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Without Another Word
Robin leaned back in his chair, feeling pleasantly full after a hearty meal. He glanced leisurely at Alice, who at that moment raised a glass of crisp white wine to her lips. The soft, subdued light of the restaurant highlighted her fine, delicate features. A hint of blush on her cheeks looked natural, and her eyes shone warmly, reflecting the gentle glow from the lamps above their table.
Well, happy? he asked, keeping his tone light and casual, as if the question had just slipped out.
Alice set her glass on the table with care, breaking into a smile.
Of course. You always know the perfect place to take me. Its so cosy here. She looked around the room appreciatively.
Robin nodded silently, agreeing. He really did favour this place. There was no ostentatious luxury or garish elegance, just a sense of calm that made it comfortable. The lighting was easy on the eyes, the music played quietly, never competing with conversation, and the waiters moved gracefully, neither slow nor rushed, attending to their guests with understated dignity.
Over the past six months, Robin had brought Alice here at least five times. Each visit left a pleasant aftertastenot only thanks to the food, but also the special atmosphere wrapping them in its gentle embrace. And every time the bill came, Robin paid without hesitation, never giving the amount much thought.
You know, Alice began, idly folding and unfolding her napkin with slender fingers, I was thinking Maybe we should get away for the weekend? Im starting to get a bit bored.
Well see, Robin replied neutrally, masking his uncertainty. Works a handful lately, as you know.
Alice frowned for a moment, a fleeting note of disappointment passing through her eyes. But almost instantly, she smiled again, as if determined to smooth over the dark little cloud.
I know. Youre always so responsible, she said, a faint note of condescension threading her words.
A waiter made his way over to their table, holding the dessert menu. His movements were calm and purposefulhe clearly knew the restaurants rhythm by heart.
Robin, not waiting to be asked, waved his hand.
Were ready. Well take your signature dessert. And another bottle of the same wine, please.
The waiter took down the order with a nod and walked off unhurriedly.
Meanwhile, Alice traced the rim of her wine glass, a slow, almost mechanical gesture. A faint note sounded from the glass, momentarily interrupting the background melody. She lifted her eyes to Robin, now looking a bit concerned.
You seem a bit distant tonight, she said quietly, lowering her voice to keep their conversation private.
Robin shrugged, trying not to look too tense.
Just tired, he explained. Works been stacked lately.
And it was truerecent weeks had been exhausting: meetings, urgent projects, deadlines looming on the horizon. What sleep he got was often snatched from the shrinking hours of night. But it wasnt just work crowding his mind.
A couple of days earlier, by chance, Robin had stumbled across a social media profile belonging to Alicea page he didnt even know existed. There was nothing outright concerning: standard photos, friends comments, innocent posts. But then he noticed a few snaps of Alice beside a well-dressed man, captions like, With the most attentive person, and, My inspiration. The dates matched the nights when Alice told him she was busy.
He tried to ignore it at firsttried to convince himself it was nothing, maybe a work friend or a chance encounter. But the more he checked, the more the pieces fitand then, he found another man leaving affectionate comments under photos taken at that very restaurant, You look stunning, cant wait for next time, complete with a heart emoji.
Robin couldn’t get these new facts out of his head. He took a sip of his wine, trying to focus on the taste, on the warmth spreading through him, but thoughts of those pictures and those words kept returning.
He didnt make a scene. He didnt demand explanations or raise his voice under the soft restaurant lighting and gentle music. Instead, he decided: it was time to finish things, once and for all. And not by quietly disappearing, as so many do, but in a way that Alice would remembernot as a petty argument, but as a definite ending.
Dinner drew to a close. The waiter, as polite as ever, arrived with the billit was hefty, as expected after a meal like this. Robin picked up the leather folder, opened it slowly, pretending to read the numbers. He already knew the totalit didnt surprise him. He looked directly at Alice, his expression calm, his usual gentle gaze replaced by a clear, unsmiling look.
You know, I think tonight Ill only pay for myself. Youll need to cover your meal, he said quietly, his tone businesslike, as if discussing something self-evident.
Alice flushed. Her hands, which had been resting calmly on the white tablecloth, clenched nervously. She seemed to search for words, but none seemed quite right.
Robin, thats not funny, she managed, struggling to keep her composure.
Im not joking, he replied, voice steady. He placed the folder directly in front of her. What, didnt bring enough? Maybe give someone a ring. Say, a certain David. Did you think I wouldnt find out? Thought you could just use me?
Her eyes opened wide, a mix of shock and anger lighting themshe hadnt expected this.
I dont know what youre talking about, she quavered, hearing her own words ring hollow.
Thats a shame, Robin said simply, rising from his seat. Then Ill be off. Sort yourself out here.
He fished a few notes from his wallet, dropped them on the tableenough for his portionthen turned and headed towards the exit.
Behind him, he could hear Alice desperately trying to speak to the waiter; her voice rising slightly, tinged now with anxiety, but Robin never looked back. He made his way to the door, feeling lighter with each stepnot out of malice or triumph, but because hed finally said what he needed to say.
Once outside, he took a deep breath and felt something lift inside him. That was it. It was over.
He made his way down the pavement, hands in his pockets. Street lamps cast cosy circles of light on the tarmac, and shop windows glittered in the night. Around him, people hurried home or strolled at leisure; couples laughed and made plans for the evening. Life rolled on, and it felt somehow right.
Robin pondered how strange life could be. Just a month ago, hed been certain Alice was the onemaybe not perfect, but his, familiar and dear. He remembered hunting for gifts for herhow hed agonised over which phone model to buy, how hed asked shop assistants about colour and features. How his heart had soared at her delighted reaction to a pamper-day voucher, or the way shed smiled when she put on the gold earrings he chose, fine and delicate, just her style.
He remembered waiting for her calls, pushing aside other plans to see her, feeling secretly proud of being able to bring her small joys. Now though, he saw it for what it was: not his gamebut hers. And realising it left him not hurt or angry, only with a mild bitternesslike cold coffee left unfinished.
His phone buzzed in his pocket. Robin glanced at it. A message from Alice: That was low. You could have just told me it was over.
He stopped, standing in front of a brightly lit bookshop, looking at the multicoloured spines through the glass. He considered for a moment, then typed out his reply: Thats exactly what I did.
He pressed send, then switched off his phone. He didnt want talking, explanations, or more messages now; everything that needed saying, had been said.
The rest of the evening stretched ahead, and for the first time in a long while, Robin felt free to fill it as he liked: popping into his favourite old pub for a pint and some people-watching, or heading home, playing music he lovedsongs Alice never likedand actually getting a full nights sleep, no morning taxi run to do. Or maybe calling an old mate and arranging to catch up, just a natter about times gone by.
The choice was his. And that felt goodgenuinely good.
***
Robin woke before his alarm the next day. The room was peaceful, with just the muffled sounds of a city morning outside. Stretching to ease his muscles, he realised the familiar heaviness in his chest had lifted. In its place was a gentle sense of lightness, like sunshine after heavy rain.
He lingered in the shower, letting the warm water wash away the last traces of yesterday. For once, he let himself just beno anxieties, no decisions to make, no justifications to prepare.
Afterwards, he brewed a strong coffee. The rich aroma filled his kitchen with memories of carefree mornings, when there was no rush to get out the door. Holding his mug, Robin wandered onto his balcony.
The morning was crisp and clear. Cars hummed below, childrens laughter floated up from a nearby schoolyard, and the smells of damp pavements and roasting beans from the café on the corner mingled in the air. Robin sipped his coffee and watched the city gradually rouse.
His phone lay on the table beside him, but he didnt touch it yet. He wanted to stay in this moment of calm for a while longer, away from notifications and messages that might drag him back into yesterdays worries.
Near midday, he finally unlocked his phone. Instantly, it lit upmessages from colleagues, news from social media, an unread text from Alice. He hovered over it, but simply swiped it away without reading. Hed said and heard all that needed to be.
Instead, he scrolled through his contacts and rang Sam, his oldest friend.
All right, mate, he greeted when Sam answered, using a calmness he hadnt felt in weeks. Fancy meeting up? Its been too long.
Sam replied enthusiastically, his voice cheerful and a little teasinghed always been able to lighten a conversation.
Course! Where and when?
They agreed quickly: their old haunt, a pub near Robins office, the same spot where theyd weathered many taxing workdays together.
When Robin arrived, Sam was already waiting at the window table, two pints poured. He grinned broadly, waving Robin over.
So, whats happened? Sam cut to the chase the moment Robin settled in. You look different. Cant quite put my finger on it, but youve definitely loosened up. Tell me?
His interest was warm rather than intrusiveSam had a knack for letting others choose how deep to go.
Robin took a long pull on his pintthe coldness was refreshing, easing the last tension from his shoulders.
I broke up with Alice, he said at last.
Did you now? Sam raised an eyebrow, tilting his head. Did she break it off?
No. It was me, Robin said with a calm honesty, summarising last nights events without the drama, just the facts.
Sam listened without interrupting, occasionally nodding, swirling his beer pensively. When Robin finished, he tapped his glass, thinking, then gave a wry chuckle:
Blimey, mate. Thats… well, firm, but seems like she had it coming. You sure about what you found?
One hundred percent, said Robin, feeling the last bit of stress ebb away. I didnt dig deep for details, but what I did see was enough.
So, what now? Sam asked, giving him a searching yet encouraging lookwanting to make sure Robin didnt drift into self-pity.
Live, Robin replied simply, without bravado. Work, see mates, maybe take a break somewhere, see how things go.
His words were plain, but behind their simplicity was a quiet resolvenot a show of strength, but a decision hed finally made.
Spot on, Sam nodded approvingly. Funny thingmy cousin just moved up to Edinburgh. Says theres a brilliant jazz festival coming up. Fancy a trip? Just the two of us, clear the old noggin?
Robin pictured it immediately: wide avenues, historic buildings, waterfront walks, saxophone notes drifting on the night air. Why not? Hed spent long enough brooding about the past, and for the first time in ages, felt ready for something new.
Lets do it, he said, and that simple answer carried more than the promise of a tripit was a step forward, a confession that life, despite everything, was moving on. Give me a weeks notice to sort work.
Brilliant! Sam clapped his palm on the tabletop, banishing the last of Robins old gloom. Theres the Robin I know. None of that moping you did lately.
There was no reproach in his voicejust genuine delight for his friend. Sam had hoped to see Robin looking forward again, not back.
Robin smiled. He felt it himself: a change insidenot abrupt or painful, but gradual, like the first shoots of green after a long winter. It was strange but welcome: the sense that ahead lay not just duties and routines, but something interesting and unknown.
A week later, true to his word, Robin travelled to Edinburgh with Sam. Sam was rightthe festival was extraordinary. They wandered the city, soaking up the atmosphere: exploring hidden courtyards, climbing viewpoints, listening to music in every nook. There was a blues quartet on one street, a youth group experimenting with modern beats on another corner, but all of it merged into the citys melody.
They popped into little cafés filled with the smells of fresh bread and strong coffee, made random orders, and laughed at their own adventurous picks. One day, with a fine drizzle falling, they sheltered under a canopy by a hot drinks stand, people-watchingsome hurrying along with their umbrellas, others strolling through the rain without a care, and one man, in the most comical raincoat, racing along with his briefcase swinging. They couldnt help but laugh.
On one of the festival nights, they ended up in a snug bar overlooking the Water of Leith. As dusk settled in, the city lights shimmered on the water, and soft jazz flowed from the speakers. Robin sipped his drink, gazed at the river, and was startled to realise he wasnt thinking of Alice at alljust enjoying the moment.
It felt oddnot long ago, Alices image had haunted even the smallest parts of life. Now, though, he simply sat, letting the music and contented warmth fill him. No justification required. Just peace.
Youve gone quiet, Sam observed, raising his glass, genuine curiosity in his eyes.
Just thinking, Robin shrugged, searching for the words to describe his mood. It feels like I can finally breathe. Like Ive been holding it in for ages, and now I can exhale.
He turned his gaze to the windowsthe city aglow, rivers of pedestrians, laughter and phone calls in the night. So ordinary, and so unexpectedly wonderful.
Sam smiledthe real kind, with warmth, happy for his friends recovery.
Thats more like it. Lets drink to new beginnings.
He said it simply, but with conviction. Robin nodded, clinking glassesthe quiet chime blended into the citys evening soundtrack.
Outside, the lights flickered, somewhere a saxophone played softlymaybe a busker, maybe music from the next bar over. The tune suited the moment perfectly.
Robin took a small sip, savouring the inner warmthnot drunkenness, but a steadier, deeper comfort: confidence that things would be all right. Not because problems had vanished, but because he no longer feared moving forward.
***
Back home, Robin didnt dive straight into old routines. He started slowly changing things, almost without noticing. He saw his friends more: after-work coffees or evening strolls in the local park.
One day, he finally joined the local leisure centrehed wanted for ages to learn proper swimming, not the awkward half-doggy-paddle hed got by on. The early sessions were tough, but each time he felt his body strengthen, his mind clear. The water soothed, washing away anything leftover.
He also decided, just for himself, to learn Spanish. Not for work, not for travel goals, simply because hed always wanted to speak another language. He bought a textbook, found an online course, and started memorising words and phrases. At first, all the new sounds felt impossible to master, but gradually, he was hooked. He even watched films with Spanish subtitles, paying attention to the rhythms and intonations.
Work, meanwhile, brought exciting projects, the kind that demanded creativity but rewarded his effort. His colleagues teamed up for new initiatives, his boss took notice, and gradually, work felt rewarding once again.
On weekends, he often joined friends for a barbie in the countrysidegrilling sausages, laughing at old stories, and making plans. Robin welcomed these momentsthey let him drop his guard, be himself, no fronts or defences needed.
At the nearby park, every Saturday brought outdoor film night. Robin took to these evenings: blanket and thermos of hot tea, a cosy spot on the grass to enjoy whatever film was showing. Sometimes it was a black-and-white classic, other times a modern comedy or drama. He loved the little things: the chill in the air, the smell of grass, the laughter spreading through the audience at each funny scene.
Looking up at the stars, Robin realised life wasnt just about whats been or whats yet to come. It was also about these small momentshot tea, a soft blanket, friends laughter, the citys music somewhere far off. And that was enough.
One night, as autumn brought a chill, Robin went for another outdoor showing. An old comedy drew plenty of chuckles from the crowd, and Robin once again soaked up the atmosphere: the warm projection light, the smell of leaves and distant barbecue.
As he was packing up, ready to leave with his flask and blanket, someone called his name.
Excuse me, came a gentle voice nearby.
Robin turned. A young woman stood before him, wrapped in a chunky scarf, windswept blonde hair spilling over her shoulders. The streetlights caught the brightness in her eyes, and a friendly smile played on her lips.
Ive noticed you here every week, she said. You love film too?
Robin paused, absorbing the moment: her easy tone, her welcoming gaze. He smiled.
Yes. Especially outdoors. Its a whole different feelingjokes are funnier, dramas hit harder.
Agreed, she nodded. In a cinema, youre just alone in the dark. Out here its like youre in it with everyone.
There was a moments pause before she offered her hand.
Im Sophie.
Robin hesitated for a heartbeat. The name struck a memoryhed once worked with a Sophie, but the thought fluttered away, leaving no trace. He shook her handher grip was warm, confident.
Robin.
And there they stood, chatting about films and directors, favourite parks and haunts around the city. Sophie explained shed only recently moved to the area and was still finding her feet, but had already discovered a few favourite nooks. Robin mentioned his own findsa brilliant coffee shop, a second-hand bookshop, a small gallery tucked away on a back street.
The conversation never stalled. They found themselves lingering at the park gates, while the rest of the filmgoers faded into the night.
Eventually, Sophie glanced at her watch and sighed,
I should get home. Early start tomorrow.
In that instant, Robin realised he wasnt ready to parthe felt a sudden, rare boldness rise inside him.
Would you like to grab a coffee some time? he asked, surprised by his own calm. Theres a place round the cornermagic hot chocolate, top-notch muffins.
Sophie smiledwarmly, without reservation or performance.
Id like that.
They exchanged numbers, and even that simple exchangethe entering of digits, the small talkfelt important, new.
When Sophie waved and disappeared around the corner, Robin stood for a moment on the quiet path, then set off for home. Hope stirred within himplain and steady. He made no big plans, no assumptions, no stories about the future. He just walked on, feeling, with each step, the truth: life continues. And maybe, just maybe, it was through these chance meetings, gentle chats, and little joys that life really became interesting.
***
The next morning, Robin awoke with anticipation. Raindrops traced strange patterns on his bedroom window. The flat was warm, and the scent of freshly brewed coffee filled the air. He poured a cup and picked up his phone.
Without too much deliberation, he messaged Sophie: Morning! Fancy a film on Saturday? Indoors this timethe weather looks grim. He hit send and set his phone aside, nerves tingling as he waited.
Her reply came almost instantly: Sounds great! Let’s go for something funnyI love a good laugh. Robin grinned at the cheerful, open tone in her words.
He sipped his coffee and gazed at the rain washing the city outside. Today, the grey skies and slick pavements didnt seem drearythey added a certain cosiness to everything. The warm lamp glow, tea, and thoughts of Saturday ahead made him feel that, for the first time in a while, things were just beginning. Not as a closure, but as the start of something new and interesting.
Meanwhile, Sophie had arrived home from work, slipping off her shoes, dropping onto the sofa, her phone still aglow with Robins latest message. She reread it, unable to stop herself from smilingunsure where this was heading, but feeling a gentle excitement building for something that might turn out to be important.
Work was going well for Sophieshed just completed a big project that ended with praise all round, giving her a rare surge of confidence. She was, in fact, deciding what to turn her attention to next when Robins message arrived and made her smile once more.
All right, she thought to herself, standing up. If were going to the cinema, Ill need something to wear.
She pondered in front of the wardrobe for a while, opting in the end for jeans and a soft pastel jumper. Comfort first, she decided, eyeing herself in the mirror. That’s all that matters.
Saturday was brisk but bright. Sophie set out early so as not to rush, arriving at the city centre cinema well in advance to grab popcorn. Inside, a cheerful crowd gathered, chatting in groups or queuing for snacks. Sophie secured two good seats in the middleperfect for watching the screen.
It didnt take long for Robin to arrive. She spotted him as he entered, and his easy smile made her heart race just a bit.
Hi, he said, joining her. Youre early.
Couldnt sit still at home, she admitted, a little shy. Bit nervous, actually.
Me too, Robin replied honestly, settling in. But its a good sort of nerves, right?
She nodded, feeling more relaxed by the second. There was no showiness in his voice, just honesty and an easygoing warmth that put her at ease.
Popcorns caramelbest kind, Robin said, gesturing to her tub. Thats always my pick.
Sophie laughed,
Looks like we already have something in common.
They chatted a little longer before the trailers started. When the lights dimmed and the film began, Sophie realised this evening was going to be specialnot because she hoped for anything spectacular, but because, with Robin beside her, everything felt easy and natural.
The film was just what they neededupbeat, charming, and genuinely funny. They found themselves laughing together, their glances and smiles shared in the half-darkness, as if theyd been friends for ages. The synchrony of their laughter made the moment feel unexpectedly intimate.
Afterwards, they wandered through the city, hesitant to say goodbye just yet, talking about everything: work, favourite booksSophie loved Agatha Christie, Robin had recently dived into books about spaceand then, inevitably, their travels.
Have you ever been abroad? Sophie asked, searching his eyes.
Only to Turkey and Egypt, so far, Robin said. But I dream of visiting Spain. The architecture, the food, the atmosphereits all so inviting.
Ive been to Barcelona! Sophie brightened at the memory. Its gorgeous! Wandering those narrow streets, ducking into cafés, tasting tapas, then climbing a hill to see the whole city spread out before you.
That sounds even better than I imagined, Robin admitted. Where would you most like to go next?
Japan, Sophie answered without hesitation. The culture, the ceremonies, the cherry blossomssomething about it just draws me in. Ancient tradition and modern lifeboth in perfect harmony.
Brilliant, Robin agreed. Maybe well travel together one day.
The words seemed to slip out, but he didnt regret them; they felt natural, a thought that had lingered in the background.
Sophie paused, as if weighing the idea, then smiled gently.
Id love that.
They reached the river and leaned on the railings, gazing at the play of stars on the water. The night was mild, the citys distant music blending with the hush around them.
Thank you for tonight, Sophie said quietly, eyes shining in the lamplight. I really enjoyed it.
I did too, Robin replied softly. Shall we do this again?
Absolutely, she nodded, her warm smile reaching her eyes.
As they said goodnight, Robin took her handa light touch, but meaningful. She returned his squeeze, neither of them rushing to let go.
See you soon, Robin said.
Yes, Sophie replied.
She made her way to the bus stop, and he watched until she turned the corner. Soft lamplight traced her path, and she waved briefly before she disappeared.
He knewit wasnt an ending, but a beginning. The start of something easy, full of hope and promise. In his heart, Robin was certain that ahead lay many more evenings like this, walks side by side, the gentle companionship that makes life truly worthwhile.
***
Next morning, Robin woke with lively anticipation. The rain traced wavy lines down his window, but his flat was bright and filled with the tang of freshly-made coffee. He messaged Sophie to plan their next outing and went about his day, feeling the calm excitement of an adventure just beginning.
And as he did so, both Robin and Sophie found themselves looking ahead. Not clinging to the past, nor worrying too much about the future, but open to whatever the next day might bring.
For it is in learning to let go, in being honest with ourselves and with others, that we find the courage to begin again. And sometimes, the smallest moments of kindnessa shared laugh, a new friendship, a hand to holdbecome the foundation of something altogether different and full of promise.
