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“Maggie, are you ready? Ill be late for school!” Pippa shook out Jacks last shirt and hung it across the balustrade stretched over the chilly, unglazed balcony. The paint peeled like history. Despite the flaking walls, this was her favourite place in the housea strange oasis hanging between the street below and the sky above, somewhere outside ordinary life.

Pippa wandered to the edge and, as always, froze. From the seventh floor, the dream-like Thames snaked onward, glimmering in the new spring sun. The city blurred around herroofs melting, trees trembling, all everything in dazzling brightness, so much so it hurt her eyes. Thisthis was life! Bright and beautiful, all possibility yawning ahead, and the world so vivid it threatened pain. For a moment, she felt she could claim it, all of it, if only she worked quickly enough, did everything in just the right order. Surely, everything would come to her, exactly as she wished.

Then a small cloud drifted by, swallowing up the sun, and Pippa shivered, returning abruptly to ordinary time. Dreams, then snapreality. That was how things always was. Yet she remembered what Harriet had told her: Reality is only what you make of it. Its in your hands. Maybe that’s true, thought Pippa. Harriet was clever, had been to Oxford and everything. She said Pippa had every chance to follow, but that wasnt the whole story. It’s not about wanting, only; it’s a matter of weighing and measuring. With three children and so little cashFather left alone to managePippa didnt see any real choice: University or a job. For now, there was only one answer. She must work. She had to help.

She glanced down at her tiny watch, the same one Father gave her in Year Four, and gasped. Theyd be late! She snatched up the empty laundry basket and nudged open the balcony door.

Her sister Maggie was asleep, one little hand tucked under a cherubs cheek, golden curls thrown about the pillow in a halo. Pippa paused to drink in her beauty. Long lashes swept so low they brushed her skin. Most would think the hair difficult, but Pippa would never cut it. It was her duty to treasure ither mother had the same. Pippa frowned. She hated remembering, hated the great crime of betrayal: Mother had left. Totally gone. Maggie was too little to remember; she used to call Pippa Mum, and how odd the looks on the playground would be then! Pippa recalled the time women turned on her for that, sharp as jackdaws.

Theyd moved here after Grandmother died, and Father inherited her flat. The old two-room place was far too small, so they came to the four-room grandmothersa palace in their eyes.

Granny herself was a formidable creature, all study and pride, an Oxford don. She kept aloof, thinking the neighbours vacuous and dull. When Pippa was little, shed not understood, but years on, visits became freighted. She didnt like Grannys voicethe way it curled, like brambles. Still, Pippa went to help, though she gritted her teeth and suffered the old sharp words.

Youre the image of your mother, Granny would say, steely eyes catching her. Nothing will come of you unless the family stock kicks in. Knowledge is your only hope! Study, or youll end up just as your mother did.

Pippa always kept silent. What could you say? Granny never allowed backtalk. Father never scolded, even if she did complain. But Pippa saw the way hed turn quietly grey, all closed up, and she knew that was the very worst punishment.

One day, Pippa snapped.

Your brother and sister are likely not your fathers children, Granny hissed. I refuse to acknowledge those bastardsdo you understand? Never mention them in my house!

Then youll not see me here, either! Pippa clenched her fists and glared. For a moment, she thought shed smash the damned china figurineseach dusted under Grannys sharp watchhated that collection! Granny had forbidden the little ones ever step foot in the house. Porcelain mattered; the children didnt.

Pippa fled, snatching her coat, bolting down corridors. At home, Maggie babbled in her playpen, and Pippa, kicking off her boots, swept her up.

Youre mineand Jacks mine! Who cares what anyone says? Were family, and we dont need anyone else!

Father looked around from the bathroom, where he washed childrens clothes, puzzled at her weeping. Maggie, seeing tears, joined in with a gale of her own. Jack, struggling with homework in the kitchen, ran in:

Whats all this then?

Not sure! said Father, bewildered.

Girls, muttered Jack, rolling his eyes and flinging his arms round both sisters. How about supper? Dad and me made pasta.

It was an hour later when Granny phoned. Pippa gently set her half-cleaned dish in the sink and switched off the tap. Fathers voicefirst mild, then bristling, then coldrumbled from the next room. Pippa curled up on the kitchen chair, hugging her knees. Another row, surely…

But none came. Instead, Father came in, put his arm around her and kissed her hair. You dont have to see her again.

Why?

No one insults you or your familynot even our kin. No one can.

Pippa relaxed into him, relieved. No more visits, no more old wounds. She could get on.

Eighteen months on, Granny died. In those final weeks, Pippa softenedan odd truce. Shed seen the hospital, the shrivelled old woman, barely more than sheets. Grannys voice grew smaller, but never gentle. Pippa gripped her fathers hand as nurses rolled their eyes in relief to have a mediator at last.

Youre a marvel, you are, said the head nurse, squeezing her. Dont bear ill will. Unhappy people never know joy. They die, understanding nothing.

The last day, Granny gazed bleakly at rainclouds, barely speaking. After scribbling a last minute composition, Pippa packed her bag.

I have to go.

Wait a ragged whisper. Pippa paused. Forgive me, girl. For everything Life wasted. Look after Father.

Pippa nodded, gently kissed her dry cheek, Rest. Ill see you later.

Granny died that afternoon. Pippa took her siblings to their room, leaving Father alone with his own silent sorrow. For him, Granny was mother. Pippa knew he’d grieve quietly, then cook for the next day.

Moving houses was rough. Maggie sick, Jack unruly, Father stretched thin. Pippa boxed up their life, whispering hopes for a fresh startthough to whom, she couldnt say. She just hoped Someone was listening.

The strange new flat divided them, but soon Maggies bed appeared in Pippas roomthe little one would wander in anyway. Jack all but lived in the kitchen, where they all gathered, books and potatoes jumbled under Pippas watch.

Salt the potatoes! called Jack as she puzzled over physics.

Soups boilingwhat next?

Hang on! Out came the knife, dicing veg.

I dont get these damn negative numbers, Pippa?

Here, let me see.

Maggie, determined, scribbled at her own little table too. If the older ones did, so should she!

The first months, Pippa was overwhelmed. With Father out and the little ones always about, each day stretched. Nursery helped with Maggie, but she was often ill, and Pippa missed classes. That was, until Harriet appeared.

Pippa stumbled upon Harriet in the playground that first week. A warm day, and the place packed with children and steely-eyed mothers eager for gossip. Maggie wanted the swing, but there was a queue.

Mummy! Maggie piped, voice ringing out. Every head turned.

Whos the motherher? Good lord, how olds that girl?

The judgements came quicksharp, tutting, indignant.

A rising hubbub, Maggie wailed for the swing, Pippa blinking in the noise, only for a voice to cut through, metallic and surechillingly like Grannys but blessedly different.

Enough of that! called Harriet, sweeping by beautifully dressed, picking up her boy. Dismissing the clucking henhouse, she glowered at the old biddy stirring the most.

Whats the problem?

This girls had a childat her age! Youre so learned, Harriet, surely this cant be allowed? Children raising children, its not right. This girl ought to give the baby up, someone must think of the child!

Are you finished? Harriet raised an eyebrow.

The old woman reddened, muttered, grabbed her own granddaughter, and vanished.

Concerts over then, Harriet shrugged. Now. This little oneyours?

Sister, said Pippa, chin raised.

Questions? No? Fine. Whats your name?”

Pippa. And this is Maggie.

“You can call me Harrietno need for the Mrs.

“Pleased to meet you,” Pippa mumbled.

Funnyshe couldnt recall how Harriet became her friend. A big sister? Someone up there thought Pippa needed onea winning ticket landed without checking ages.

And soon, Pippa saw why Harriet was quietly feared. She was a solicitor, and the flats were always turning to her for advice. Harriet was discreet and sharp.

“You wouldnt believe what I know about people,” Harriet giggled, helping Pippa with curtains. “Nice fabric, but a devil to clean.”

Why do they fear you? asked Pippa, folding linen. In shorts and tee, Harriet looked the image of one of Pippas own schoolmates.

Everyone wants to seem good,” said Harriet. “But if word leaked that they abandoned a grandparent or dodged support? Reputation is a fragile asset.”

Pippa nodded. This was why Father moved them hereto get away from the old stories, and the shame of their mothers leaving.

Harriet was the only one Pippa confided in about her mum. Shed bottled everything; found it easier than not. But pain accumulates.

One day Harriet asked Pippa to feed her cat.

“Ive a hearing and then a doctors, then a meeting. If you could just see to him? Otherwise, I’ll never hear the end of it.”

“Hes just a cat, right?”

Harriet laughed. He holds a grudge. If I miss his supper, hell wake me all night, batting my nose.”

Shut him in somewhere?

“Watch.” She tiptoed into the kitchen, where her cat, Jasper, snoozed. She beckoned Pippa, pressed a finger to her lips, called, “One, two, three!”

A sudden thump, the door rattled.

See? Hell do that until hes let out.

Harriet scooped him up, crooning, Sometimes, I think Im the pet and hes my keeper.

She showed Pippa the food, hurried away.

Of course, school ran late, Maggie dawdled at nursery and with chocolate at the shop, and Jack pestered her with algebra as soon as they got in. Pippa found herself at Harriets at eight.

“Sorry, Jasper!” Bowls were filled, apologies whispered.

Door slammed. Harriet, home, dropped her bag and slumped in tears, all masks falling away.

Sorry Just a rotten day. Mums gone, and theres no one.

“What about me?” said Pippa softly.

Harriet managed a wet smile. “Those curlsalways wanted curls… Women, always wanting what we dont have. I wanted curls and a child.”

She went quiet.

Curls are easy. But a child?

Harriet handed over a folder. “Heremy verdict. No child, ever. My own fault, no one elses. Some errors are final, Pippa. Remember that.”

Shed lost her baby, years ago in an accident. Afterwards, her marriage collapsed, everything changed. When her ex-husband eventually reached out, they healed as friends, as children grown wiser.

Eventually, he proposed again, but Harriet hesitated. “How can I do that, knowing I cant have kids and he always wanted them?”

“Are you sure theres no error?” Pippa pressed.

“The doctors say none.”

“But doctors are human too, arent they? Try firstthen feel sorry.”

Harriet hugged her. Where do you get such wisdom? Youre so young.

Good teachers, Pippa muttered, and put the kettle on.

Your turnwhy just your dad? Wheres your mum? Come on, confession for confessionPippa looked through the steam of the kettle at Harriet, words forming and crumbling, rising with her breath. For a heartbeat, she imagined telling everythingthe fear, the ache, the careful balancing act of keeping the family upright. But Harriets eyes were gentle, her silence an invitation rather than a demand.

I dont know, Pippa whispered. She just left. I used to think shed come back, if we tried harder. Cleaned more, studied more, smiled more. But she didnt. And after a while, I stopped leaving the window open waiting. We get on, you know, the four of us. Were likewell, like a table with a missing leg, but propped up by books and laughter and refusing to wobble.

Harriets fingers closed over Pippas, firm and warm. Thats what families are. Not who stays or leaves, but the ones who steady you when you fall over.

In the hush that filled the kitchen, Jasper padded in to demand supper again. Maggie, sleepy against Pippas knee, yawned and blinked up. Jack arrived, brandishing his maths sheet, still unvanquished.

We can sort it, Pippa smiled at them all, a little crooked but honest, and suddenly felt a door open somewhere in her heart. Maybe reality was what she made it, after all. Not easy or perfect, but reala kaleidoscope turning, colours shifting, making space for unexpected joys.

As they tumbled out into the night, past orange lamps and closed windows, Pippa held Harriets hand for a moment. The air smelled sharp, full of the citys secrets and their ownloss, pain, hope, and all the world that still waited.

Above their heads, the sky cleared, and the stars winked through far-off cloudsa secret signal, bright and certain. Pippa squeezed Maggies hand, and, grinning into the dark, began to hum a song she didnt quite remember learning, but somehow always knew.

Together, they walked on, steady and sure, beneath the city lightseverything ahead, everything possible.