hope still flickered: perhaps Emily had simply been upset, and now they would talk it through and he could show he had meant well. He pictured her accepting the flowers, her expression softening, the two of them deciding together what came next.
But when Emily arrived precisely at noon, arm in arm with her brother, her face was cold and unreadable. She did not even glance at the flowers Daniel quickly offered. Instead she took a sheet of paper from her bag and held it out.
“What is this? I don’t understand,” Daniel said, bewildered by her icy tone. He tried to meet her eyes, but Emily looked away.
“It means there will be no child,” she said coldly. “You knew my diagnosis. You knew and still put my health in danger by listening to your mother. I will never forgive this! I’ll collect my things tomorrow. And I won’t be aloneI’ll bring my brother to prevent any trouble.”
Without waiting for a reply she turned and walked off. Daniel stepped after her instinctively, calling out:
“Emily, wait! Let’s talk!”
She did not turn, only quickened her pace. He hurried after her, unable to hold back his distress, but suddenly JackEmily’s older brotherblocked his way. Jack stood firm, feet planted solidly, and regarded Daniel without sympathy. His stance made it plain: “Don’t you dare follow her.”
Daniel tried to step around, but Jack held him at a distance, arm extended.
“You’re lying!” Daniel shouted, his voice shaking with rage and despair. He felt every hope collapsing, the future he had counted on slipping away. “I spoke to doctors myself! They said modern medicine makes the risks minimal! You simply don’t want a childthat’s why you’re inventing excuses!”
Emily turned slowly. Her face was pale, yet her expression stayed calm, almost detached. No tears showedonly the steady resolve she had built over these days.
“You consulted doctors without me? Talked about my health with strangers?” she said quietly, each word landing like a blow, clear and heavy. “Do you even know my precise diagnosis? Or did you just go and say my fiancée mentioned possible blindness?”
Daniel flinched. He had not expected that questionit had seemed his action would be understood, that Emily would see his reasons. Clenching his fists, he tried to order his thoughts.
“I was thinking of our future! Of family!” His voice was strained yet sincere. “You yourself said you’d consider adoption or surrogacy. Why not give our own child a chance?”
Emily sighed deeply. Pain flickered across her facethe same pain she had tried to mask with cold resolve.
“Because this is no game, Daniel!” Real emotion broke through for the first time. “This is my life, my body, my sight. Do you understand I could go blind? That I’d be helpless, unable to work or care for myself? Did you think what it would mean to live in constant darkness?”
She paused to let him take it in, but he had already begun to object.
“But the doctors said…”
“What doctors?!” she cut in sharply, bitterness in her voice. “The ones you visited in secret? Did you even ask about complication rates? Real cases? Do you know how many women lose their sight in pregnancy with my condition? Noyou heard only what you wanted to hear!”
Daniel fell quiet. Resentment still burned in his eyes, yet something else appeareda dim recognition that he might have made a grave error.
“You betrayed my trust,” Emily continued more softly but no less firmly. “You knew how important those pills are to me. You knew I’d spent years learning to live with this diagnosis, to accept it… Yet you wiped it all out with one act.”
Jack moved closer then. The man’s hands itched to teach the failed partner a lesson, yet he restrained himself purely at his sister’s request.
“I want nothing more to do with you!” Emily drew herself up, her voice turning cold and even once more. “I don’t want to live in fear that you’ll pull another stunt!”
Daniel opened his mouth, but no words came. He searched her face for any hint of doubt, any chance to mend things. There was only cold and contempt…
Emily turned and walked away. Daniel longed to call after her but could not. He stood watching her figure fade into the evening dusk. Jack walked beside hersilent, steady, as if shielding her peace.
When they vanished from sight, Daniel sank onto the nearest bench. He still clutched the bouquet of white rosesnever given, never accepted…
He gazed at the delicate petals and understood at last that he had lost not only the child he had wanted so much. He had lost the woman he loved.
A single thought beat in his mind: “What if she was right?” But it was already too late. In that moment he grasped the hardest truth: genuine love demands respecting a partner’s health and choices above all personal longings, for any relationship built on deception or disregard will crumble under its own weight.”You two are already in such a serious relationship,” Margaret said insistently, almost demandingly, fixing her gaze on the prospective daughter-in-law. “So when are you planning the wedding?”
“It’s probably not the right time yet,” Emily replied with a strained smile, carefully selecting her words to avoid offending her future mother-in-law. “We’ve only been living together for a month. We ought to wait a little, get to know each other better in daily life… Who knows, we might start arguing over the smallest things?”
Margaret raised an eyebrow slightly but did not abandon her aim to probe further. Essentially, she approved of Emily, far more than her son’s earlier girlfriend. That one had been intolerable and arrogant! It was fortunate that Daniel had ended things with her.
“And how are things with Oliver?” she inquired, shifting the topic while keeping her look attentive. “The lad is grown now, but still…”
Emily felt a warmth spread through her at the thought of Daniel’s son. Recollections of their first days together rose unbidden. Back then she had fretted terribly: how would the teenager view a new woman in the house? Would he see her as a threat or an attempt to take his mother’s place?
“He’s wonderful,” Emily answered sincerely, her smile growing warmer and more genuine. “At the beginning I was nervous, of course. I worried Oliver might take against me or stay guarded. But it worked out for the best! He turned out to be a very open and kind-hearted boy!”
She fell quiet briefly, recalling how once Oliver had returned from school, tried her pie with delight, and promptly announced that from then on there would always be tasty meals at home.
“More than that,” Emily went on with a light smile, “he was openly pleased that someone far better at cooking than his father would now prepare the meals. He even asks me sometimes to show him a recipe or two.”
Daniel, who had listened in silence until then, finally looked up and gave a short nod in support of her words. A faint smile crossed his face, as though he too was glad the bond between his son and his partner had developed so smoothly.
“And he hasn’t asked for a little brother yet?” the woman asked with a clear suggestion.
Hearing his mother’s question, Daniel winced and shot her a brief reproachful glance. His eyes said plainly, “Why bring that up again?” He knew his mother’s habits wellshe never shied from the most sensitive subjects, seemingly unaware such talks could unsettle those around her.
“What’s the harm in it?” Margaret replied without embarrassment, pressing on with her usual assurance. Her tone was brisk and almost playful, as if discussing something everyday. “Oliver loves children; he’s always playing with his cousins. And you’re only thirty-fiveyou’ll still have time to bring up a couple of little ones!”
Emily felt a surge of discomfort within. It pained her to discuss such a private and troubling matter before a woman she scarcely knew. She tightened her fingers under the table, striving to keep a composed exterior.
“I’m afraid that’s not possible,” she said evenly, keeping her voice steady. “The doctors firmly advise against me having children.”
Silence hung in the room for a moment. Margaret lifted her eyebrows a fraction, seeming to weigh the words. Her expression shifted at oncethe earlier friendly mask vanished, replaced by a cool, distant look.
“Women’s issues, is it?” she said with pretended sympathy, a trace of condescension entering her voice. “But don’t lose heartmedicine keeps advancing. What once seemed out of reach can now be managed without trouble.”
Emily let out a soft sigh. She wished to drop the subject, yet knew silence would not suffice. She glanced at Daniel, hoping for his support, but he merely shrugged lightly, as if to say, “You’ll have to explain.”
“In my case it won’t work,” she said quietly, staring ahead. Truthfully, she could not fathom why she must bare her soul to this relative stranger. Yet silence was no option eithershe might imagine all sorts of things. “I have serious problems with my sight. The diagnosis came when I was eighteenin that time I’ve accepted the reality that I won’t have children.”
Margaret paused, plainly trying to take it in. Her brows rose and her face showed real puzzlement, as though confronting something beyond comprehension.
“What has sight to do with it?” she asked, tilting her head. She saw no link between vision and children, and even wondered if this was merely a feeble excuse. “I don’t follow.”
Emily drew a long breath, selecting her words. She had no wish to delve into medical details, yet could not dodge the reply.
“There is a ninety percent chance I will lose my sight,” she explained in a level, controlled voice. “That kind of strain on the body is strictly off limits for mefar too great a risk! It’s not worth it, don’t you see! What use is a child you might never even see?”
She stopped to let her listener absorb the point. Emily adjusted her glasses nervously. She needed Margaret to grasp that this was no caprice or wish to preserve her figure. It was a genuine peril!
The young woman sensed her companion’s growing disappointment in the air. Margaret made no further effort to chat, only casting occasional glances at Emily filled with open displeasure. It was plain that such a partner for her son fell short of her notion of the ideal match. In her mind’s eye she likely pictured a robust, energetic woman who would soon present her with grandchildren.
Yet Emily felt no guilt and no urge to defend herself. She and Daniel had already talked the matter through, weighing every advantage and drawback. Talks with doctors, long evenings poring over information, honest exchanges between themall had led to one shared choice. The danger to her health was too high, and neither wished to expose her to it. If need be they could look at adoption or a surrogate. These days such arrangements are straightforward enough.
When the couple at last prepared to leave, the mood had lightened a little. Margaret embraced her son in farewell and nodded to Emily, though the gesture held no warmthmerely a matter of form. As they put on their shoes in the hallway, Emily caught Daniel’s eyein it was a clear silent apology.
Outside, both breathed easier. The evening air felt especially fresh after the strained exchange. Emily took Daniel’s hand and he squeezed her fingers at once. Nothing was said about what had passed, yet both knew the visit to his mother had not gone well. Still, it changed nothing essentialtheir resolve to stay together, whatever others expected or assumed…
Three months later.
Emily noticed more and more that she felt unlike herself. At first she paid it little mindsupposed she was simply worn out from work or had picked up a mild bug. But when the discomfort lingered for several days she grew concerned.
She felt constant mild weakness, nausea often rose in the mornings, and everyday scents suddenly turned bothersome. Emily tried to manage alonebought antiviral remedies at the chemist’s, drank plenty of water, went to bed earlier. Yet no improvement came. She found herself distracted more often at work, and by evening she was exhausted even though she had done nothing especially demanding.
One evening, speaking on the phone with her mum, Emily shared her worries without meaning to. Her voice was subduedshe still felt that odd sluggishness she could not shake.
“Emily,” her mum asked cautiously after a short pause, “are you certain you’re not pregnant?”
Emily was mildly taken aback by the suggestion. She paused a moment, considering, then answered firmly:
“Completely! I haven’t missed a single pill. The doctor prescribed them after a full check-up, exactly as directed.”
Her mum did not argue, but her tone carried insistence:
“Buy a test anywayfor your own peace of mind. This is too important to ignore.”
Emily had meant to insist it could not be pregnancy, yet something in her mum’s manner made her reconsider. In the end a test was quick and simple, and extra reassurance did no harm.
“Very well, mum. I’ll go to the chemist’s now. Daniel’s at work, so I’ve time,” Emily said and ended the call.
She gathered her things quickly, slipped on her jacket, and left the flat. The chemist’s in the next building was closeno more than five minutes’ walk. Emily moved a little faster than usual, as though trying to outpace her thoughts. The same questions circled: “What if mum is right? But how could it happen? Everything was controlled…”
At the chemist’s she paused before the shelf of test kits. The selection was surprisingly widevarious makes and styles. Emily glanced uncertainly at the pharmacist, then back at the display. At last she chose two medium-priced onesthere was no sense cutting corners on this. She paid, slipped the packets into her pocket, and headed home.
Back inside, she paused a moment in the hallway to steady a flutter of nerves. Her hands shook slightly as she unpacked the tests. She followed the instructions precisely and waited.
The first minutes crept by unbearably. Emily kept checking the clock, then the tests. Then two clear, bright lines appeared. She looked at the second testclear lines had formed there too.
“How can this be?!” she exclaimed before she could stop herself, feeling confusion well up inside. “It’s impossible! I was so careful!”
Just then the doorbell rang sharply. Emily jumped. She checked the timeit was not the hour for callers on business. Then she realised it must be Oliver. The teenager often forgot his keys when rushing home from school.
Emily quickly dropped the tests into the bin, smoothed her hair, and hurried to the door. Opening it, she found a slightly breathless Oliver with a rucksack on his back.
“Forgot your keys again?” she smiled, stepping aside to let him in.
“Yes,” Oliver nodded sheepishly, kicking off his trainers. “I was rushing and only noticed once I was outside…”
The young woman headed for the kitchenshe needed to feed the plainly hungry teenager. She did not yet know that one of the tests had missed the bin and now lay traitorously on the floor…
“Daniel, I’m going to my mum’s for a weekshe’s not well,” Emily said, avoiding her partner’s eyes. She hated deceiving the man she truly loved, yet just now she could not reveal the full truth. And she could do nothing else! One cannot gamble with health; the choice was made…
Daniel looked up at once from his laptop, studying her with real concern.
“Do you need anything?” he asked promptly. “Shall I fetch medicines? Or come with you? Your mum’s on her own, after all…”
Emily smiled despite herselfwarmly and a touch guiltily. His eagerness to help touched her, yet it only made matters harder now.
“Nothing’s needed for the moment, thank you,” she answered as steadily as she could. “I’ll ring if anything comes up.”
She turned away and went on packing a small holdall in haste. Jumper, pair of jeans, a few T-shirts, underwear, toothbrush… The minutes were counting downless than an hour remained before the last coach to the nearby town, and she still had to reach the station. Her mum would meet her there, which brought some comfort: someone who would understand and not press with questions would be waiting.
“Keep in touch, won’t you? Call straight away if you need to. I can come at once.”
“Of course,” Emily nodded, leaning against him briefly. “I’ll be back soon. You won’t even have time to miss me.”
The trip to the station passed in a blur. She checked her phone repeatedlyhad Daniel messaged, was her mum calling. Her thoughts were tangled, but she kept the plan fixed: arrive, settle the matter, return. Only afterwards, once things calmed, would she speak to Daniel. Honestly, openly, without half-truths.
The following day Emily visited a private clinic. She had booked ahead online, chosen a doctor from reviews, and arranged matters to avoid awkward questions. The appointment was swift and ordinary: examination, tests, ultrasound. The doctor, a middle-aged woman with a calm manner, reviewed the results carefully, checked the dates, and asked once more about her medical history.
“Yes, you are pregnant,” she confirmed at last. “It’s earlyaround five or six weeks.”
Emily nodded without a word. A faint hope still lingered deep down that it was an error, that the tests had misled or the results been mixed. But now the truth stood plain.
“But I was taking the pills! How could this happen?” Her voice wavered, carrying not only bewilderment but barely checked distress. How was it possible? She had followed every instruction exactly!
The doctor inclined her head slightly. She did not rush to replyfirst she tidied the papers on her desk, then met the patient’s eyes.
“Perhaps the medication was faulty,” she suggested in a steady, professional tone. “Or other factors reduced its effect: taking antibiotics or other drugs at the same time, missing doses, stomach upsets. It happens, though uncommonly.”
She paused briefly, watching Emily’s reaction, then continued gently:
“From what I gather, you do not intend to continue the pregnancy?”
Emily shut her eyes for a moment. She had asked herself that same question countless times in recent days. The doctors’ warnings from years ago returned, the risks that had never vanished. She drew a deep breath and answered, keeping her voice firm:
“The chance of blindness is nine to one. Do you think I can take that risk?”
The doctor nodded with understanding. She had already examined the patient’s notes and confirmed the risk was real. In such circumstances the young woman’s decision was the soundest.
“I understand,” she said softly. “This is a grave choice, and you are entitled to base it on your health. I’ll issue referrals for further tests now. They will give a clearer picture and help decide the best course.”
She turned to the computer, entered details swiftly, then printed several forms. Folding them neatly, she passed them to Emily.
“I’ll see you tomorrow for a follow-up. By then we’ll have the results and can discuss next steps. If questions arise or you feel unwell, ring the clinic and ask for me.”
Emily took the papers and smoothed them absently. Thoughts still whirled, yet now they felt a shade more ordered. She thanked the doctor with a brief nod and rose slowly. In the corridor she paused against the wall, breathing deeply in and out. Tomorrow would bring a fresh dayand the next stage of this difficult path…
“Emily!” Daniel cried joyfully down the phone, his voice so animated that Emily tensed at once. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
Emily felt everything inside her contract. She gripped the phone tightly, trying to steady a sudden shake.
“About what?” she asked guardedly, keeping her voice even. The thought raced through her mind: “Has he found out? But how?”
“That you’re pregnant!” Daniel said with unmistakable delight. His tone held such excitement, as though he already pictured their shared future.
Emily closed her eyes briefly to collect herself.
“What makes you say that?” she replied, striving for calm though her heart raced.
“I found a test with two lines on the floor,” Daniel explained, no trace of doubt or worry in his voiceonly pure joy. “I’ve booked you with a top specialist. Shall we go together? I want to be there to support you.”
Emily sighed heavily, choosing her words. She needed to temper his eagerness without wounding him.
“Don’t get ahead of yourself,” she said gently but firmly. “It’s probably a mistake. You know I take the pills. Everything was by the book, no misses. This can’t be real.”
Silence stretched on the line. Emily could almost feel Daniel struggling to absorb her words.
“Well, about that…” he hesitated at last, embarrassment creeping into his tone. “You see, mum came round recently. She spotted your pills and started telling me your condition isn’t as serious as all that. She said plenty of people have children despite far worse illnesses and it turns out fine. She mentioned acquaintances, spoke of modern ways to manage pregnancy… She was so insistent that… well, I gave in.”
Daniel stopped, awaiting a response. Emily listened in silence, a mix of conflicting feelings rising. On one side she understood he had simply wanted to believe the best. On the other it angered her that someone else was meddling in their private life, attempting to decide for her.
“Are you saying she persuaded you to tamper with my pills?” she asked evenly, though everything inside seethed.
“No, of course not!” Daniel protested quickly. “Nothing like that. Just… she convinced me not to stick so rigidly to the instructions. That it might be worth taking a chance. I didn’t realise it could lead to this. I’m sorry.”
Emily felt a chill run down her spine. Words caught in her throat and she forced out the question:
“What exactly did you do?”
Daniel lowered his gaze, gripping the table edge nervously. He looked awkward, yet he gathered himself and spoke:
“I… dropped your bottle by accident and the pills scattered. Then I thoughtmaybe it’s a sign? So I replaced them with vitamins. I wanted us to have a child. Mum assured me everything would be all right…”
Emily stood frozen, trying to make sense of it. It seemed impossible that the man she loved could act this way. She had explained repeatedly how vital the daily medication was, what even one missed dose threatened, what the consequences might be…
“Are you serious?!” Her voice shook. She clenched her fists, indignation surging. “You did this on purpose? Listened to your mother and swapped the medicines?”
Daniel shifted awkwardly, as though seeking an escape.
“I thought it would be better for our family…” he answered quietly, eyes down.
“For the family?!” Emily could no longer contain herself. Her voice trembled with anger, yet she spoke distinctly so he grasped the gravity. “You didn’t even ask me! You knew my diagnosis, knew the risksand still went behind my back!”
She paused, trying to still the tremor in her hands. Her temples throbbed, thoughts scattered, but one truth stood clear: she could not carry on this talk now.
“I just wanted children…” Daniel attempted to explain, his voice almost pleading. “I believed we could manage it all together.”
Emily took a deep breath, striving to steady herself. She needed time to reflect and order her thoughts.
“I haven’t time to talk now,” she said more calmly, though feelings still churned inside. “Can you come the day after tomorrow? We’ll meet in the park at noon?”
“Of course I’ll come!” Daniel replied at once, hope returning to his voice. “I’m sure it’ll all be fine!”
Emily did not argue or elaborate. She simply needed to finish the call.
“See you then,” she said briefly and ended it.
Emily seethed with fury! Daniel’s words replayed ceaselesslyhow he had “accidentally” dropped the bottle then deliberately swapped the essential medication for vitamins. He had known every risk, every warning from years of medical advice, how critical those daily doses were to her health. Yet he had chosen to trust his mother, who, lacking any medical training, had insisted “everything will be fine.”
The thought scorched her. How could anyone treat her health and life so lightly? Emily saw clearly that with such disregard for the basicstrust, respect, caretheir relationship could not survive. And the day after tomorrow she intended to state exactly that.
On the set day Daniel reached the park half an hour early. He had bought a bouquet of white rosesher favouritesand now shifted nervously by the gate, glancing at his watch. Hope still flickered: perhaps Emily had simply been upset, and now they would talk it through and he could show he had meant well. He pictured her accepting the flowers, her expression softening, the two of them deciding together what came next.
But when Emily arrived precisely at noon, arm in arm with her brother, her face was cold and unreadable. She did not even glance at the flowers Daniel quickly offered. Instead she took a sheet of paper from her bag and held it out.
“What is this? I don’t understand,” Daniel said, bewildered by her icy tone. He tried to meet her eyes, but Emily looked away.
“It means there will be no child,” she said coldly. “You knew my diagnosis. You knew and still put my health in danger by listening to your mother. I will never forgive this! I’ll collect my things tomorrow. And I won’t be aloneI’ll bring my brother to prevent any trouble.”
Without waiting for a reply she turned and walked off. Daniel stepped after her instinctively, calling out:
“Emily, wait! Let’s talk!”
She did not turn, only quickened her pace. He hurried after her, unable to hold back his distress, but suddenly JackEmily’s older brotherblocked his way. Jack stood firm, feet planted solidly, and regarded Daniel without sympathy. His stance made it plain: “Don’t you dare follow her.”
Daniel tried to step around, but Jack held him at a distance, arm extended.
“You’re lying!” Daniel shouted, his voice shaking with rage and despair. He felt every hope collapsing, the future he had counted on slipping away. “I spoke to doctors myself! They said modern medicine makes the risks minimal! You simply don’t want a childthat’s why you’re inventing excuses!”
Emily turned slowly. Her face was pale, yet her expression stayed calm, almost detached. No tears showedonly the steady resolve she had built over these days.
“You consulted doctors without me? Talked about my health with strangers?” she said quietly, each word landing like a blow, clear and heavy. “Do you even know my precise diagnosis? Or did you just go and say my fiancée mentioned possible blindness?”
Daniel flinched. He had not expected that questionit had seemed his action would be understood, that Emily would see his reasons. Clenching his fists, he tried to order his thoughts.
“I was thinking of our future! Of family!” His voice was strained yet sincere. “You yourself said you’d consider adoption or surrogacy. Why not give our own child a chance?”
Emily sighed deeply. Pain flickered across her facethe same pain she had tried to mask with cold resolve.
“Because this is no game, Daniel!” Real emotion broke through for the first time. “This is my life, my body, my sight. Do you understand I could go blind? That I’d be helpless, unable to work or care for myself? Did you think what it would mean to live in constant darkness?”
She paused to let him take it in, but he had already begun to object.
“But the doctors said…”
“What doctors?!” she cut in sharply, bitterness in her voice. “The ones you visited in secret? Did you even ask about complication rates? Real cases? Do you know how many women lose their sight in pregnancy with my condition? Noyou heard only what you wanted to hear!”
Daniel fell quiet. Resentment still burned in his eyes, yet something else appeareda dim recognition that he might have made a grave error.
“You betrayed my trust,” Emily continued more softly but no less firmly. “You knew how important those pills are to me. You knew I’d spent years learning to live with this diagnosis, to accept it… Yet you wiped it all out with one act.”
Jack moved closer then. The man’s hands itched to teach the failed partner a lesson, yet he restrained himself purely at his sister’s request.
“I want nothing more to do with you!” Emily drew herself up, her voice turning cold and even once more. “I don’t want to live in fear that you’ll pull another stunt!”
Daniel opened his mouth, but no words came. He searched her face for any hint of doubt, any chance to mend things. There was only cold and contempt…
Emily turned and walked away. Daniel longed to call after her but could not. He stood watching her figure fade into the evening dusk. Jack walked beside hersilent, steady, as if shielding her peace.
When they vanished from sight, Daniel sank onto the nearest bench. He still clutched the bouquet of white rosesnever given, never accepted…
He gazed at the delicate petals and understood at last that he had lost not only the child he had wanted so much. He had lost the woman he loved.
A single thought beat in his mind: “What if she was right?” But it was already too late. In that moment he grasped the hardest truth: genuine love demands respecting a partner’s health and choices above all personal longings, for any relationship built on deception or disregard will crumble under its own weight.
